Note: is my first fanfic. Please be kind!

is based by a daily life of the society and its views

Warnings: bullying, lots of blood, mental disorders, self-harm and suicide attempt

3rd person P.O.W

Romania is like any nation. He has duties for his country, rules to respect and expectations from others. But he's also a human, with an age, body and mentality of a teenager. He likes hanging out with his best friends, pranking and everything about acting and music. But...he stil doesn't live a normal life. Romania is actually fighting with most of the things in his life...His daily life.

Waking up is quite hard for the boy, as he refuses to get up and start a new day. Not because he's lazy or something, he just remembers how hard is actually his own life. And he must get ready everyday for World Meetings, thanks to the more frequent events that destroy the relations between countries. Before getting out from the house, he puts in his bag some pills and a knife, just in case.

Romania has to go daily to the meetings, as being now an important NATO and EU member, facing new critics and being scold. Furthermore, there had been rumors that Romania started to take drugs, along with being a gypsy and a vampire. The worst part is that more countries started to believe him. The teenager doesn't want to hear and anything, as he gets more criticised for his ideas. Sadly, his wish isn't listened.

"ROMANIA!" yelled Germany as he sees the blonde sleeping while listening to music through his headphones.

"DA! What happened?" asked Romania

"Were you even paying attention? Do I have to tell you AGAIN to focus on real problems?

"I'm sorry. I promise that I'll be focused."

"Dumkomph" mumbled Germany under his breath.

The meeting goes on. More nations are getting bored: Greece sleeping, Japan watching anime with America, France making selfies with anyone, Belgium and Romano talking about the perfect dinner and Prussia and Korea playing on their favorite song. Romania still listens to music, but he also pays attention to the meeting. Russia, seeing the boy, starts to bully him by hitting him with his feet, then pulling his hair and punching him. Romania still manages to be calm, but more and more nations eventually join Russia. First Hungary, then Belarus, France and China. The blonde can't control his emotions and eventually bursts into an exploding anger:

"DO YOU THINK THIS IS FUNNY, RETARDATULE?"

That sentence is heard everywhere and after that, Romania punches Russia.

Finally, the meeting is over, countries finally being able to smoke, dance, eat or whatever they want. Except for the EU members. Germany and France analyse how they are working and the stability of the country.

"Roumanie, I must say, I'm very disappointed about your level. I have expected more from you." said France.

"But, I've worked very much! What did I do wrong?" asked Romania, with sadness and despair in his voice.

"Protest all over the country, corrupt government, bad economy. Shall I continue?"

"BUT I TRY! BELIEVE ME!"

"NO MORE EXCUSES" yelled Germany. "I am sick of you incompetence and faliures in you report. You seem that you've became the Failure of Europe."

"But I-"

"What happened to you? You were the most devoted member." said France.

"Just that I'm sick to be scolded for every mistake. I try my best, but you always told me that it wasn't enough." said the boy while tears are starting and show a sign that he's upset about it.

"Romania, why haven't you told us? You've could always say anything about-"

"I'M SICK OF BEING BULLIED BY EVERYONE, BEING SCOLDED AND CRITICISED. IF YOU WANT ME TO BE PERFECT, I'LL BE PERFECT!" said Romania in a blood-hearted fury, leaving the building, crying and running away, just to be home.

"Hey,I heard that you take drugs! Are you a drug addicted?"

"I heard that takes 16 syringes per day with just one substance!"

"Typical gypsy"

These are just a few of the many rumors that Romania hears about himself. He didn't wanted this, he just wanted to be accepted. No matter how much he tries, he'll never be accepted.

"Hey guys! Let's beat this ass down!"

"Yeah! He's such a gay!"

"Da, Румыния, You made me feel so ashamed at today's meeting. Now you should be punished!"

He knows what's gonna happen: The gang will beat him, steal some money and humiliate him. He knows it too well. The humiliation, blood, insults, everything. This time, the beating left him almost dead. England saw the abuse, and tries to help Romania, and asking him some questions.

"How long?"

"Probally since I was born." answered Romania, with some fun in his tone.

"If you need help, please-"

"I don't need any help! Understand? JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!". Then Romania leaves England, managing to get up by himself. He arrives home, eating and finally getting ready for his favorite part of the day, sleeping.

The last thing that he does before falling asleep is to cry, asking what did he do to deserve this horrible treatment while remembering all the abuse that he received in his life. He just wanted to be normal, to be liked, to be accepted.

This is his daily life.