A/N : This is part of the "Thoughts" series (#1). This is Moony's Thoughts. Writing this helped me get through (not over but through) The Death in book 5. This does contain spoilers.

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Moony's Thoughts

Ever since that day in the Department of Mysteries my life has been torture. The Score is now Voldermort - 4, Marauders - 1.

He has taken all of my best friends away from me. First he turned Wormtail against us all. (Point - Voldemort)
He then killed Lily and Prongs. (Point - Voldemort)
But he was unable to kill Harry. (Point - Marauders)
He turned me against Padfoot. (Point - Voldemort) I just recently found the truth behind all that. Padfoot and I had thought we would now be able to even out the score. How wrong we were.
That was before the Department of Mysteries. (Point - Voldemort) He indirectly took Padfoot away from me again. I know Padfoot is happy, he went down in battle protecting his Godson. I know that where ever he is, he's happy. But the selfish part of me hates Padfoot, Prongs, Wormtail and Lily too. They left me here, alone. So how can I not be selfish? I don't like thinking only about myself but I just can't help it.
I'm very alone.

*Moony