When it rains it pours and opens doors
And floods the floors we thought would always keep us safe and dry
And in the midst of sailing ships we sink our lips into the ones we love
That have to say goodbye
And as I float along this ocean I can feel you like a notion that won't seem to let me go
Has it really been that long? It seems like yesterday that you left. It was as simple as walking away for you. A lump in the throat. An ocean of tears. You'd be happy to know I'm on Coruscant. And it's raining. Pouring in torrents, a soothing sound on the roof, rushing in a wave of white fury where there are deep holes. Like when you died. It swept you away too fast for me to say goodbye. Too late.
Cause when I look to the sky something tells me you're here with me
And you make everything alright
And when I feel like I'm lost something tells me you're here with me
And I can always find my way when you are here
I feel you giving me avice, watching me, it's actually kind of peaceful. In a morbid sort of way, I guess. Ever present, like the force, living in my heart, and loving there forever. I look at the cold grey sky, dark, but surprisingly bright at the same time. My eyes fill with tears, but I'm happier than I've been in a long time.
And every word I didn't say that caught up in some busy day
And every dance on the kitchen floor we didn't dance before
And every sunset that we'll miss I'll wrap them all up in a kiss
And pick you up in all of this when I sail away
I regret it. I'll be the first to admit it, that you were gone too soon. Just look at what you could've done. Look at what WE could've done; just like Ikrit said, we are stronger together than apart. There are great things waiting to be done by us. Oh, and can you imagine what our kids would have been like? I can see them now: your hair, my eyes, your nose, but oh, those are my ears. My talkativeness, your corny jokes. And that smile (not to mention the dimples), unmistakably, is YOURS. See those white teeth? All mine, to your great displeasure. Your reflectiveness (I laugh at the thought of you ever being reflective!!) and my fear of all things wet. Dangerous combination, if I may say so myself. What a handful.
Whether I am up or down or in or out or just plane overhead
Instead it just feels like it is impossible to fly
But with you I can spread my wings to see me over everything that life may send me
When I am hoping it won't pass me by
The rain helps me let go. It helps us all. It carries our troubles away. Even so, everyone misses you, me, your parents, even Jacen and Jaina. You put a mark on our lives. We owe ourselves to you, I probably owe my life to you, and honestly, I wouldn't mind giving it at this point. You are the reason we are who we are, bad or good. So all the things you've done, dummy, they stick around. I used to resent it, but after these years I realize you live through them. I guess what I'm trying to say is...
And when I feel like there is no one that will ever know me there you are to show me
Thanks.
And floods the floors we thought would always keep us safe and dry
And in the midst of sailing ships we sink our lips into the ones we love
That have to say goodbye
And as I float along this ocean I can feel you like a notion that won't seem to let me go
Has it really been that long? It seems like yesterday that you left. It was as simple as walking away for you. A lump in the throat. An ocean of tears. You'd be happy to know I'm on Coruscant. And it's raining. Pouring in torrents, a soothing sound on the roof, rushing in a wave of white fury where there are deep holes. Like when you died. It swept you away too fast for me to say goodbye. Too late.
Cause when I look to the sky something tells me you're here with me
And you make everything alright
And when I feel like I'm lost something tells me you're here with me
And I can always find my way when you are here
I feel you giving me avice, watching me, it's actually kind of peaceful. In a morbid sort of way, I guess. Ever present, like the force, living in my heart, and loving there forever. I look at the cold grey sky, dark, but surprisingly bright at the same time. My eyes fill with tears, but I'm happier than I've been in a long time.
And every word I didn't say that caught up in some busy day
And every dance on the kitchen floor we didn't dance before
And every sunset that we'll miss I'll wrap them all up in a kiss
And pick you up in all of this when I sail away
I regret it. I'll be the first to admit it, that you were gone too soon. Just look at what you could've done. Look at what WE could've done; just like Ikrit said, we are stronger together than apart. There are great things waiting to be done by us. Oh, and can you imagine what our kids would have been like? I can see them now: your hair, my eyes, your nose, but oh, those are my ears. My talkativeness, your corny jokes. And that smile (not to mention the dimples), unmistakably, is YOURS. See those white teeth? All mine, to your great displeasure. Your reflectiveness (I laugh at the thought of you ever being reflective!!) and my fear of all things wet. Dangerous combination, if I may say so myself. What a handful.
Whether I am up or down or in or out or just plane overhead
Instead it just feels like it is impossible to fly
But with you I can spread my wings to see me over everything that life may send me
When I am hoping it won't pass me by
The rain helps me let go. It helps us all. It carries our troubles away. Even so, everyone misses you, me, your parents, even Jacen and Jaina. You put a mark on our lives. We owe ourselves to you, I probably owe my life to you, and honestly, I wouldn't mind giving it at this point. You are the reason we are who we are, bad or good. So all the things you've done, dummy, they stick around. I used to resent it, but after these years I realize you live through them. I guess what I'm trying to say is...
And when I feel like there is no one that will ever know me there you are to show me
Thanks.