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Katie
"Come on Ka-tie just kill yourself. Nobody here likes you." That taunt keeps replaying in my head all day. I take out my key to apartment 2J and unlock the door. I walk in and see the boys sitting on the orange couch.
"Oh I thought you were Jo." Kendall sighs and goes back to his game. That's who I've become in this apartment. The girl who lives here that they always mistake as their girlfriends.
I sigh and walk into my room. I drop my backpack onto the ground and drop onto my bed. Ever since Jo and Kendall got together and Logan and Camille James and Carlos have been trying to get girlfriends. The last time I had a real conversation with any of my older brothers was well I think about 4 months ago. Kendall hasn't even realized that I have been being bullied for 3 of those months. No of the boys have. Amy has picked at me for that time and her taunts were cruel.
"You're a loser. Go kill yourself. Your brothers don't love you. 3 of them aren't even related to you and one is and wishes he wasn't!"
Her taunts meant nothing to me until I realized that my brothers and I really were not spending time and then her bullying hit home. My phone beeps and I unlock it and look at the message.
From Amy
Please kill yourself. It would make my life, your brother's life and everyone else's better. If you can't get pills I will be happy to send some to you but if you can't get any you are pretty pathetic. Lov ya not
~Amy
I swallow back tears and throw my phone onto the ground. I told myself I would never think about suicide but my mind does wonder. Will it hurt to die? Would my brothers even care if I did die? Probably not, I answer myself. No you will not even think about killing yourself I tell myself and try to get the idea out of my head but I just can't.
Someone knocks on my door and Kendall pokes his head in. "Time for dinner."
I nod and pick myself up and put on my brave face to have dinner.
Later that night
I crawl under my covers and shut the lights off. I wait for about a half hour to make sure everyone is asleep before I let the tear slowly slide down my face and soon I am silently sobbing. Why do I have to be alone? My brothers barely talk to me and Amy won't stop the bulling. I wish my brothers cared enough to notice how depressed I have become.
I hear a quiet knock on the door. "Katie are you ok?" I hear Logan ask.
I quickly wipe my eyes and but on a brave face. "I'm fine. I am just watching a movie." I answer back."
I hear him grumble something and walk away to his room that he shares with Kendall. I sigh and feel the tears come down my face again. Logan the smartest kid can't even know acting from his little sister crying. I silently cry to myself before falling asleep.
