-1AN: hope you like, love, and review this story but if you hate it it's ok just let me know why unless it's because you don't like the bloody plot line then don't tell me because that is like a flame and I just don't want to hear it. It is not your personal duty to read every bloody story on this website whether you like them or hate them. Let me just warn you now if your one of those people that would die if Bella is not with Edward for even the shortest amount of time during a story this is not for you.

Disclaimer: I own none of Stephanie Meyers work but I own my characters (don't steal) and my plot (don't steal)

Description: Bella does something none of the Cullens are happy with and they all leave. Bella meets a new vampire pack and they change her. What happens when the Cullens return to forgive her. Will she still want them in her life.

NOTICE (READ THIS): This story is only rated M because it is possible (very slim chance) there will be Lemons in later scenes it will not be a fk fest and it while it will definitely mention sex there probably won't be a description. So probably no Lemons.

ALSO… I am looking for beta (hey you get to read story before anyone else and I am looking for a possible co-author du, du, du I need someone to help me write particular scenes they will of course get credit for their writing. If interested contact me at I will list possible scenes you can write at the top of each chapter for more info on a scene contact me. If you have your own idea for a scene contact me with info. Giving me your version of any scene does not guarantee it will be put in the story if two different people submit writing for one scene I will pick the best written one (I may post both as alternate scenes if possible). This may seem confusing and if you don't understand don't worry you can just read the story and not pay attention to scene listings at the top. I will mainly write the story myself but remember anything you can give me is super highly appreciated and remember you do get credit for your work. Other peoples work (possibly yours) will be underlined and at the end of the underlined scene the authors name will be in parenthesis.

BPOV:

"HOW COULD YOU DO THIS," he screamed at me. I started sobbing.

"I.. I.. I'm sorry." I stuttered out. "I didn't like the lies anymore it was to hard I wanted him to know why I loved you what you were."

"Bella we told you, you knew you couldn't tell anyone why, why," He shook. I started crying quietly. "I'm going back to my house," he said quietly. Until just a moment ago he had been calling it "our" future house.

"Will you come back tonight," I asked pleadingly.

"I CAN'T EXACTLY," he yelled. Then he quieted down, "Bella I don't know if I am ever coming back,"

"You c..c..can't leave," I started sobbing again. "You promised never again."

"Bella that was before this… before this problem," he looked sad.

"It is no problem Edward," I said defiantly. "We can get through this I can convince Charlie what I told him was a lie it… it was a joke a sick cruel joke on him." I was reaching for anything even though I could see he had already made up his mind.

"Bella we aren't going to work out anything I am going to leave you are going to tell Charlie it was a joke. Bella I do not want to stay here maybe I'll see you again but for now as far as you know I am going to college in California and my family is moving to Texas."

"You are lying Edward Cullen, lying, and I will be damned before I let you leave me again," he and I both know what I meant by that statement he would turn me or I wouldn't let him leave. Wrapped myself around his legs he just chuckled and gently pulled me off. Damn him and his vampire strength.

"Bella I am leaving now I could have left whenever I wanted to really I think you really were just a distraction a plaything," the same things he said last time.

"Edward stop lying at least admit that you once loved me I was never a plaything," I spat out the word. "I loved you and you loved me and you can go to hell before you deny that."

"Well considering I seem to be there right now I guess it's okay to deny that," I could hear a laughing somewhere.

"EMMET GET THE FUCK OVER HERE RIGHT NOW." I screamed knowing his laugh anywhere.

"Shit, yes Bella," he said smiling innocently as he walked out form behind a tree.

"Why are you standing there you idiot talk some sense into him," I was ready to kill Emmet for letting Edward get this far before stepping in.

"Bella I'm sorry but he's right," he looked so little right now like he didn't want to be here "you screwed up you screwed up bad and now he's done playing with you, you're a threat to him now not a toy." Emmet's words sunk in though not the way he wanted them to.

"That's right I'm a threat," Emmet looked puzzled, Edward hit him in the back of the head.

"you idiot," he mumbled.

"I'm going to tell everyone you're secret if you leave," it was a bluff and damn Edward knew it.

"No you won't he smiled and if you do no one will believe you."

"Esme, Alice, Carlisle they…"

"All want what I want" Edward cut me off. "Face it Bella I've been their family for decades you haven't even been in the picture for half a decade."

"I love you," I whispered. "You can leave and you can take your family with you but you can not stop me from loving you."

He turned away "Goodbye Bella," and then he was gone.

"I really don't think he ever loved you Bella," Emmet said.

"Voltera," I answered

"Guilt," he said before running off. Was it really what I had thought all along Edward hadn't loved me or was it another ploy? Would he come back?

