Kenma Kozume felt his heart shatter at the sight of Kuroo Tetsurou together with his first ever girlfriend. He looked really contented as he held the latter in his arms. At first, Kenma thought that he could bear it and keep their friendship, but everytime he sees the couple together… he can't help, but turn around and silently walk away as he thought of why of all people, did he like someone straight.

They've been friends ever since childhood. The pudding head realized that he had fallen deep for the ravenhead when they reached middle school. The boy in their age that time was discussing about an extremely hot heterosexual porn, or so they say. Kuroo then lent it since he was quite curious about it. They then decided to watch it together and at first, Kenma could only question why he didn't get the hype. But when Kenma imagined himself as the one who was getting it from behind whereas Kuroo was the one doing him, realization hit him.

'Shit. I'm damn gay.' He thought, releasing a shaky breath as soon as the guy from the AV climaxed.

"Seems like you enjoyed it too, huh?" Kuroo says as he grin at Kenma, which made the pudding head a little bit guilty for getting turned on from fantasizing about the ravenhead. "The girl was damn hot." He added.

Kenma simply hummed in reply, a little bit hurt if he may say so. He couldn't quite put his finger into it, but he was definitely hurt. Perhaps, did he actually hope that Kuroo did the same as him, imagining that the both of them were the ones who was having sex? He shook his head and thought, 'I'm not normal. Definitely not.' It wasn't because he had fallen in love with his childhood friend, but because they were of the same gender. And what's worse is, Kuroo is straight as fuck.

He had been crushing for the ravenhead for way too long. Sometimes at night whenever Kuroo's not together with him, for some reason, his hand would slowly unzip his pants, as if it had a brain of its own. His hand would go up and down around the shaft as he thought of how Kuroo would do it, slightly teasing the tip as beads of precum started oozing out. His other hand would then touch himself from behind, slowly putting a digit in as a moan escape from his tiny lips. That went on for some more minutes until he'd get off, moaning in utter ecstasy as he did so. In his heart, he wasn't completely satisfied though. He needed and wanted something more. Something that Kuroo could only give.

So when Kuroo crept up to him with a foolish grin plastered onto his lips, saying that he had finally gotten himself a girlfriend, Kenma would definitely be lying if he said that he didn't cry his eyes out that night. Merely saying that he was hurt was too much of an understatement.

He didn't play any video games for awhile and even went absent from school for consecutive days. His phone kept on ringing and tons of missed calls were in his notification. After awhile, his mum shouted, "Kozume, Kuroo is here!"

Kenma let out a sigh as he muttered out an "I'm coming…". It seemed like he wasn't heard though since before he even had the chance to place his hands onto the doorknob, his door opened. A face full of worry was plastered onto the ravenhead's countenance, he asks, "Why have you been ignoring me? Are you mad? Did I do something wrong? Do you have any proble-"

"I'm fine, I'm fine." The pudding head interjected. "It's just that…" he trailed on, before coming up with the most reasonable answer he could think of. "I wasn't feeling well…"

The answer aroused suspicion from Kuroo, he was certainly not convinced. He merely released a sigh and took a sit onto the blonde's bed as he smiled ever so sincerely, "I'm here to hear you out. I'll always be." He says, and Kenma felt like melting from the sweetness shown. The pudding head then therefore concluded that he could definitely bear with it and thought that friendship is the best relationship he could ever get into with Kuroo. Being in a romantic relationship doesn't tend to actually last long and is usually short-lived anyway.

Kenma sincerely smiled, actually smiled. He didn't know when did he last smile, but it certainly has been quite awhile. His rather unusual behavior surprised Kuroo, but the ravenhead didn't linger on it and instead gave a smile in return as well.

"So…" Kuroo questioningly stared at the blonde. "What happened? Spit it out…" he calmly said, trying to coax an answer out of the pudding head.

"I already told you…" He replied, noticeably furrowing his eyebrows. He didn't want to talk about it, definitely not with Kuroo, albeit he came into the conclusion that he'd be chill with the girlfriend thingy, he would never be able to get himself to open up with the ravenhead.

Kuroo heaved a sigh. "I won't push you if you don't want t-" He was cut off when his phone vibrated, "Hold on, lemme check who is it." He fished his phone out from his pocket and checked. "Ah shit." He silently cursed out.

"Hmm…?" Kenma looked at him in puzzlement, quite baffled. "What happened?" He added.

"I gotta get going now, my girlfriend really needs me right now." He quickly got up off the bed, taking a quick glance onto the time on his phone.

Kenma cringed at how Kuroo was acting towards his girlfriend. Fortunately, Kuroo didn't catch the cringing part, not that the blonde would mind though. "Sounds like you're in such a rush. What happened?" He inquires.

"She needs my help. And bye! Hope you go to classes tomorrow!" Kuroo replies as he quickly ran off, not before waving towards Kenma's way. 'There's no classes tomorrow though…' he wanted to say it, but the ravenhead was already long gone. The pudding head smiled at the sentiment though, even if his reason made him irritated.

He then lied onto his bed, sleep finally sinking in after a while even though it was still quite early.