I Never told you - Bamon
I miss those blue eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep
Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe
But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in
What would you do if a seductive vampire made you feel breathless? And if he stands so close to you that you could feel his energy? And if he looks into your eyes with his big and deep blue eyes? And if he hold you in his arms everyday? And if he take care of your sleep and forgot that he had to sleep too?
What did you say to him? Probably you would say the three magic words, but I never said this to him. I just don't know why maybe I was shamed to say that or maybe I'm a coward.
The only thing that I know is Damon, yeah this is his name, and me fought again. And when we fought I just don't wanna listen to a word that he says.
So I turned back and yelled to him "Stay away from me Damon! I don't want you here! The only thing that you like to do is to make me cry!" , he tried to say something but I just close the door of my room and yelled again "Stay away!" , so he said calmly in a voice that I never heard he saying "Ok, If you like this way Bonnie. I'll never come back."
And now I'm just here standing in my bed holding my pillow, cause I don´t have Damon to hug anymore. Just three words and everything would be different, just those simple words and Damon would be here with me.
But Bonnie McCullough is so selfish that she can't admit first that she loves Damon. I just sat and waited until he says the magic words, but he never told me then. He just demonstrated that in his acts.
And I realized that I can't live without him, that he is almost a part of me and everytime he was saying how much he loves me. I was so blind worrying about three stupid words that I couldn't see what was in front of me. And I have never demonstrated how I feel about him. I was just a selfish and foolish girl that forgot about the man who loves her.
I got up my bed and dressed warm clothes, outside was raining and it was cold. I kept the car keys on the nightstand of my bed and I leave to Damon's house.
"Please Damon, I need you home. Please, stay there until I arrive." I said this again and again while I was driving to his home.
I forgot my umbrella at home, and it started to rain more and more. But I was not worried about that. The only thing that I wanted in that moment was to have Damon next to me.
I arrived in front of Damon's house, I left my car and walked in the rain to Damon's door. I knocked in the door and wait that someone answers it. Damon opened the door and looked surprised to me.
"Oh! I really liked you clothes!" He said playfully.
"It's not time to games Damon! I have something very important to tell you." I said looking into his eyes. "Can I come in?"
"You can't if the important thing that you have to tell me is for me stay away from you, cause I'm already doing it." He said softly.
"I don't want you to stay away from me Damon." I said holding his hand.
"But you told me it yesterday." He said looking to our hands together.
"Yes, I told you that. But what a really want to told you are three beautiful words." I said putting my arms around his neck.
"So... What do you want to told me?" He asked putting his hands on my waist.
"I love you Damon!" I said close to his ear.
"I wait a long time to hear you saying that..." He said looking to me with a sexy smile. "I love you to Bonnie!"
He touched his lips to mine and give the best Kiss that he had ever given me, a sweetie and romantic Kiss.