Title: The Deepest Kiss

Disclaimer: I do NOT own Kingdom Hearts, but I love to write fanfictions for this fandom.

Warnings: This story contains sexual situations between two males. If you don`t like it, don`t read then!

A/N: Please review, I will give you some cookies! Hehee~! Enjoy, anyways. My first fic, so don`t be mean.

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The pale full moon emerged behind the misty black clouds. Riku and Sora walked together into the dark forest.
They had planned a trip to Desert Islands for a week and
now they had finally get into island and were searching a place where to stay for a night.

"Riku, don`t go so fast!", Sora yelled, tugging his friend`s vest. The brunette looked around carefully, taking quick steps, as if he was scared of touching the ground. "Are you sure there`s no snakes here?"

"I didn`t say there isn`t any, Sora", Riku replied. He held the flaslight in his iron grasp and carried the tent bag which was way too heavy for Sora.
"And besides..if there is any snakes in this forest, I am pretty sure they have heard your yelling voice already and had just vanished away", he added, looking some blue shining nightflowers curiously.
Sora frowned behind him. Then he apparently scratched his ankle and yelped loudly; "Ah! This place is unpleasant!"

"Just try not to make so much noise, okay? We are almost there", Riku said and walked ahead, his silver hair glowing beautifully in the moonlight.

"Where are we going?" Sora picked up his pace, avoiding touching anything.

"You will see", Riku said, walking through the frequent foliage. "Come on."

Sora followed him, not wanting to be left alone. He quickened his pace everytime when Riku was more than two foots before him. Without the flaslight, the two probably would`ve seen nothing in the forest when the last rip of the sun light disappeared and the night landed, bringing some life under the trees.

Sora shivered when he heard some low hummering from the small cave.
The brunette had never liked the dark or scary things like vampires or werewolves. Riku however loved those creepy things.
The silver haired teen was always so anxious and curious with thatkind of stuff. Always wanting to see other worlds, catch the danger and collect all the information he could. That was Riku, his love for adventure never going out. Sometimes Sora wanted to be like him. Just as brave and cool as his friend, but if they were the same, it wouldn`t make any sense, would it? They were so different. Living without that contrast would have been so empty. Did it mean that living without the other would make them unhappy and kind of hollow?

Another distant humming voice reached Sora`s ears, he looked around nerviously, then gripped Riku`s arm to make him stop moving.

"I heard some weird voice. I don`t want to be here, Riku", he sounded a little bit girlish, looking at his best friend with his wide blue eyes. Riku turning to face him now.

"Aw, come on, Sora. Don`t be such a coward."

The younger teen pouted, resting his arms around himself. Riku gave him a slight smirk and grasped Sora`s wrist. The brunette blinked as Riku suddenly dragged him into a cave and showed the flaslight around.

The cave was huge. The ceiling was high, walls rough and shaped wildly. Actually it looked like an old cabin place or something. Sora wondered if there were once people living in this cave.

"I think we can sleep here", Riku said, letting go of Sora`s wrist now.

"Yeah. I believe it`s good enough. Do you have the sleeping-bags?" Sora started to search the best place where to get a rest. Riku throwed the sleeping-bag for him and put the flaslight on the stone.

"I`ll go find some firefoods. You stay here, okay?" he confirmed.

"Sure. I will wait here", Sora nodded at him, deploying the sleeping bag on the ground. The silver haired teen walked out of the cave and Sora sighed softly.
He watched the old marks on the wall beside him, touching them slightly, lost in his thought; he remembered the drawings on Destiny Islands, drawed by him and Kairi. It seemed so far away. The time when they met Kairi for the first time few years ago. The smile appeared on his cherry coloured lips.
He remembered the moments when he and Kairi were drawing together. Those innocent memories were so special to him.

Slowly, the smile faded when Riku walked back into the cave.
Sora pulled himself under the sleeping-bag, turning his back to Riku,
wondering if he was going to get more firefoods.

"Sora, are you cold?" the older teen asked softly, stepping towards the brunette. Sora stared at the wall in front of him intently, not turning to face the silver haired teen.

"No..", he find himself saying and curled his slim fingers around his shirt. Sora heard the soft rustle of clothing as if Riku stripped himself. He shivered some.

"Here..." Riku spoke behind him, placing his vest over Sora.
"You`re getting cold if you don`t keep yourself warm", he said, as Sora turned to look at him.

"I am fine. Just keep it. I don`t need anything. Just give me some rest",
Sora said and throwed Riku`s vest away, frowning some.

"Are you mad at me?"
Riku asked, not removing his gaze from Sora.

"Of course not. I am just tired..", Sora murmured and sighed tiredly,
looking rather frustrated.

"Look, Sora, you`re really bad at lying. Tell me, what`s wrong? If you want to get back to our islands, we can go",
Riku spoke, voice calm, eyes still gazing the brunette.

"I don`t want to go anywhere! It`s the middle of the night here. What do you think? We should take a rest."