I walked back to my house this time not following him. Was it even worth it? I asked myself. He would have left for some other reason eventually. This Charlie reason was just idiotic. So I told Charlie the Cullen secret, did it matter Edwards the one who proved it by letting Charlie shot him. Ok so it wasn't Edwards fault he walked into the house and Charlie quite literally ambushed him. I wonder when Charlie will be home from Billy's I also told him the La Push secret I hated keeping all these secrets from Charlie so I told him. I wonder how much Jake would hate me. Just then as if on cue Jake appeared.

"Bella why?" he practically whispered his question.

"I don't know.. I don't know I'm sorry I just don't know," I broke down into tears again. Jake didn't come over or comfort me.

"Bella this is bad," he said.

"I KNOW," I screamed, "I KNOW I SCREWED UP I KNOW I'M A BITCH I KNOW IT ALL, you can just leave too."

"What?" he asked

"Edward he left me I told his secret too." I was quietly crying now.

"I.. I wish I could help you but I just came to say goodbye really," he stumbled out the words and it took me a second to understand them.

"So what's your excuse," I asked wiping my tears away with my sleeve, "Edward already took the I never loved you one, you still have the I have to go save the world or the I've found another girl excuse." I said both with major sarcasm and just gave him a pathetic smile. "Of course you can just leave and not tell me why."

"I would never leave if I had a choice Bella, I love you,"

"Oh save your shit," I spat out, "I don't want to hear it plus dog crap smells bad."

"Fine Bella the pack is leaving and I'm going too I came to say goodbye and to tell you one last time that I loved you but if you want to be all, oh I lost Edward, oh Edward, oh why did he leave then you can for get it," he looked truly angry I felt bad. " I have always been there for you when Edward wasn't when Edward hurt you I was there I never hurt you and yet you always ran back to that leech I never understood it but now I do." I was angry again.

"What… What is the big secret Jake."

"He was never the masochistic one Bella you were from the beginning you accepted all the pain he brought you, you have a problem Bella. He may not physically hurt you but emotionally he hurts you bad and you take it all with pleasure and then run back for more you're sick Bella." he was shaking bad and he turned and ran away the second he finished his speech.

He was right every single word I am masochistic I do let Edward hurt me I did have some major problems. No I was in love that's what you do you accept the others mistakes, but somewhere inside me I knew that was wrong.

AN: Yay review, review on the first chapter and I realize I didn't put the possible scenes you can write at the top so here they are:

Bella's weeks of solitude: before the new vampires come Bella's on her own what is she up to maybe you know. I'm thinking maybe relationship with Mike maybe you'll know.

Bella meets the new vampires: remember for this scene Bella is out of school as is the new vampire coven. I am giving freedom with this in the fact that you can make them vegetarian or not either way works for me. Description of new vamps at bottom.

Bella's first date: so Bella and new vampire meet and fall in love we know that question is how did the first date turn out.

Bella's transformation: was it painful? DUH!!!

Bella's gift: just ideas please no actual scene for this. (will give credit if I use your gift)

Please even if you just have an idea for the scene but you don't want to write it out into an actual scene LET ME KNOW!!!! ANYTHING helps.

NEW COVEN:

LISA: Amy's mate (Lesbians yes), PWR: to talk to animals and get them to do things for her, pet cat; pure white name muffin, description: white blond hair loooong , skinny, willowy, very preppy loves shopping a lot like Alice, becomes Bella's best friend/ sister

AMY: Lisa's mate (again yes Lesbians), PWR: to control what people think change memories alter minds, description: red hair short shoulder length, sporty, very opposite of Lisa but still loves her to death literally Lisa turned Amy after they fell in love and it was Amy's choice (and Edward and Bella thought they were special, same situation but with Lesbians much rarer)

MATTHEW: (Bella's future lover), PWR: LOL get this mind reading… wait you thought Edward was the only one WRONG but his is better he can read everything on a persons mind not just what their thinking at the moment like Aro but doesn't have to be in contact, also he can read Bella well only what she lets him see but still better then Edward, Oldest of coven then Lisa then Tomas then Marie then Amy then Marie die, description: black hair short spiky in front, tall, not to muscular but not to scrawny, skateboarding is his thing and basically very dangerous sports.

TOMAS: (lost mate real depressed guy), PWR: okay dumb I know but elements he controls them all four water, fire, earth, wind ya I know dumb. Like I said lost Marie his mate volturi killed her for basically no reason, That he knows of, real depressed, description: brown hair longish ear length slightly curled, muscular(and he is not kind of like Matt he is Muscular think Emmet but not as big) he reminds Bella a bit of Edward and she tends to avoid him.

So I am thinking this is going to be kind of long. Oh and to all my Lesbian readers do you love the Amy/Lisa pair or not I need feedback on them. Oh and to all people who don't like Gays go to hell I am basically bisexual and none of my friends know it and they are always bad mouthing gays and bisexual people and I am sick of people hating gays and bi's. ugh sorry rant over. Review, respond, possibly write remember any ideas or writing will be fully credited to you.