I can
never remember when I started loving him, looking for him and adoring
him. I like his lips, his emerald eyes, and his nose. But, above all,
I adore the way he smiles. The way his lips curve upwards and the way
his eyes twinkle like stars in a dark night.
I started wishing he
was mine. I know it sounds silly but I hope it's true. My hidden
desire started when we're in the middle of our second year at
Hogwarts, my school, my second home. One of my muggle friends told me
an interesting fact. She said that when an owl flies by, I would just
form a triangle by connecting my two pointing fingers and thumbs
together and center the owl in it, and then you start to count. When
you reach the 300th owl, that's the time when you can make a wish.
Since owls fly once in a blue moon over my muggle world, my friend is
still below 50, while I'm running in the early thousand. I'm in
my 5th year now. Funny isn't it that even everyday hundreds of owls
fly over the great hall I'm still here, counting for my…
Hermione looked above and saw a flying owl. She
made a triangle using her fingers, closed her left eye and centered
the owl. "1142." Hermione counted. She was sitting under an old
oak tree beside the lake. She just love being there alone. But, she
just can't imagine how it would look like if she's there with the
boy she love, Harry. She started to smile.
Just then, while
Hermione was staring at the lake smiling, someone approached her.
"Boo!" scared the voice while holding Hermione's shoulder to
shock her. He didn't fail.
Because of Hermione's shock, she
accidentally threw her quill to the lake and before she knew it, it
was gone. Hermione turned to look.
"There you are again, Mr.
Potter! Look what you've done! Now how can I finish my 24-inch
essay?" Hermione said pointing the parchment on her lap half-filled
with words.
Harry laughed a little. "Oops, sorry." He said as
he sat next to the acting-like-worried Hermione. "But, Hermione,"
Harry gave a serious look. "You can't resist talking to the
Boy-Who-Lived, can you? I mean, who in the world would resist if the
boy in front of them owns a handsome…" But he was interrupted by
Hermione's reaction. Hermione is laughing extremely hard.
"Please,
Harry, stop that! You're killing me!" Hermione said as she
punched cuff his chest lightly. Then the two laughed together.
Soon,
the two started walking back to the castle. While walking, Hermione
saw a flying owl again. She stopped and made a triangle. Harry saw
her as she whispered her count. "Hermione, what are you doing?"
Harry asked.
"Well, it's a way of wishing." Then Hermione
explained further. "And that owl is my 1143rd."
"So, that
means, you already reached 900 and had made three wishes." Hermione
nodded as Harry pushed the castle door and let Hermione in before he
followed. "Well, did they come true?"
"Not-"
"As I
suspected!"
"Well, Harry, you didn't let me finish! I was
saying that not YET!" Hermione said emphasizing the word yet.
"Oh,
come on Hermione! Wishes never come true! They're just made by
muggles' wild imagination and were brought here in the wizarding
world.
"Hmp!" Hermione said as she crossed her arms in front
of her chest and frowned.
Days passed quickly. Hermione was too
stressed out because of O.W.L.S. She gets up set easily to everyone,
including Ron. He started taking some distances away from
Hermione.
One night, after Hermione and Harry had just fining
dinner at the great Hall with Ron across them and the two of them
next to each other, they decided to go back to the Common Room. But,
Harry stopped before Hermione. "I'm sorry, Hermione, I almost
forgot, I have to go to the library with Cho. We're doing our
assignments at the library. You go with Ron. I'll just catch up
with you guys later if you're still awake." Harry said as he run
towards the Ravenclaw table. Hermione saw Cho Chang greeted Harry.
They both smiled. Hermione couldn't believe how hurt she is. How
her heart was ripped, crushed and torn into two. Damn!
She tried
hard not to let her tears flow as she walk out of the Great hall with
Ron behind him. Ron walked faster to catch Hermione. "Is there
something wrong, Hermione?"
"No Ron, nothing." Hermione
answered in a calm voice.
"Ow." Ron was surprised that
Hermione didn't yell at him.
The two walked to their common
room. Hermione went straight to her dormitory while Ron stayed to
talk with their co-Gryffindors.
Every after dinner, Harry would do
the same thing but with different reasons and excuses. He would say
that Snape gave detention for Cho and him that they would have to
clean the hospital wing for an hour without any magic. But when
Hermione would go to the hospital wing, they're not there, instead,
they're in the library giggling and laughing with each other. The
other library users would look at them and would hiss to keep them
quiet.
Why would he lie to me? Me, his own best friend! He didn't tell me Cho and him are together! Why would he keep such a secret?
One night, when Harry was out
because of his excuse that Professor McGonagall asked Cho and him to
help her fix her office things, Hermione went straight to her
dormitory. She placed her head facing her pillow and started crying
silently, afraid that anyone might hear her. She recalled the time
she stared eating across Harry and Ron who are next to each other. A
couple of days ago, Cho approached her before a DA meeting. Her words
just keep on echoing in her mind. "Hermione, you should leave
Harry." Cho Chang said. "We're together now." It keeps on
echoing and it keeps on tearing her heart into thousands of pieces
now. So, she kept herself away from Harry.
After sometime,
Hermione heard footsteps approaching the door. She kept still and
pretended to be asleep as the footsteps went inside. She heard them
bid good nights and blew the candles off. Hermione was sure they were
already sleeping when she heard them snoring. She got off her bed and
tiptoed, reached the door, opened it and went out. No single noise
was heard downstairs so she's sure everybody's sleeping. She went
downstairs and sat on a couch in front of the fireplace and stared at
it. Tears are forming in her eyes. Just before they fall, the
portrait swung open. It shocked Hermione a little bit. She turned and
saw Harry entered it. He saw her too. So, to avoid Harry, she stood
up and started walking fast to go upstairs. But, before she could
step on the staircase, Harry spoke.
"Hermione, wait!" cried
Harry as she stopped and he run un to her. "Why are you walking
away from me?"
Hermione turned to Harry. Now, they are
face-to-face. A tear fell from Hermione's right eye. She didn't
answer.
"Hermione, answer me!" Harry was almost yelling. "I
don't know wha-"
"You don't know?" tears followed. "You
don't know what I feel right now? Well, I'll tell you." They
paused for a while. "I am a stupid and a frustrated wisher! I got
my 900th owl a couple of months ago. I wished the same wish that I've
wished with my last two wishes. That is for my love to kiss me as a
sign that he loves me too. But then, a couple of days ago, this guy's
girlfriend approached me and told me to get off his The-Boy-Who-Lived
boyfriend!" More tears flowed from her eyes. "I know you'll
never understand because you don't believe in wishes, and most of
all…" Hermione closed her eyes because of pain. "…you don't
love me…" Hermione said as she turned her back to Harry and tried
to go upstairs. But before she could raise her feet, Harry held her
hand to stop her.
"Well, actually, I do." Harry said as
Hermione turned her head to Harry looking query. "A muggle friend
of mine told me that wishng way of yours last summer. Well,
fortunately, I reached my 3000th and made my 10th wish. Believe it or
not, those 10 are just the same. I stopped counting when they didn't
come true." Harry smiled. "I should tell you, Cho, being my fake
girlfriend is a part of the plan."
Harry grabbed Hermione by the
waist and pulled her closer to him. They stared at each others eyes
for like eternity until Harry put his lips on her and they shared a
passionate kiss. When they pulled out, Harry smiled and said, "Wish
ganted!"
Hermione giggled. "What were- I mean, was your
wish?"
"To be loved by the one I love." Harry said as he
pulled Hermione close to him and they kissed passionately again as
the fire burns in the fireplace breaks the romantic silence between
the two.
