AN: I dont know if this is any good, this is the first update in a while. So please be nice to me.
'If you're scared……call on me……
If you're scared then is it worth the trouble to reopen your heart?
Would you with stand the pain from the internal pain that threatens to break free?
Do you think you would survive?
Think carefully before you answer.
The pain will never go away, no matter what you do or say. You may think the pain is gone forever then it would reappear without a second warning or even a first. Forever there but it never scars. It's never visible but eternally deep.
Could you deal with the pain?
Would you run to your father? Begging for a moment of his time; praying he would help and not send you away like a pest? Maybe your team? Or a close friend? Maybe they'll listen to you, maybe they'll think that your craving attention and ignoring you.
What would you do? Forget, move on and act like nothing's wrong?
Would you be forever scarred or forever silent about the pain inside?
Again, do you think you would survive?
If you ever experience this pain, look me up. I could give you an experienced point of view on how to survive.
Like people say: 'The pain of the flesh heals and slowly fades; but the pains and scars of the heart never fade or heal. It will forever be remembered. No matter how we try and forget.'
If you're scared then is it worth the trouble to reopen your heart?
If you're scared……call on me……'