Wow, looking back on this story, I'm shocked. Who would have thought I, such a sweet and cheery girl, could write something so dark...
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I was a badass.
WARNING: This story has rape, a bloody murder scene, and some creepy things. DO NOT READ THIS IF
A: You are about to sleep.
Orange: You are home alone.
3: You hate bloody, rape, creepy things.
U.S.A: All of the above.
Read at your own risks.
Kind regards,
This author.
(No One's P.O.V)
"Once upon a time there was a little girl. She had a stepmother and two ugly step sisters." The woman, reading this fairytale, put a strand of chestnut hair behind her ear. The little one with rosy hair gagged, her mother giggling and continuing the story.
"The little girl's name was Cinderella. She was beautiful, inside and out and-"
"Hey mama?" the child asked her guardian. "Am I beautiful like Cindawella to?"
"Of course you are Amu. You are, and always will be, so beautiful." And she hugged her daughter tightly. They rocked back and forth until little Amu fell asleep in her mother's warm embrace.
(In the Present)
A young girl who looked the age of thirteen lay on a bed. Naked, dirty, and blood mixed with tears trailing down her body, she turned her head slowly to see her own father talking to the obese, hairy, horrendous man that just raped her. She saw about forty-six thousand in her father's hands. That was maybe about five-hundred in America. She set her head back down softly.
She had already lost her virginity when she was eleven. It was when her mother died. Her father couldn't take it and started drinking. Luckily she told her little sister, Ami, to run away. Ami was petrified, but she did. Anything her sister said at that time was for the best. Words couldn't describe how pleased Amu was that this horrendous nightmare would never appear into her precious little sister's life. If anything happened to her, how could she ever live on?
She looked up at her father with tears in her eyes. Her father smirked and cupped her cheek.
"Good girl. You are such a good girl. I love you Amu, do you love me?" he smiled softly and held the teen's face. In return she simply stared at her monster of a father, the tears now falling faster.
"LOVE ME AMU!" he screeched as he slapped her. Amu forced a smile and told her father how much she loved him.
Finally he untied her and left her in her bed to clean herself. Instead she curled up and cried, begging Kami or someone to help her in this pitiful situation.
Unknown to her, someone was watching her very closely.
(Down in the depths of Hell)
A man turned to his fellow companions, the wolf and the butterfly. The feline like male smiled and nodded his head. The two disappeared with smiles of their own.
"Oh my dear Cinderella…" the man said. "You will have your happily ever after soon."
"Although, it may not be what you expect."
(In the Hinamori residence)
She slowly wiped away her tears and got up. Her bedroom was black and grey. A little girl's room should not look like this at all. It was awful but, at least she had a bathroom. She walked into her private business room and shut the door, not bothering to lock it. She remembered the last time she did that…
Amu had gotten home from school and was sweaty and disgusting. Even her father couldn't stand it and told her to go shower. She felt awful and was glad to have permission. She ran upstairs and went into the bathroom, locking the door as well. She then turned on the water and washed her hair. She was just about to cut off the water when she heard the knob rattle and the banging of a door.
"Just a second!" she said in a petite voice. She cut off the water, dried herself off and opened the door to face her own father with sadness in his eyes.
"Does my sparrow not trust me anymore?" he asked, darkness laced in his voice.
Amu only stared at her father in shock and fear. She gulped and was about to say something until she was pushed onto the hard tile floor.
"Why does my Amu not trust me? She should love me!" As he screamed, he stabbed her with the silver blades of the scissors, They stayed there in her thigh as he beat her with his foot. Finally after hours of agony and tears, he got up and left. She sat there, scissors still in her right thigh and water crystals in her eyes.
Just thinking about it made Amu want to hurl. She turned on the shower and washed off the sweat and blood. Later she heard the door knob rattle and open up. Immediately she acted like she was still washing her hair and body. What if she messed up? What if he beat her again? She heard her dad set her down something and leave with a light click, signaling the door had shut. She sighed a breath of relief. She had done something right!