Silence reigned for a while between them. Before long, Riku spread his own sleeping-bag next to Sora`s, sighing deeply.
"Could you make some room for me perhaps?"

Sora moved his position co-operatively and soon Riku was laying next to him, back to back, both of them looking the cave ceilings quietly.
Sora felt his eyes suddenly heavy. He closed his eyes and rested his arms around himself, as if he was hugging himself.
The cool air caressed his pale cheeks. His skin looked kind of ghosty in the dark cave when the moon light reached his body.
He could hear Riku`s calm breathing next to him, wondering if he was still awake.

The brunette opened his eyes and made a quick glance over his shoulder, watching Riku`s long silver locks and his perfectly shaped, slightly muscular body. Riku`s form fitting tank top introduced his arms, which were much more masculine than Sora`s feminine, slim arms and body.

Perhaps girls would admire Riku`s perfection, Sora thought. But what about himself?
Was he just too..girlish? He had never been so strong or masculine than his best friend. Was he supposed to be?
He was Sora, everybody liked the funny, laughing boy who has a great sense of humour and justness. But when he looked Riku beside him, he saw something that he could never be, something that he`d always wanted to be.

Suddenly, Riku let out an almost inaudible groan while he moved onto his back, keeping his eyes shut. Sora blinked at the view. Riku`s lips parted slightly as he breathed deeply.
Sora removed his gaze from the silver haired teen and looked the cave ceiling once again.
He couldn`t sleep yet, he felt too restless for just letting himself fall asleep. Maybe he could find more firewoods and make a camp fire for them.

Sora stood up carefully, not wanting to arouse Riku, who seemed to be sleeping already. He took a few low steps and jumped up, when Riku suddenly called for him.

"Where are you going?"
The silver haired male looked at him, leaning for his shoulders some, watching the brunette, his expression unreadable.

"Uh, I just thought the camp fire would be nice", replied Sora, rubbing his hair some.
"So, I was going to find more firewoods.."

He took the flaslight along and walked out of the cave quickly, searching the dry woods desperately from the moon shimmered ground.

The air outside was much rawer than inside the cave, where it didn`t blow at all. A shudder emerged from his slightly underweighted body. His breath was becoming a little bit shaky.
There was some woods beyond the open place. He hurried towards them and caught as many woods as he could, in his lap, and walked back into the cave, dropping couple of the woods on the ground.

Riku was sitting on the stone, catching the fire with his match and a small bark.
"Here!" Sora smiled, letting down all the firewoods and watched when Riku did the rest of the job, catching the wire successfully.

"Oh, it`s so warm.." , Sora sighed contently.
The two sat around the camp fire, enjoying the warmth and the restful flames.

"This place reminds me from our Secret place", Riku smiled, letting his gaze travel around.

"Yeah..", Sora stared at the fire, folding his arms around his knees, hugging himself.
"I wonder if Kairi has missed us."

"Probably not. We have been here only one day.
And besides, she didn`t even want to come along, remember?"

"Yeah but...I think she just wanted us to have some good time together",
added Sora, turning to look at his best friend.

"Just like the old days, huh?" Riku said,
giving his young friend a warm smile.
Sora smiled back at him, turning to look back at the fire, remaining silent.

He felt Riku glaring about him still.
It made him feel somewhat uncertain.

"So, when do you want to go back at our islands?" Sora asked quickly,
breaking the sudden silence.

"I don`t know. Do you want to go back soon?" Riku asked curiously,
trying to hide his disappointment.

"I don`t know. Maybe. Kairi is there waiting for us."

"Waiting for you."

"What?" Sora blinked, watching Riku now.

Riku looked at the fire rather sternly.

"You know what I mean.
You two sharing a paopu fruit at the drawing in our, our
secret place, Kairi always wanting to be with you alone, you are talking about her everyday."

"Of course I am talking about her. She is my good friend!" Sora shouted at him,
frowning now.

"Oh yeah, just your friend? Come on, she is in love with you!
How long are you going to deny the truth?!" Riku`s eyes narrowed, he glared the brunette intently. Sora`s eyes widened some.
He didn`t want to have this conversation for some reason.
The younger teen stood up and went back to his sleeping-bag, avoiding Riku`s gaze.

Riku had been right; Kairi had told him couple of weeks ago about her feelings. They were alone at the beach. It was the best day for a long time. Riku had gone already, so they could talk alone.
The sunset was turning into night, and she told about her feelings for Sora. The brunette didn`t really know how to answer Kairi`s feelings, or wasn`t even sure about his own feelings at least, so they had just holded each others hands and shared their first kiss in that night.

For some reason it was very difficult to talk Riku about her.
The older teen seemed to feel outsider when they were together, the three of them. Sora had actually never told him how much he cared about Riku, his best friend. They were always having their games or fights, so there was no change to speak emotionals.
However, now they were alone, just he and Riku, it was acceptable time for talk, or was it?

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