Flannels and contemplation
*Santana pov*
As i look in the mirror thats more sticker than mirror on my bedroom wall, i wonder how the hell i got to this point in my life. Lovestruck was never in a million years what i would ever describe myself as but lately I've had this longing for love. I just turned seventeen a couple months ago and all of my friends are boy crazy!. I've never found boys attractive and never really felt a connection towards them so i could never understand why everyone was so incredibly insane when it came to guys. Maybe i just haven't found the one…. right?.
~ two weeks later ~
School was always such a drag. The same boring routine everyday, wake up at 6, be at school by 7:30, and go to my classes where i would constantly try and keep myself awake while religiously checking the time every second like it will somehow make it go faster. The only thing that made school remotely are my best friends Aria Danielson and Malani Noel. Aria is a tall blonde but recently dyed her hair pink to prove a point to her mom about confidence or something, she's curvy with perfect little boobs and a cute butt. Her style is more urban and she is always making her own clothes. Ive known her since grade 9 when we were both in the same visual arts class, damn that girl can draw, art is her thing. Malani has the longest hair I've ever seen in person. Its wavy and thick but she always keeps it in a stylish high ponytail with a cute little bow that matches her outfit. She's the sporty spice of the group, she plays every sport and is insanely well at all of them. We met in gym class. She's constantly working out (considering that her dads a personal trainer and her moms a fitness model) i guess i would be as well.
As the second period bell rang and i headed towards the mob of teenagers trying to get to their lockers I saw this girl..tall, fit, beautiful, and a cute pixy cut. She reminded me of a young ruby rose. I stopped walking immediately and just stared. I couldn't stop myself. It felt like every single butterfly in the world was let out inside of my stomach and my cheeks got really hot and red. My heart stared beating unusually fast and i couldn't explain it. I stood there even after she had left. Just there. Wondering. Contemplating. who is she? and why did she make me feel that way?