She got out and saw he had left a towel. She picked it up about to dry off until she heard a 'Mew' come from it. She immediately dropped it, regretting so as she saw the poor thing shake. She moved the towel and saw a white kitten with green eyes. She stared at the thing in shock. It was shivering and reminded her of herself. She was scared and shivering just like the cat when a man was thrown into her life. Slowly she reached out and caressed the cat's head. In response, it purred and nuzzled into her hand. She giggled a bit and smiled at the petite kitten. She picked up the feline and the towel and walked into her dark room.
She sat the kitten down on her bed, since the comforter was now clean, and dried off. Finally she wrapped her hair in the towel and laid on her bed. The cat crawled over and curled up on her stomach. It purred as she stroke the pure creature. She smiled softly and for the first time in years, fell asleep feeling warmth.
Amu slowly opened her eyes and saw she was on a boat. All around her was water. The water was dark though almost like a deep ocean blue. When she stuck her hand in the water though it felt like air.
She looked up and saw red butterflies. They all had a string that led to something. She followed one of the strings traces and it led to her. These butterflies were hers.
"But…" she wondered "Whatever do they mean?" she looked down and saw on her lap was the kitten.
"Hey kitty?" the cat slowly opened its eyes and looked at her. She smiled softly at the tiny fur ball and stroked its fur.
"Where are we?"
The kitten though, only mewed in response. Finally the boat reached a land full on purple, white, and blue flowers. She got out and looked around. She saw a man that had on a wolf mask. He turned to the girl and smiled, holding out his hand to her. Instinctively, she ran towards the wolf man. She saw that the mask covered half of his face. He had bright emerald green eyes and spiky brown hair. He also had white teeth but his canines were quite pointy.
"M-mister…" she said trying her best to be brave. "Why do you have sharp teeth?" the man laughed a very cheery laugh causing the girl to stare in shock. She had never met someone so happy before.
"My name is Kukai. I am a wolf my dear." He bowed before her and took her hand, kissing it in the process. He looked up and saw the red butterflies, glaring at them. In a flash he took out a katana and ripped a butterfly to shreds.
The girl gasped and took a few steps back.
"Why would you hurt the poor thing? It never did anything to harm you!" she asked, tears on the brim of falling. Kukai smiled softly at the girl and cupped her cheek.
"You will see soon little one, just trust me." And with that, he took the girl's hand and led her to a weird looking village.
"I've brought the girl Utau." All of a sudden, the wind picked up. A beautiful girl with blonde pigtails appeared. Unlike Kukai, she had a butterfly mask covering her face. She slowly opened her orbs of violets and acknowledged the duo.
"Hello Kukai, Amu." She nodded towards the two. Amu could only stare at her beauty. Quickly before she could tell, Kukai killed another butterfly. Utau's smile grew even bigger at the sight of her own destroyed kind.
"Come my child." She gave a hand out to Amu who looked at Kukai. He nodded and she took it.
They both walked to a garden that was full of irises. Blue, gold, white, even pink. She could only gasp. She looked at Utau who looked out across the garden.
They arrived near a tree, Amu sitting down on a swing. Slowly, the older girl kneeled down to the meadow and faced the younger girl. She smiled softly and held up a fingertip, letting one of the red butterflies land. Slowly she held up her right hand.
"These butterflies are your memories." Amu, as if in a trance, lifted up her left hand.
"They contain your worst memories of the things that have happened to you." She moved her hand forward towards the butterfly and so did Amu.
"You must forget your past Amu." And then their hands met, crushing the butterfly.
"You must forget, and join us." Then their hands separated, letting the crushed butterfly fall to the floor.
Utau smiled softly at the little girl and heard a cat meow. She turned and saw Kitai, the black cat of the master. She stood up and held out a hand towards Amu who only nodded.
What is going to happen next? she thought. The duo walked for a bit and met up with Kukai who had the white kitten. The dark pelted cat with red eyes and the light pelted kitten with green eyes seemed to almost smile at each other. Amu petted the midnight cat who purred. Guess she was a cat person.
