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'This isn't supposed to happen. How could I let this happen? I can't like him he's going to be my best friend's brother! CeCe's like a sister to me and he's her almost step-brother! They can't stand each other so this can't happen! I can't let it happen I have to think of something' my mind screamed of me in the two seconds it took for me to come to my senses I mean this is Logan
"That was a huge mistake right?" I ask
"Right" he agrees
"And it can absolutely positively never happen again right?" I ask
"Agreed"
"No one can know about it deal?"
"Deal" he says then he kisses my cheek
"Arr I thought we had a deal" I say frustrated
"We didn't shake on it" is his only response and I roll my eyes then as if things weren't awkward enough Ty comes in acting like any older brother
"Hey!" Ty yells marching up to us
"This lesion is over" he says and drags Logan away as he's pulled away Logan makes the call me sign and I roll my eyes and put my head in my hands
Later that night
No matter how much I tried every time I closed my eyes his face was all I could see but this wasn't right CeCe hated him and he hated her. There wasn't even the possibility that we would work out if we became a couple. How could I be with someone my best friend hated? I could never put a guy before her.
"Rocky what's wrong honey you hardly touched your salad honey" mom said at dinner and I just shrugged
"I'm fine I just have a test tomorrow I'm stressed about" I answered and even I could tell my voice was off
"Can I be excused to go study please?" I ask and Dad waves me off when I get to my room I lay on my bed and try to think things through but I can't it's like I'm in a haze I don't even see Ty at the door till he asks
"Rocky can I come in?" I just stare at him blankly not able to form words
"Rocky are you ok" he asks and I snap out of it
"CeCe's going to kill me isn't she" I ask numbly
"If you don't want her to know I'll make sure he doesn't tell her it's going to be ok I promise and if you never want to see him again I'll keep him as far away from you as possible just cheer up baby girl I can't stand you like this" he says and I smile
"Ty if that was the problem I'd be perfectly fine but it's not Ty I don't know what's wrong with me!" I shriek
"Ok then explain it and I'll help you figure it out ok just please talk to me" he says and I sigh
"That's the thing Ty I don't know I've never felt like this before I see his face every time I close my eyes, I hear his voice whenever it's quite, I can still feel his kiss but then whenever I think I may have feelings for him I see CeCe and know I could never pick him over my best friend I mean what type of friend would that make me?" I ask in tears and he hugs me
"As much as I hate the fact I'm about to say this you need to talk to him he's staying with Flynn and CeCe this week while their new house is getting finalized right?" he asked and I nodded
"Then have him meet you out on the fire escape tonight talk to him tell him how you feel I'll be in here and I'll be keeping an eye on you so he doesn't try anything" Ty says and I smile and roll my eyes then I grab my journal and rip a page out and grab a pen
'Logan
We need to talk about earlier
Meet me on the fire escape
After everyone falls asleep
Don't worry Ty knows don't
Let CeCe find out I hate hiding
But right now we kind of have to
Me meeting with you does not
Mean we're together it just means
I'm willing to see how things turn out
You're all I can think about Logan
I don't know if we will work out
I don't know if we're going to try
I don't know how CeCe will react
What I do know is that CeCe means
More to me then you do
She's been my best friend since I was 5
And I will not put you ahead of her
You two should try to get along at least
It would make things easier for me
Anyways please meet me
3 Rocky
Ps I don't have your number yet'
I wrote then folded it and put it in my back pocket smiled at Ty and climbed out my window
And down to CeCe's apartment
"Hey, Hey, Hey" I yell as I climb in the window and get a choirs of hey Rocky's in return
"So Rocky what have you been up to lately" Flynn asks as if he knows something and I look at Logan and he rolls his eyes as if saying Flynn doesn't know about the kissing I smile
"Oh nothing really Flynn why do you ask" I ask and he glares at me
"You're up to something I can feel it in my gut" he says and I roll my eyes it's not the first time he's told me that
"So why are you here Rocky?" Logan asks with a smirk
"She's my best friend she doesn't need a reason" CeCe said and I smile
"I'm here because we have a test in history tomorrow and if I don't make CeCe study she will not pass and Officer Jones will take here off of shake it up and then we will all be miserable with her whining" I say and she groans
"Rockyyy do I have to" she asks and I nod knowing it's harder on me then it is on her I'm the one who has to deal with her distractions
"Just go get your history book and notes" I tell her and she reluctantly nods
"Rocky -" Logan starts but I cut him off by handing him the note then CeCe comes back with her books and I try to cram everything in her head after 2 hours she finally gets it and goes to bed at about 10 and I head up to my apartment cause I know it'll be an hour before Flynn goes to bed so I change and then head to Ty's room to chill till he come's
"Hey Rocky Logan's been waiting outside my window for like 10 minutes" Ty says and I look at him in horror
"Naw he just got here I was just fixing to come get you at least he knows better than to go to your window" he says and I smile and climb out onto the fire escape
"Hey Logan I wasn't expecting you so soon" I said with a smile
"Yeah Flynn crashed after playing that game of his so I decided to come I knew CeCe crashed as soon as her head hit the pillow so…" he said and I laughed and turned to see him just staring at me.
To be continured