It all started with Karofsky. He wanted to kill me and I refused to let him. So maybe if I did it he wouldn't have to. So I took a whole bottle of pills at eleven o clock and went to sleep. I felt my fingers go numb and my stomach flip. I was sure I was dying. That must have been what it felt like.
I soon arrived in a park. It wasn't just any park, though. I had my first tea party with my mom there when I was a little kid. It had rocks shaped like turtles, and hedges like rabbits, and the trees were taller than I could even think up. The day we had it they were going to cut down a tree and all I did was cry. But my mother told me that even if it wasn't here that the fish would keep swimming and that even if it was cut down the rocks would still be shaped like turtles and that the tea parties would still be fun and that the sun would still shine. So I stopped crying. I hadn't gone back to that park since my mother died. I was always afraid to go back. And we had only gone that once, and I didn't even remember how to get there. So my arrival was very abrupt. A woman came out from behind the trees. She was beautiful, and I knew her face so well.
"Kurt, why would you do this"
"I was scared…"
"We're all scared, and I promise you it will get better. I'm sending you an angel, and I'm sending you back"
"But I don't want-" I hadn't time to even let another word out and I was back in my bed. It was 7 am and I didn't know what happened. Was I dreaming? Did I really just see my dead mother? An angel? Would I be killed…?