"Stupid cats." Kukai muttered. Utau could only laugh and Amu was just confused.
Finally the couple smiled and waved goodbye to Amu letting her follow the cats. They walked and walked for a while until they reached a shrine. She walked up the stairs and saw a man with a cat mask fully covering his face. Immediately the of felines ran to their master. He nodded towards the two in acknowledgement.
"How are my darling Shinko and Kitai…" the man smiled softly at them before turning to the girl. He slowly sat up and walked over to her. The girl stepped back about bolt. Something about this man screamed danger and fear, yet when she felt the man's fingers grab a strand of her pink strawberry hair, she melted. He moved the strand under his mask and inhaled the scent.
"You certainly are exotic." He murmured and stared at the girl. "You have my sincerest apologizes among your father's cruel and torturesome nature. "
The girl looked up at the man in shock. How did this man know of her darkest nightmares?
"I wish to assist you, however..." he turned and saw she had to kill one last butterfly. She too noticed.
"You have to be rid of that one alone." Amu turned slowly as the red butterfly flew just a couple of inches above her hand.
Tsumugu was sitting on the couch, counting his money, when he heard footsteps from upstairs. What was that girl doing?
She stared at the butterfly, should she crush it? Destroy all of her memories? The good, and the bad?
'What good?' Her heart said. Yet her mind reminded her of her mother, her sister, maybe her father would turn good? Maybe her father would see the light?
"Amu…" the man whispered into her ear, his blue locks tickling her neck. As soon as his breath hit her ear, she knew there was no turning back.
Tsumugu stomped upstairs and saw Amu curled up on the floor, shaking. He walked to her and turned her around and saw she was muttering words.
"In the end, it's all other people's business..." she muttered as her hand reached for the butterfly.
"Kekkyoku mina-sama taningoto..." he murmured quietly.
Tsumugu looked at his daughter as she kept muttering.
"What are you saying my sparrow?" he asked a giant smile on his face.
"In the end, it's all other people's business..." he heard her whisper. Immediately he froze as he heard a man's voice repeat his sparrow's words.
"Kekkyoku mina-sama taningoto..."
She reached forward and grabbed the butterflies wings, disabling it from escaping.
"In the end, it's all other people's business." she said as she began pulling gently.
"Kekkyoku mina-sama taningoto. " he growled into her ear. Slowly he wrapped his arms around her waist and said…
"Kill it."
Tsumugu was scared now and grabbed Amu's shoulders shaking her repeatedly.
"Amu. MY SPARROW! WAKE UP!"
"About others' misfortune," she giggled. "we'll just feign ignorance..."
Her father looked at her confused. Then Amu opened her eyes wide open and laughed.
All of it happened in a flash, but a cold object found its way to his hip. He fell screaming in pain.
"I have to get rid of my memories." his little sparrow murmured almost in a trance. He saw a man with cat ears behind her, smirking at his horrified face,
Honestly, this was to humorous for the demon to observe.
He stared at the demon figure, fear struck into his heart. He felt his own daughter climb on top of him.
"I love you daddy…" Her hands fumbled with the knife in his hip, twisting and turning the object until it finally came out. And when it did, she plunged it straight into his heart.
"I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU DADDY! DO YOU LOVE ME MORE NOW? HOW ABOUT NOW!" The cat of misfortune watched his work before him, the daughter of this unfortunate man being murdered by his own flesh and blood. Most would be freaking at the sight, but not him.
This cold black hearted bastard deserved it. His eyes bored into the now motion-less body and he observed as the knife began plunging deeper and deeper into his chest. He stood there and listened when he heard the clank, the knife making contact with the floorboard, and studying how she mumbled curse words.
"It went through..." she turned towards the demon, her face coated in her father's blood. Her eyes, those amber colored eyes, held so much innosense.
"Go through everything." Her smile grew wide, she pulled the sharp tool out, and plunged it into the skull.
