Teardrops in the Rain
Oh how I wanted to tell him I loved him. It was a deadly love for
he is troubled and cuts. Who am I to say that's bad? I do it now.
Along with him. I have my reasons.
One day we crossed the river together. It was bliss to the pain
today. If we only have known it is wrong and we did.
He was in love with me as his twin brother does. It's so difficult.
Choosing one to love, that is. Each has his positives and negatives.
Scars and wounds. Happy moments and depressed.
Minutes turned to hours. Days turned to weeks. Months turned to a
year. So long to think, but so little time to me. It could have been
too late. Maybe even too early.
It was my entire fault. I drove them to this. To the brink of suicide. I
fooled with them. Fooled with their hearts and their minds.
"NO! Kaoru! Hikaru! Please!" I yelled. "Please... Both of you... I can't
live without BOTH of you!"
I burst into their room. Repeating the same phrase. Tears were readily
falling down my face.
I saw them. Razors in hands.
No blood.
Yet.
They both looked at me with emotionless eyes that flickered hate.
Everything seemed slow when I think back to it. Sam and Jack sat by an
open window with the moonlight pouring through. The wind moved the
curtains and when it did, I could see sharp fragments of glass. The
light glinting off objects. Even in the midst of the night, I could
distinctively tell it was glass.
I ran towards them with my hands outstretched. My sleeve inches up. In
the midnight sunlight, reflected angry red welts, shiny pink scars and dark
scabs.
Their eyes widen. There was a metal clink on the wooden floor. And my
foot snagged on an uneven floor board.
Falling was slow, too. I could see the shattered glass. Slivers and
large shards. I could see the tears of blood. I could see the floor
come closer and closer. I could see the clouds of rain roll in.
The soft raindrop to my skin, to my face. And in the rain, a teardrop
lives to be mingled with blood.
A/N: So, how is it? I'm not good at writing stories so it would be much appreciated if you reviewed. Please and thank you~