Disclamer: If I owned the Doctor the series would have a thirteen year old girl that exactly like me in every way shape and form. And also the Doctor would have stayed with Rose, I love them together they are so sweet. But since neither have happened it is safe to assume I do not own the Doctor or anything related to him.

I cried last when Rose left.

I loved her even though I knew she'd leave eventualy. I just didn't think it'd come like this. Her being ripped from me like that.

She promised me forever and we hadn't even scrached the surface of it.

I wish I had, had more time, more time to tell her that I loved her. At Bad Wolf Bay.

Now I have no one. No one to look to or to comfort me.

I'm the last one of my race left, and even the one I loved left me, it tore a hole in both of my hearts.

Why couldn't I tell her that I loved her. Maybe the pain inside my chest would ease.

But I burned the only star I could find.

I lost contact with her forever. No going back, no changing the past, no telling her my most hidden secreat.

If this was the past, and if I was on Gallifrey, they would kill me for falling in love with a human. We Gallifreyans have no use for such emotions.

But I did fall in love with her, Rose Tyler, defender of the Earth.

Why her of all people? The one he was destended to loose. The one he could never have?

I think the universe is out to get me. First I loose my planet, then I loose my friends and family, then finally I loose Rose.

Why was the universe out to get me? All I have done is keep it safe from harm, at every turn.

From every kind of Alien out there. Daleks, and Cyberman. From Dravos and the Master.

And what does he get out of it? He looses Rose. This is exactly why he didn't do relationships with compainions it hurt to much when the left normaly.

But it hurts worse when they are ripped from you, and even more so when you love them.

I loved her, that's why I cry right now.

I cry because he left me at Bad Wolf Bay. He did everything to keep me safe. But in the end it wasn't enough.

I loved him, I know he does love me also, but he didn't say it, he was cut off before he could finish the words.

Why couldn't he have just a bit more time? He was a Time Lord, but I guess even Time Lords run out of time.

Mum tried to comfort me but I couldn't be comforted the man-Alien-I loved was gone.

I'll never see him again, ever, that brings a crashing hurt into my hearts.

Even Torchwood wouldn't be able to get me though diminsions to get to him.

I'll never see him again, that's why I cry.

A/N: I just got it why did they both cry during Doomsday? Well this is why, he loved her and she'd never see him again.

Hope you love this story. It just popped into my head and I wrote it.

Please review I like to think I write good stories but no reviews I dont think it.

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