Proverbial Sunrise;
Tears form behind my eyes however they will never flow down my face. Here I am suspended eternally, forced to live my "life" if you can even call it that, until someone or another vampire puts me out of my misery and finally ends this the right way. I could finally die the way I wanted to around 76 years ago. Instead my time on earth is everlasting, thanks to my creator and father Carlisle. Not one day goes by that I don't with I had died the proper way, and wasn't the monster that I truly am.
My family of Esme, Carlisle, Edward, Alice, Jasper, and Emmett, had always assumed that I had been glued back together by Emmett and his love for me. He was just a temporary binder, and now he has gone off with Tanya, his soul mate for the next 70 years, in which he will tire of her problems as well. The shattered pieces of my soul, which had been frozen in place for our time together, have just unfrozen, and finally fully broke the way they were always going to. I block most of these types of thoughts from Edward so that he will not pity me or make fun of me like he used to. I change my mind constantly about suicide to keep Alice from guessing my true wishes. I keep my emotions neutral around Jasper but sometimes I can't keep my despair from leaking out. Usually I blame it on a broken nail or something, and my 'family' believes it because they believe my façade of me being an air headed, self-centered Barbie, who's main worry would be about a broken nail. No one in the world understands me and as I watch this sunrise alone and heartbroken, I realize that no one ever will.
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