Squish! Squish! CRACK! Squish!
He had preparations to make, and though he wished he could stay longer and watch what else she would do, he vanished into thin air.
Leaving Cinderella to dispose of the wicked man.
Amu threw the blood red knife into the sink in the kitchen. She had never felt this great in years. Maybe when she found out she was a big sister? No, she felt even better than that. She was free. She walked back to her room and saw her father and his corpse. She smiled and walked towards her father. She straddled him and kissed his flesh blooded cheek.
"I love you daddy…" she murmured and got up walking towards her balcony. She opened the door and stood up on the railing. She eyed the city of Seiyo, taking in it's view. Cars ran at face paces down below, lights made the city glow, honks from annoyed drivers echoed through the night.
"Jump." He whispered in her ear, and fall she did.
(A few hours later)
Cops came to the door of the Hinamori's hearing about a bunch of screams from last night. They opened the door to find the whole house a wreck. The couch had fluff everyone and was ripped in half, the kitchen was on fire, it looked like Hell. The cops ran upstairs and opened the first door to see a man's room. It was a bed and all in the desk was a bunch of money. They ran to another room and slammed it open to see a man in a little girls room. His flesh had now rot and had turned green, some strange liquid and blood still emitted from it though. His eyes had rolled back and his face had a smile engraved into it. One of the policemen, who was brave enough, went and checked the wound. The man had been stabbed over fifty times. Then one of the female police officers screamed. There in blood was
I LOVE YOU DADDY!
Love Hinamori Amu.
They ran and opened the balcony and followed the trace of blood. They looked over the balcony and saw a large red bloody splotch yet, there was no body.
(Somewhere far below the depths of Earth)
A young woman with pink hair that reached her ankles stared out into the deadly, ocean blue water. A young man glanced towards the woman and grabbed her hand. She wore a red and gold mask that had a beak. She was the phoenix, beautiful and always returning no matter where she flew. The cat slowly kissed the phoenix's hand and smiled at her. She returned the gesture and leaned in, his lips locked with hers. In the setting sun, the two held each other in a warm embrace. Finally, Amu Hinamori had escaped her nightmare and was living a dream.
"It was you wasn't it…" the woman asked her love. "You sent me the cat?"
"I did…" he said slowly, watching the emotions in her eyes. "Do you regret it?"
"Never."
They stood there in silence. Staring out into the ocean, enjoying each other's existence. Finally the man kissed his lover on the cheek and murmured into her ear.
"One, two, three."
"See you tomorrow." She finished and winked.
Well, wasn't that lovely? I added a bit more to it. Why? Because I hated how I wrote it before. It was one of my best horror and matures stories I had written long ago and now, now it's just fucking beautiful.
*Hand spasm*
What is this-I don't even-Hnngh!
But yeah, stood up till midnight editing this. Look at it! Look at the psycho Amu! Admit it, you love my Psycho Amu's. I might make more Psycho Amu's. Why? *Shrug*
Sorry to all of you who follow this story, it was the same, just a bit more twisted, corrected, and more detailed.
Other than that, nothing.
Maybe I'll make one of Psycho Ikuto? Or Psycho Ami? Or-
...Psh, that'll never happen. To lazy and I have a life. Doing stuff. Yeah...
Anyway, I'll update my stories soon. Maybe. Possibly.
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Don't get your hopes up.
And as Amu and Ikuto say...
"One, two, three, POSSIBLY see you tomorrow!"
PS: Shinko means faith and is the white kitten. Kitai means hope and is the black cat. Irises mean faith and hope. Lots of faith and hope.
PSS: The reason why they say 'One, two, three, see you tomorrow!' is because that is the end of the song. Or maybe... IT MEANS I'LL MAKE ANOTHER CHAPTER?
Psh, doubt it.
PSSS-Oh fuck it: I'm creeped out by my own story... Shit... No sleep for me!
Love you all. *Awkward wave* Bye-bye...
Tons of love: Neko.