Jade's POV

I didn't know what was wrong with me that morning, i felt weird like something was gonna happen but i didn't know if it was good or not. I wasn't excited to go to shool anymore, the performing arts, i didn't get it anymore i felt like my mind was vancant. Everything i had was gone. All except my mother who is just like me. We shared the same dreams we were never afriad to show who we were. But i feel like i wasn't me anymore i feel like i don't belong. I'm not the same Jade.. I am so stressed lately hollywood arts was turning into the worst place ever. I'm trying so hard to keep it the way it is but its not working. I felt alone... I barely even saw Cat she's always at the hospital with her brother, Andre who knows, Robbie he's with Cat Beck, i missed him so much, and then Tori, yea we don't get along but she's been the only who's been listening to me.

4th Period

Jade was crying in the janitors closet. She cleaned her tears and walked outside. She found a group of kids and Helen. "As of today, there will be no playing music in the halls due to the fact that there are other classes going on, you will also start wearing uniforms-" Jade interupted her. "Wha..no. i'm sorry that i'm being rude but this is a performing arts school i can't take it anymore i've been trying to keep this school how it was when principle ikner was here i can't do that on my own though. I thought that this was a school where you can just be you and express your feelings. Look Helen if you want kick me out i dont care i use to love waking up every morning to come to school but now i hesitate i think twice if i should come or not." Jade said crying and then Tori started talking " She's right, everyone at this school has changed so much and not in the way that its supposed to be changed. I wanna keep this school how it was when i first started even if it means getting back together with the one you love (She looked at Jade) or playing cheerfull music, dancing in the halls and having not to worry about what others think of you" Tori said crying as well. "You know what you girls are right this school has been down for the last couple of months so the new rule is to be yourself" Helen said.

Jade walked off... She caught up with Beck and looked him in the eye. She tried to keep walking but Beck stopped her.

"We need to talk" He said. "There's nothing more to talk about" Jade said. "Listen i do miss you but i couldn't take it anymore. I fell for the Jade that was brave the one that didnt care what people thought of her the strong Jade." Beck said "And i fell for the Beck that was genuine the one who was always in my side the one who tried to find something good out of anything and the Beck that always had time to hear my point of view." Jade said. "I dont like the fact that you've changed so much, you do stuff purposely, for no reason what did you do with the old Jade?" Beck said "She's still here, but you're not, you don't listen to me anymore you don't take my side anymore." Jade responded. "Its not that i didn't listen to you, all you would do is complain about Tori you get so jealous of her we never had time to talk about us"He said "Do you hear yourself im not jealous of Tori, she was always all over you the moment she stepped on this school you completely forgot about me, its called fear of losing the one you love." She said "I didn't forget about you, Jade your my everything. Tori and i kissed once it was it was a stage kiss and Cat and i kissed too you didnt get mad at that" Beck said "I trust Cat shes like my sister but i cant say the same about tori she kissed you on her second day here you could've rejected and say little weird i cant." Jade said "That doesn't mean anything we already talked about this Jade!" Beck said "What about when you tried to kiss her and she was the one to reject you because of me, i saw that Beck i didnt want to take her spot on the platinum awards i'm not like that i'm not a mean person but i saw you defending her and taking her side i wanted you to notice me and stop me but you didn't you stood with her," Jade said "Well you didn't see the whole thing i told her i was sorry i got up and told her about you how much i missed you but i had to move on cuz you must hate me for not opening the door," Beck explained. "I don't want you to think i hate you, you should know by now that i dont hate you in fact i love you" She said and that instant Beck grabbed her and kissed her passionately she kissed back but after a few seconds she pushed him away. "I..i'm sorry Beck i'm to stressed i need to go somewhere far far away from here. I..i don't know how to find me again i can't take all this pressure i'm tired Beck!" She said."Hey hey (he picked up her head) you don't have to find yourself you have to create yourself"He said "i'm sorry i gotta go..."She said and walked off and then stopped to look at Beck "Hey, (He looked at her) thanks..."

A/N

This was my first a/n: This is something i thought of just now! i wrote it down quickly so the idea wouldn't go away! i'm really proud of this! please review let me know what you think and keep in mind that i wrote this at 1 in the morning! I want to add on to this and twist it a little bit let me know what you think! =)

But then it changed to: I thought of the idea of Beck and Jade fighting and then having them make out in the end and be all good.. This all happened at one in the am but then a week later here i am adding on to it making it more intense and switching it up a bit to make it a multi chapter thing... I hope you enjoyed! (I first wrote from "There's nothing more to talk about" to when Beck kisses Jade!) Review!

Thanks! -Yami

HUGE THANKS TO: LizMcGills for helping me with the title cuz i had no idea what to title it! Thanks girl!

Also: As most of you know Victorious has been cancelled and will not come back for a fourth season...IT IS NOT DAN'S FAULT SO DON'T BLAME IT ON HIM...its the networks fault read Dan's blog for more info.