You Did What?
Summary: Kevin dumps Penelope after she calls out for Morgan during an intimate moment. When word gets back to Morgan she just wants to crawl in a hole and die. Will she finally admit her feelings to him or is it the end of the friendship?
Disclaimer: Unfortunately i don't own Criminal Minds, but that being said i'd be a very happy girl if someone gave me Morgan to play with :)
Chapter 1:
"Oh god it was horrible" she groaned still swiping angrily at the disobedient tears running down her face. As much as she tried to stop crying, every time she thought back to the previous night her eyes flooded again and the tears spilled over. Kevin, his expressions, first devastation quickly followed by anger, and his final two words of it's over!'" before he left had broken her.
After a long sleepless night Penelope had holed herself up in her lair and attacked her workload with vengeance. Lately all the menial tasks such as scanning documents and adding data into the system had been forwarded over to the general tech pool, she had been too busy with the cases and helping out team B to do it. Today she couldn't handle looking at blood and gore and had opted for the brainless task instead. It was there JJ had found her at a little after eight this morning.
"Hey Garcie, can you pull up a… "JJ said as she walked into Penelope's lair but stopped mid-sentence when she saw how dishevelled she looked. JJ snapped the file closed and put it down on the nearest desk. "You ok P?" she asked, her pretty face screwed up in concern. "I'm fine peaches, what did you need?" Penelope replied trying her best to stick a smile on her face. JJ opened her mouth to speak again but was interrupted when Emily stuck her head in the door "Round table, five minutes" she stated raising her eyebrows at JJ when she saw the state of their friend. JJ just shook her head in response and indicated she would be along in a minute. Emily mouthed the words "Girl's lunch?" and waited for JJ's affirmative nod before walking out again. This is how they had ended up in the restaurant, the table furthest from the door in the quietest corner.
"Honey" JJ soothed "we can't help you if you don't tell us what's wrong" damn the rule about no alcohol at lunch while on the job, it would probably get Penelope to open up easier.
"C'mon Garcia just spill it, whatever it is I'm sure it's better out then in" Emily stated, playing bad cop. If there was something wrong with their favourite tech the only way to get her to open up was usually with a JJ/Emily good cop, bad cop routine. It suited her as she was never one for being soft towards her friends anyway.
Penelope took a deep breath and gave her two best female friends a hard stare "Ok, but you have to promise not to laugh, and I really mean promise. As upsetting as it is the first part is just downright embarrassing and I'll never live it down".
Both girls agreed that she had their word. One more deep stabilising breath and she began to speak. "Well you know how Kevin was my boyfriend and he's not the most, ahh, suave guy out there? Last night we were um." argh she was never good at saying this stuff. Sure it was one thing to flirt aimlessly with Derek Morgan about all things sexual but when it came to discussing the finer points of those type of activities with her friends she usually got all tongue tied. A hard look from Prentiss spurred her on "Ok, ok! We were having sex and I accidently called out Morgan's name "she mumbled under her breath.
JJ's eyes went wide, but Emily just smirked and leaned closer to her. "Say that again I don't think I heard you properly". Penelope shot her a glare and repeated it a little more loudly. "I said I called out, or more like moaned out Morgan's name when i was having sex with Kevin"
"Is that something you do often?" Emily teased. Penelope glared at her. "I'm sorry; I'm just trying to understand how you could call out Morgan's name whilst having sex with Kevin unless it's something you do often. In my experience it's a slightly unusual to call out the name of your best friend whilst sleeping with your boyfriend"
"Thankyou Reid" JJ glared at her and turned her attention back to Penelope. "Bad situation P, What did Kevin do?"
"He stopped, just froze dead still above me and said "Penny what did you say?" I realised what happened and tried to tell him I'd called out "Oh god more", but he wouldn't buy it. I've never seen him look so hurt before. Then he got angry, really angry. He pulled his clothes on muttering about how he should have known better and what sort of an idiot did I think he was. Just before he stomped out the door and turned to me and said "It's over!" I will never forget the look on his face as long as I live" she wailed, sobbing again.
"Shh honey" JJ whispered pulling her close. She wasn't sure what to say to make it better, lucky for her sher had never been in the same situation.
"So you fantasise about Morgan huh? Or is it you've had the real deal and are just holding out on us?" Emily asked. She actually found it all a bit hilarious. In all the time she'd known him she couldn't stand Kevin Lynch, and with the chemistry between Garcia and Morgan she wouldn't be surprised if they had rolled in the hay more than once.
"I've never slept with Morgan" Penelope stated, looking utterly embarrassed.
"Well that clears that up then" Emily smirked at her. Penelope felt her cheeks burn with embarrassment and hung her head in shame. She was such a joke, the fat nerdy tech that fantasises over the hot FBI agent.
"C'mon Garcia, nothing to be ashamed about, I can pretty much guarantee that at one time or another every straight female that comes into contact with Derek Morgan has used him to get off" Emily took another sip of her drink looking completely non plussed as if her revelation was common knowledge.
Penelope sat up a little straighter and looked incredulously at Emily. She couldn't believe that the gorgeous brunette would ever have had to fantasise about anyone to get herself off, surely she had many willing guys just salivating at the thought of her, why would she need anything else?
Emily continued "For me it was the first couple of months in the BAU, before I realised how addicted to someone else he was" she looked pointedly at Penelope then turned to JJ "How about you JJ?"
JJ looked down into her drink and blushed slightly. "The first time he went all macho knocking me out of the way of an angry UnSub. He starred in a few fantasises then of him saving me and me rewarding him with thankyou sex. That was before you came along of course, watching him flirt with someone else when he has never flirted with me kinda killed it"
Penelope looked at the clock on the wall. Their lunch break was just about over and it was time to head back. "Thankyou ladies, as embarrassing as this was I feel better, but not a word to anyone. Promise?" she would die if this ever got back to Morgan, it would be bad enough having to face Kevin next time she ran into him.
"We Promise!" JJ and Emily both chorused, "After all you not the only one with your reputation on the line here. Just imagine the size of Morgan's already over inflated ego if he knew that" JJ added on their way out the door.
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