I was standing while the love of my life was sitting on the couch, talking about how she wanted to become a… vampire. I can not accept the fact of taking away her soul, its just too difficult for me to handle… To know she could die in the process was just too overwhelming.

She looked as beautiful as ever talking, her full lips moving with each word, her hair blown softly by the wind that came through my bedroom window, how the run reflected against her skin making her glow, her eyes showing passion, she truly is the love of my life, or eternity, if i do decide to transform her, which i doubt.

"Edward are you listening to me?" she demanded, her voice was as beautiful as she was. "Yes darling… and for the 7th time today, I am NOT going to turn you into a monster…" "Oh Edward, sometimes you are SO overprotective" she grumbled.

I looked at her smiling, she was so gorgeous when she was mad or annoyed, but she's absolutely perfect for me in whichever state she was.

I suddenly felt a desire to kiss her… to hug her, to dominate her. What the hell is wrong with me? But those logical thoughts went rushing out of my head, the feeling of anxiety clouded my mind, I wanted her now. I guess the same feeling got to her because she literally jumped from the couch, grabbed by behind and started kissing me, feriously. I wanted to stop, I knew where this might lead but my body overpowered my mind.

I kissed her back with just as much passion.
See Edward… you're not the gentleman you think you are… look how lust can overpower your mind… "Jasper…." I growled.

I heard histerical laughing coming from down stairs, Jasper's histerical laughing. I wanted to go out and punch him but Bella didn't let me loose, she was still grabbing my behind. "Bella darling, let me go please" I begged as sweetly as possible. "Edward please… I need you". How could I resist her when she was so eager and persuasive at the same time with that puppy face of hers? But I had to, if it went farther from this she would get hurt, it would be my fault, I couldn't live with the blame that anything would happen to her.

Bella was kissing my neck now and going lower with each passing second, i grabbed Bella's hands off my butt and went downstairs before she could stand in my way.

I ran down the stairs and saw Jasper laughing his butt off. "Your dead.."I growled. He looked up, stopped laughing for a second but when he saw my expression he just laughed harder, he was now rolling all over the floor.

"Eddie… sweetie… come to mama…" Bella called from upstairs. I stood there shocked. Did Bella say mama? I think Bella needs you Edward. And just that moment I felt a wave of lust all over me. "Jasper STOP sending those waves, look how Bella is acting" I said.

"JASPER HALE. COME MAKE LOVE TO ME RIGHT NOW" came a screaming and frantic Alice. She grabbed his hand pulled him to her room and locked the door. I just stared laughing my head off.

Suddenly, out of nowhere I heard a loud thumping sound…. I suddenly got visual images of Emett and Rosalie having a little too much fun, but where the hell were they? OH MY GOSHHHHH came a screaming Bella from upstarirs. "Honey whats wrong?" I asked concerned, her hair was a mess and her eyes had a wild look in them. "EMETT… ROSALIE… COUCH… YOUR ROOM…" she shrieked while running out of the house, her arms all over the place.

I got another visual of Edward and Rosalie, they were near my CD collection on the FLOOR. I suddenly heard a crack and a crunch. Oh sorry Edward, oh well it was just Bethoveen, I don't really care for his style… "EMETT YOU IDIOT GET OFF MY FLOOR NOW" I yelled.

A thump sound came than a rip. "Kids don't break the bed" Esme called from somewhere. "Ohh.. that wasn't the bed" Replied Emett. Sorry Bro… I'll pay for the couch later… well you did say get off the floor… and god that couch looked so appealing to make love to Rose at the moment… That was it, my patience was over, I ran upstairs and opened the door of my room. I saw Rosalie and Emett in a strange acrobatic position I stood there a second examing what the hell were they doing but a second was enough and too much. "GET OUT OF MY ROOM" I yelled. Rosalie had at least a lacy night gown which was fiery red but Emett… well he was completely naked. "MY EYEESS… MY EYESS" I said.

Emett and Rosalie not being shy about having sex in my room with me there just got up calmly like nothing, Emett put his boxers on slowly having a goofy grin in his face and well Rosalie… her hair was a mess and she looked a bit dazed. They FINALLY got all they're stuff and went to their rooms.

I was still in shock seeing that horrible image in my head when I remembered that they had done something to my couch. I looked at it and well the image was actually breath-taking, the leather was ripped and and the feathers that belonged to my pillows were strewn everywhere.

I heard laughter behind me. "Jasper" I whispered. "Hey bro what's up?" came Emett's booming voice from somewhere. I turned around and saw Jasper and Emett snickering at me. "Oh, this is war" I yelled.

"JASPER COME DOWN NOW" screamed Alice from downstairs. "Honey… this is a macho thing, please stay out of it" Jasper replied. "Well you're going to end with a vase in your head, good luck dear, I'm going to find Bella and go shopping." "With a vase…?" mumbled Jasper. I read Emett's thoughts and laughed. I gave him a wink lo let him know I'm up for it.

Jasper was still distracted thinking about how could a vase get to his head when I jumped from behind him, he punched me in the groin but I wasn't about to let this plan fail, I grabbed his arms and Emett cam infront of him giving him a punch in his face. Jasper finally looked a bit dazed so Emett grabbed Esme's favorite flower vase and put it over his head.

Of course Jasper started screaming and wailing to get it off him. "You guys know I'm afraid of the dark" He whined. It was hilarious till Esme came from Carlislie's study, "Boys please tell me that's not my mother's flowers vase with the roses in the borders." I stold a glance at the vase, yes in deed were the roses. Time to get away.

I started running to let Emett get the fault, well that's what he gets for ripping my couch. I ran through the woods in the backyard and came to a stop when I saw my spot, mine and Bella's spot actually, it was the clearing where the sun hit me at full blast and I didn't have to care. I could… sparkle without worrying about anyone seeing me.

I enjoyed the heat of the sun hitting on my skin wanting to stay there forever. But there was something wrong with the moment, something was missing: Bella. Even if this place was increidble, without Bella's presence it's just another piece of land.

Bella… that wonderful creature… Where was she anyway? A flashback of an screaming Bella came on my head. "Oh God… I hope she's not traumatized by Emett's and Rosalie's little show" I whispered. I sighed and started running back to my house to go get my Volvo and go over to Bella's house.

I parked by Charlie's truck. The Red Sox are beating those Yankees… I wasn't impressed, Charlie always with his mind in those athletic games, and the Red Sox are truly better than the New York Yankees.

I knocked on the door waiting for Bella to reply but instead a very annoyed Charlie opened the door. "What do you want?" he asked wanting to go back to his game. "Hello , I'm sorry to disturb you but I just wanted to know if Bella was home" Whats with this kid and his manners? No teenager talks like that anymore. Charlie, I'm polite with you just because Bella loves you and thinks good of you, but if wasn't like that I wouldn't be here so just please tell me where the hell Bella is. I was so into my thoughts that I didn't read Charlie's mind to see where Bella was, so the following answer shook me up a little. "She's shopping and she's going to have a slumber party with Alice" Oh no, Bella's going to kill me.

"Thanks . hope you have a good day" I replied as fast as I could leaving a confused and even more annoyed if possible Charlie. I jumped in the volvo and went home, the only thing I could do now was wait and beg for my love's forgiveness.

I went home and in the driveway I spotted a yellow sportscar. Alice was home, that meant Bella was home too. I tried to muster all the courage possible and go face Bella. As soon as I opened the door Alice came. "Bella's waiting upstairs" she said and then left.

I hesitated and then went upsatirs. I opened the door to my room and what I saw was, well, stunning. Bella laid down on my bed but she had a pink night gown with a lacy bra which was white with pink dots and a pink thong. She had a bit if make up, some blush, mascara and eyeliner and her full lips were painted red. What an increidble sight. I sighed knowing that I would have to reject the offer Bella was throwing at me.

"Bella… You know I can't…" I whispered. "Come on Eddie… it won't hurt me…" she said amused. I looked at her in eyes and kissed her, passionately to make her heart start beating at an anormal rhythm. I felt her heart beat faster as each second passed when I finally stopped the kiss. She was red. "You dazzle me…" she whispered. "Come on Darling, let's get you in bed" I replied. "Are you going to be with me in the bed?" "I am with you every night, but I'll just watch you sleep and dream like always" she sighed and grumbled "You meanie vampire boyfriend" "soon to be husband" I replied laughing. While I was closing the door she stuck her tongue out at me and I sent her a kiss. She smiled.

I went downstairs and found Carlislie talking to Esme… Something about taking vacations. Carlislie glanced up and said "How would you kids like to go to London?" "London? That sounds great actually I replied, but only if Bella would join us" I replied. "Of course Bella is invited" Esme said lovingly. "Well London here we go" I said smiling.

We found ourselves in the airport in an awful situation. We were with the dog. When Bella told him our distination the dog wanted to come to make sure we weren't about to change her. Carlislie told him to come if he wanted and if that was all right with Bella. Of course Bella would want him to come.

"Jealous bloodsucker?" "You really do have dog breathe." I replied walking away from him and putting my arm around Bella's tiny waist. I gave her a small peck on the cheek and started helping her board her suitcases. Oh well, maybe this wasn't the perfect vacations but Bella was happy.

I turned around and saw a truly shocked Alice. I was about to read her mind when she started thinking about the alphabet in russian. I growled. Whatever she saw she wouldn't tell me, we will have to wait.

"Flight To LondonIs Now Boarding" came from the loudspeaker. "That's ours" said Carlislie."I still prefered somewhere sunny" grumbled Emett. "Carlislie has a surprise for us in London" I replied for Carlislie. Carlislie nodded when I finished speaking. "EEEEKKK, you girls know what this means?" shrieked a tiny Alice. "We're going SHOPPING" replied a thrilled Rosalie. I glanced at Bella and she looked sick of the thought of going shopping some place so expensive.

"We have to leave now" said Jasper with a small smile. We all got up and we started boarding the train. I got a seat besides Bella and Jacob. Rosalie ended up seating between two teenage boys, Alice besides Jasper and Esme, and Carlislie with Emett but in between them was an old lady. I laughed when I saw what the old lady was thinking.

Bella looked tired so she put her head in my shoulder and snoozed off and Jacob was snoring. After an hour Alice started playing cards with Jasper and Esme, but Alice being able to see the future and all was winning, Rosalie was flirting with the two teenagers, the poor boys didn't stand a chance. I finally focused on Emett and Carlislie. I started laughing really hard. "Hello… tiger… Whats your name?" said the old lady. "Um… Carlislie" "How about you, you hunk of a man?" "I'm Emett" "Whats your name Mrs…?" asked Carlislie. "I'm Evelyn, but the youngsters call me the love machine"

Emett threw a scared look at Carlislie. Carlislie looked as scared as Emett did. I laughed. "Do you boys have any females in your lives?" asked Evelyn purring. "Atually I'm married and my son…" Emett didn't give Carlislie a chance to reply and said "I have a hot blonde as a wife, she is FINE" Rosalie obviously hearing the conversation with her vampire hearing smiled at Emett. Emett smiled back looking proud of himself.

"oh… so you guys don't do orgies?" asked a disapointed Evelyn. "Lady please step away from the men" said Esme, which appeared out of nowhere with Rosalie right besides her. Carlislie and Emett actually looked relieved. "Who the hell are you?" asked Evelyn. "Well lady we are the YOUNG and HOT and not at all WRINKLY wives of these men" said a pissed Rosalie."Look girls, I don't really know who you two are kidding, but I know men like these, they like experienced women" Said Evelyn. Little did she know that Rosalie was approximately 10 times older than her. Rosalie and Esme snickered enjoying the private joke.

Suddenly a little thing came all dressed in blue: Alice. She was dressed as a policeman. I saw what she was thinking. I started laughing all over again, my sides were all ready aching. "Look ma'am, some people have been complaining that you have been sexually stalking these men, is that true?" said Alice, sounding (surprisingly) official. "Look, officer, I'm just talking to these men about their distination but…" she lost track of her words when she saw Jasper behind Alice. "OH MY GOD. ARE YOU A UNDERWEAR MODEL?" asked Evelyn glancing at his "package".

"MA'AM THAT'S MY HUSBAND" yelled Alice. "God… is he any good in bed?" asked Evelyn still staring at Jasper. "ARGGHH" Alice yelled and threw herself over Evelyn. Evelyn suddenly snapped abck into reality and saw a little monster on her, and tried to pull Alice off her but instead Alice smacked her and Evelyn's dentures came flying off her mouth. "That'll show her…" growled Alice.

Evelyn started crying and left to the bathroom and we didn't see her for the rest of the trip. Jasper had a strange face on and suddenly I felt a wave of lust. "That was so… so… sexy" whispered Jasper. Jasper grabbed Alice by the hand and took her to the free bathroom. "Ew" said Rosalie. "Oh come on baby… we have made love in bathrooms before" Rose smacked Emett on the head and went back to her seat.

The rest of the trip was okay if you don't count the part that Jasper and Alice stumbled out of the bathroom grinning. We finally got to London, Bella had woken up some minutes before, Alice was bouncing on her seat, everybody else looked tired, well as tired as vampires can look.

Finally the airplane landed we got out and stretched ourselves. The weather in London was so gray… I don't know what made Carlislie take us to London but he said there was a surprise here for us, at least we didn't have the need to hide here, it was rainy and cloudy so the sun didn't get through, we didn't sparkle. I suddenly realized we had a problem. We don't have anywhere to stay. "Carlislie… where are we going to stay?" I asked. "Oh, did I forget to mention? We're going with an old friend, he's name is Dumbledore".