Immortal Soul

Years have passed, people have died
And all I can do is watch and cry
How I wish I could break this spell
How my cries are feeding Hell

No matter how hard I try, I know I can't win
My life is engulfed in thousands of sins
Don't you understand I don't want to see
How my living is hurting others constantly

I'm tired of this immortal speech
Death is something I cannot reach
Hatred has swallowed my heart
I wish I could go back to the start

But no, there's no way I could
If there was I know I would
I wouldn't be here all alone
I wouldn't be here, frightened to the bone

But I need to quite living in fantasy
Because my wishes aren't happening
My life is not like that anymore
So what am I still living for?

That question does not matter
My heart has now been shattered
So leave me be, let me stay
It's not like I'm dying soon, anyways

Until I'm gone, my heart is not whole
Until I break this immortal soul...