this is just a test on how you like the speling of this i know it`s not long but next chapters will be longer, i`m just testing the waters.

betrayed love

Bilba Baggins sat in her home looking out the window, she was thinking about the time she was on an adventure with the dwarves and Gandalf the grey, she had been so afraid, but at the same time she had gotten true friends, she thought.

but apparently not, the days after the battle had shown that, they had without any reservation thrown her away, for the sake of gold and gem`s, was she really not worth more to them, especially Thorin.

they two had gotten real close after the time she saved his life from Azog, and at Beorns house he confessed to having been in love with her since he laid eyes on her but he didn`t want to admit it at that time so he had tried to push her away from him.

She had felt the same pull towards him, and that had been some of the reason she had come with on this adventure of theirs and had been happy when Thorin had seemed to return her affection, she had thought she finally could trust somebody, how wrong she had been.

He had cast her from the mountain with disregard for her safety, and she had later in the medic tent got told she had been pregnant at the time but had lost it due to stress, she had broken down there and then, and she was utterly destroyed.

After the battle Thorin had upheld her banishment, she was only relieved that he did that she couldn`t look at him without being angry and hurt over his treatment of her, he had treated her disrespectfully.

it didn`t become much better when she got to the shire, she was called a whore and other ugly things, those who called her those names had nothing to build it on other then she had gone with a Gruppe of male dwarves, not proper for a woman to do that, she didn`t care she could now see who was her true friends.

Now she would concentrate on getting better and lev life a little have a little food here and there smoke some tobacco on her pipe, visit family and such things to keep her spirits up.

-Erebor-

Thorin, Kili, Fili, Balin Dwarlin and the other company of the quest to reclaim Erebor was awaiting the council to debate the cancelling the banishment, it was tough to wait but it had to be done this way Thorin couldn`t just lift the banishment all on his own, if he could have done that he would have just after the battle.

Thorin loved Bilba with all his heart and soul, she was his one, it pained him he had to send her away after the battle but politics was in the way, he hadn`t been thinking clearly when he banish her in his gold-sickness.

But now he hoped and prayed it would be lifted and he had already written a letter to Bilba he would send with Dwalin and Balin when they went to collect her hoping it would be enough for her.

Oh yes he knew how she in all likelihood was being treated in the shire, she had told him that when they had slept together, and that just made it more of an issue and important she came to Erebor, here it wasn`t an issue that she was not virgin, it didn`t matter to them.

suddenly the door open and in came a guard, the all leapt up but sat down again when they saw that it was a guard from the gate.

"Sir," he said to Thorin"Gandalf the grey want to have an audience with you."

"Send him in." said Thorin.