Dear Diary,
Today Chris called me really early in the morning to ask me if I was packed and ready for season 5. I've been ready for almost 3 weeks now so I don't know why he had this urge to ruin my beauty sleep. This season is really going to bite because I'm stuck sharing a cabin with Courtney who I'm on the same team with.
What I'm dreading the most is that Alejandro is going to be there and I just know he's going to ask me what we are and the truth is I don't know just yet. I want to hate him in the worst way but he gets so cocky and arrogant and he is very persistent. The only good idea he had was making me get an online journal account so my stupid sister can't read my feelings. Ever since I kissed Alejandro on that stupid volcano that's all they could talk about and Alejandro keeps asking me and it's so annoying! Is it wrong that I'm planning on making an alliance with anyone to get him voted off the first jus to avoid talking about it? We've been texting a lot and my mom wants me to invite him over for dinner so I'm trying to avoid that too. I mean he's so tan and handsome and has amazing hair and a great sense of humor! he's so perfect that my mother may actually approve and then she'll want me to be his girlfriend and next thing I know I'm getting married and having 3 kids and I can't stand kids!
I like this new diary writing website it's really cool that I can privately express my feelings online. However I don't appreciate the paparazzi following me around and submitting stories about me on here! Some of those moments that are posted here were very private and those rumors about me dating Duncan and Justin aren't true! I would never fall for a jerk like Duncan or a loser like Justin.
I'm just saying! I'm single and ready to mingle.
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO