"Why?" Sakura asked as she looked at the pregnancy test in her hands.'How can this happen?'Sakura questioned in her mind and fell to the floor crying.

This little stick came out positive for the last 3 weeks but still Sakura couldn't beileve it.

"W-why now?"She said between sobs. 'I-I can't tell them and definiley not him...what am I going to do?-'Sakura's thoughts were stopped by a knock on her front door.

"Sakura you there?" A quiet voice asked through the door."Hold on a moment" Sakura tried to stay strong as she wiped away the tears and walked to the door.

"Hi Hinata" Sakura said,opening the door as she tried to fake smile. "Um...what are you doing here?" Sakura asked in the nicest of ways.

"Me, you and Ino are going shopping for dresses for the ball next week " Hinata said reminding her friend.

'Sh*t!' Sakura yelled in her mind as she just remembered she promised Ino and Hinata that she would go shopping with them today.

"So are you ready?" Hinata asked in a sweet and quiet voice.

"Um...I forgot..." Sakura said.

"Oh well I-" Hinata paused as she felt a hand on her shoulder.

"Come on Sakura" Ino said as she laid her hand on Hinata's shoulder.

"Oh Ino!" Sakura said with surprise to see her long time friend standing in the doorway.

Ino looked surprised to see the look on Sakura's face. "Um..Hinata can you give us a minute?" Ino said her quiet friend.

"Sure Ino" Hinata said respectfully and walked out the door without a word.

"Sakura is there something wrong?" Ino asked as she stared at her friend.

"Oh...its nothing" Sakura said. 'Oh man'

"Sakura I know when something is wrong" Ino said as she read the expression on Sakura's face.

"Really Ino its nothing"

'I'm going to find out' Ino said in her mind. "Then come on" Ino said as she grabbed Sakura's hand and pulled her out of the apartment.

A sigh excaped Sakura's lips as her friend walked her to the new mall that had tons of stores.

"Come on Sakura try in on!" Ino said as she handed Sakura a rainbow colored dress and Sakura huffed.

"Ino I'm 19 years old I can pick out my own clothes!" Sakura snapped.

"Well sorry" Ino said with a bit of shock. 'She's not like herself'

"Um let's not fight girls today is shopping day" Hinata said as she stood between the girls with a arm full of her and Ino's chothing.

Sakura sighed and closed her eyes from the words Hinatasaid. "I'm sorry" She said quietly. 'Stupid mood swings'

"It's fine" Ino said and handed Sakura the dress with a smile.

Sakura groaned and grabbed the dress then headed to the dressing room.

After a good 3 minutes of getting into the rainbow dress Sakura came out the dressing room with a embarrassed look on her face. "It looks great!" Ino exclaimed.

"I look like a unicorn threw up on me" Sakura said.

"Um I like I" Hinata said to try and make Sakura feel good about it.

"Yeah I-" Ino couldn't help but giggle.

"Fugly dress"Sakura said before she stomped off to the dressing room in embarrassment and anger.

Ino waited til Sakura was gone into the dressing room to walk over to Hinata.

"Hey Hinata" Ino whispered to the black haired girl. "Did you notice anything different about Sakura?" She asked.

"Um no Ino what do you mean?" Hinata ask as she was unaware of what Ino was talking about.

"I mean the fact she's hiding something from us!" Ino very quietly yelled. 'I just know it!"

"That seems very unlikely" Hinata said with a smile on her face. 'She would never hid anything from us...'Hinata thought as she look at Ino's very angry face.

Ino let out a mad sigh from how little Hinata knew.

Sakura came back with a white dress in her hands. "I'm ready to go" Sakura said and walked to the register.

Hinata and Ino nodded and followed their friend after they paid forthe clothing After a hour or two Sakura,Ino and Hinata went to the food court.

Sakura stared at a young couple from across the food court as Ino and Hinata talked.

'I wish I had love like that' Sakura watched them with a sad smile. 'Like that'll happen'

"Hey Sakura" Ino said as she looked at her friend. "Are you going to eat or what?" Ino asked.

Sakura put on a fake smiled and looked at her pizza sitting in front of her. 'Eww'Sakura complained in her mind.

"Is there something wrong?" Hinata asked with a worried face.

"Of course not" Sakura said and took a bit out of the piece of pizza. 'My stomach...'

Ino smiled and took a bit of her pizza and Hinata did the same. After both girls swallowed they noticed that Sakura began to sweat.

"Are you ok?" Ino asked.

Sakura only responded by clenching her stomach and running to the bathroom.

Ino and Hinata stared at each other with shock.

"I'm going to-" Ino said as she started to get up to follow Sakura but Hinata grabbed her by the wrist.

"It's better to leave her alone" Hinata said in a quiet tone.

Ino let out a sigh before she sat back down.

~Sakura's P.O.V~

I left a shocked Ino and Hinata to run to the bathroom and straight to a the nearest toilet.

"Why now?"I qestioned to myself and threw up in the toilet.

It remind me of one of those movie with the drunk girls throwing up in the tiolet and the boy coming in to comfort her by holding her hair out of her face...but it wasn't the same for me...not at all...

After I was done I went to wash my hand and wipe my face...one thing stopped me...as I looked in the mirror.

"Who is that girl?" I qestioned.

I let out a small chuckle. I really need to stop watching corny movies.

I walked out the bathroom when I was finished. As soon as I walked out I bumped into a figure.

"Will you watch were you're going?" I heard the person snap.

"I'm sorry I-" I stopped and saw the person I bumped into was the person that started it all...Sasuke Uchiha...the reason way I'm pregnant.

Tears started to build up in my eyes as I looked at him.

He started to get up and put his hand out to help me up. "Are you ok?" He asked in a annoyed tone.

It was clear he didn't remember the night since we were both drunk.

A tear slid down my cheek as I thought about it...I pushed him aside as I ran to the exit with tears in my eyes.

"Sakura!" I heard Ino and Hinata yell before I ran out the mall.

I took one look back at 'him'. Which was a bad idea because I started to sob as I saw his face.

~~.~~

Once I was finally home I slammed the door. All I wanted was to be with myself. It was clear...

"Why?" I yelled and started to throw my couch pillows around. "You were suppost to be the one" I whispered as ran into my room with tears flowing.

I layed in my bed...it was just as cold as I remembered...

I hugged my legs and continued to cry...I just felt so broken up in side...alone with no one but myself...some how its how I've been feeling lately.

Lately seemed like forever...like I was falling...losing myself...and the person who is to blame is...Sasuke.

Just thinking of him tore me up inside...but there was nothing I could do about it...just cry.

As I thought to myself I started to fall asleep just wishing that it would just go away. Soon enough I fell asleep with tear stains on my pillow and fresh tears in my eyes.

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-STA