I Know You Care

by rileyiscrazy

Life can never be perfect. It's always gonna be about being strong enough to accept things and having the guts to move on. Bella is lost and alone. She cuts herself because she thinks it's the only way to kill the pain she feels inside. / My first story. Please give it a chance.

1. Chapter 1

BPOV

My depression started when I was twelve when my parents split up and I really had a hard time accepting that. Eventually, I started cutting myself because the physical pain was so much better than the pain I felt inside. Self harming was my escape. My dad was the one who left us so I had to live with my mom who didn't care about me and who blames me for being the reason my dad left. I could not bare it so I ran away with a backpack full of clothes and things I needed most.

I was only fifteen and I knew it was stupid of me but staying with her would only lead to killing myself. I didn't know where to go and I couldn't go to my friends house because they wouldn't understand so I slept on the streets instead. I was running out of money and I didn't eat for weeks. My mom didn't even try finding me. I wanted to die but I knew it wasn't the best decision at the moment so I tried finding a job. I just needed a place to rest. I worked as a waitress in a diner and I slept in one of the waitress's apartment. Rosalie's twenty-three and she's really nice. Things were sort of okay but the sad thing is I really had no one and that made my depression worst day by day.

I hated my life. I hated it with a burning passion. Going back to my hometown was not an option. My only choice was to stay here or kill myself. I guess a part of me already died, the happy eleven year old girl who smiled every day. She's gone. I was now the new Bella who had no life. I'm not happy. I don't think I'll ever be happy again.