Part of who I am
"This time won't you save me?
Baby, I can feel myself giving up."
Nicki Minaj
She knows what that meant, she already saw that. And she had that feeling… Doesn't matter what happened before, the feeling would always be there. It's what she is and she can't help it.
She is just… good. Too good for her own bad.
But you have to know something about Franky Fitzgerald: she never had anything to lose. But Mini…
Watching her cross the room the way she was doing made Franky knows that there was something to lose, and was sad.
Without think twice, she finished her beer, blinked to Matty and leave, crossing the room for where she saw Mini go. And there was she.
- You are always around. – Mini said, doesn't looking at Franky. Her voice was cracking.
- I guess.
They stayed in silence foe awhile, Mini with a lock of hair in her fingers. She was crying and Franky knew that. "Why" was the big question.
- What happened, Mini?
- Why do you wanna know?
Franky stepped forward.
- I think you just have to talk. I don't judge you, you know that, and I would never do it. Mini? – She was close now, and touched Mini's shoulder, making her turn around. – Mini…
She hugged her, knowing that was the only thing that she could do that moment and Mini cried. Cried like Franky had never seen before.
- I'm so fucked, I don't know what to do. I can't believe in what is happening to me, I don't want it, I never wanted it. I wanna go to college, leave Bristol.
- It's ok, Mini. I get you.
- I'm tired. – Said, pushing Franky away a little bit to look in her eyes. – Tired of being me.
- But you know that you can't just not be you. If everything is that bad, you have to learn and… Move on. You know? Let it go.
- I can't let it go.
- Yes, you can. I did it. Is not that hard, I know that you can…
But Franky could not go further. She was surprised by Mini's lips in hers. First she didn't understand what was going on, but soon enough she was corresponding to the kiss.
It was quick, but extremely intense. They moved away a little, feeling the pricking in their lips and kissed again, both knowing that was the last time.
They stared each other, moving away.
- I can't let it go, Franky. It's who I am.
Franky shook her head and Mini left.
A/N: Oh, hi! Me again. That's the Minky thing that I said in Feeling Good. I know, there's nothing special in this, but is just... exactly what I wanted to write. Hope you guys liked and I would LOVE to know that by your reviews ^^ Pretty please?
If there's something written wrong (including this little note ^^'), sorry. I'm trying my best, but I'm not an expert.
xoxo
Byzinha