I need help finding\g a story. It's a twilight story. All of the characters are vampires. It starts out with Bella in the garden talking to either Alice or Rosalie and how either Alice or Rose has found their mate. Bella is happy for them but necessarily doesn't care for finding her own mate. Later into the story, Bella and Edward meet, but Bella refuses the mating call and she and Edward both start to deteriorate until someone goes and gets Edward. Bella gets kidnapped by James who tries to mate with her by drinking her blood which poisons him. In the end, Edward kills James then mates with Bella. This story is completed and it has a sequel. Please help me find this story.