Title: Forgetting The Past & Changing The Future
Note: Quinn isn't pregnant in this fanfic
Rating: T
Pairing: Rachel x Noah (Puck)
Summary: Rachel is sick and tired of Finn using her and playing with her emotions making her feel like she is special. So when the chance comes to move on and get over Glee's male lead she takes it without a second thought. Soon she will realise this was a choice best for everyone and that every story has a happy ending… even this one.
Disclaimer: I don't own Glee.
Chap 1 ~ Decisions
Long dark brown hair cascaded down the back of a sixteen year old girl in soft large waves and very loose curls as she sat at a large shimmering midnight black piano tracing her fingers across the white keys that called for her to play them.
Moments like these where she would just sit and stare had become much more frequent in the past few weeks ever since Finn had joined Glee giving New Directions hope for the future. She hated feeling like this… feeling completely unsure of herself. She was Rachel Berry she was meant to have everything under control but ever since Finn had joined Glee it was like he made everything in her mind a complete mess.
And she hated that. She hated that he had come along with his relatively good vocal cords and seemed to sweep her off her feet. She hated how he acted like he liked her when he had a girlfriend. She hated that he had kissed her and confused her mind even more than it already was. She regretted that kiss so much it wasn't funny. She wished she could go back and change that moment but she knew she couldn't so instead she chose to pretend it never happened.
Because right at this moment in time her thoughts had finally slowed down and they weren't so panicked. Right now she had finally been able to think logically for long enough to make a choice.
The choice being either to pursue whatever feelings she harboured for Finn or to forget about him completely and find something… or someone to destroy her feelings for said person.
And being Rachel Berry she chose to listen to her head and not her heart because she knew if she listened to what her heart was telling her to do then she would end up hurt and frankly she couldn't handle having her heart broken.
So for the first time in a long time she gave into the urge to play the keys her fingers ran across in patterns and she let her fingers fully dance across them in a graceful and swift motion letting the elegant music echo through the huge empty auditorium in waves.
This was the Rachel Berry everyone knew. The girl who took hold of the situation and changed it to suit herself. She would be damned if she would let Finn play with her heart for one second longer and she was ready to find someone who was actually able to return her love.
She was ready to live.
Thanks for reading this is the first Rachel x Puck fanfic I have written and frankly after I watched that episode where they dated I became utterly unhealthily obsessed with the pairing. So please review and tell me what you think of this chap.