3 months of crying, 3 months of pain, 3 months of screaming in the middle of the night, 3 months without him. It has been 3 months since HE left me. To say I'm upset would be an understatement; I am so devastated and angry. But I figured the best thing to do would to move on with my life, which I did, kind of. I moved back to my old life the one I had before forks and before him. I kept a lot of secrets from that family, secrets about my past. The truth is I have an older brother named Troy and a little brother named Eric-Joseph or EJ for short. They live back in my hometown along with most of my friends. I'm a performer, I can sing, play guitar, act, and dance. I was taught to dance when I was 3 years old. I know young age, but after my older brother left for war a few years after I swore not to dance until he got back because it reminded me of him and I wasn't sure if he would ever come home. My main thing though is to sing I perform in front of millions of people but because Forks is so small and far no one there has seen me. And that's my story.

Love Izzy Dean (Bella Swan)

"Hey baby girl we are leaving in 10 minutes so stop going through your closest and get down her" I heard Troy's voice shout from the bottom of the stairwell. I have been deciding on an outfit for the past 30 minutes for my performance today but I can't make up my mind. I have a show back in Seattle today. Yay note the sarcasm, I'm sure they won't be there and if they were I look very different then I did my hair is much longer and lighter my style has increased tremendously, my skin is much tanner and my eyes are a greenish because I wore contacts when I went to forks.

"Okay coming!" I yelled back. Finally I decided on an outfit. A black short sleeve v-neck shirt with light blue ripped jeans.

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As I walked onstage I saw a huge amount of people gathered around everything was outside and surprisingly it was good weather. Once I got to the mic I started my introduction.

"What's up guys? I'm Izzy dean and I'm going to be performing for u guys" once I finished the crowd screamed like crazy. And I laughed. My first song that im going to be singing is the climb"

the music started playing.

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

After I finished the first note I looked out into the audience and everyone started screaming. I know I used to say how I hated the spotlight but for real I love it not in the snobby way but I just love performing.

"hey guys I just wanted to take a minute to say thank you for coming out here on this cold night, well you guys might not be but I am freezing I'm so not used to this type of weather. I have one more song for you guys tonight and then I'll come back in the morning. Ok so my next song is kicking and screaming."

Don't keep me waiting, anticipating
Treating me like a fool
I got news for you
I'm turning my back
I'm dropping a bomb on you

You want me
You need me
Believe me, you'll be callin'
You love me
You hate me
Believe me, you'll come crawlin'

So get down and get off
Let me show you what you'll be missing
We break up, you break down
Gonna drag you through this kicking and screaming

Don't keep me guessing
I'm your favorite obsession
Don't give me that lame excuse
Is it me that you're messing
It's the same old confession
You're the one with something to lose

Watch out now
Don't blackout
There's no doubt
You can't have it
Control you
I'll own you
I'll show you, but you still can't have it

So get down and get off
Let me show you what you'll be missing
We break up, you break down
Gonna drag you through this kicking and screaming
So get down and get off
You're not the only one that I've been missing
We break up, you break down
Gonna drag you through this kicking and screaming

You'll be kicking and screaming
You'll be kicking and screaming
But I'm so deceiving, you'll be kicking and screaming

Watch out now
You'll find out
You'll cry out
There's no one above me
I play hard
Don't run far
Come back now, I really do like you...

So get down and get off
Let me show you what you'll be missing
We break up, you break down
Gonna drag you through this kicking and screaming
So get down and get off
You're not the only one that I've been missing
We break up, you break down
Gonna drag you through this kicking and screaming

You'll be kicking and screaming
You'll be kicking and screaming

Kicking and screaming

Kicking
and
Screaming

I said my thank you and gave one last look out into the audience and who did I see but the bronze haired Adonis himself.