Letters

I was in a poopy mood one night so I just wrote down all the stuff that's been bother me , and well hey here ya go!!!!! I wanna try this angle for a lil while. Let me love you chp 3 is almost finished!!!

Disclaimer: I do not own Sailor moon or any of it's characters.

Dear Darien,

I remember back in 9th grade when we met. I kept thinking to myself who is that tall and gorgeous man, standing in the corner. I knew I had to make you mine. And that's exactly what I did. I think I knew I was falling for you when you asked me to be your wife. God I'll never forget it as long as I live, weather or not it was sincere or not I took it to heart. Every word of it. I know we were kids back then but I still want you.

Almost every man I've been with has never been near the level you are. You are smart, classic, and everything I'm just plain not. Sure they've treated me well but no where how you treated me. And then the fighting started. I wish it never did. I missed you, longed for you, hell I was getting ready to do some serious shit to get you back. My logical side began to kick in I guess right then and there.

You intrigue me to the highest points I can go and you even take me higher when I don't think I can't reach. During all those relationships though, why did you keep coming back to me? We were cheating, and weather or not you had someone or I had someone, We knew it was wrong but why couldn't we stop? I know how to satisfy you better than anyone else and I think you'd agree to that extent but I think you feel this too and that's why you run.

You were the one that noticed this has been going on for nearly half a damn decade, five years, I'm in love with you, and I want to show you. I want to give you all of me, mind,body,and soul. There's just one problem. You are taken.

I feel she's not right for you, and who knows maybe I'm not right for you either, but I just wanna try, one more time. Even if it's the last thing I do, I wanna try again. I want to feel your lips on mine but never the less I just want you to come through my door, bend down to my level and just hold me. Hold me like the world is coming to an end and all you need is me.

I want to just run into your strong arms and kiss away any doubts and certainly want her out of the picture. She seems so cold and frigid to you, but when you are with me, you are so full of energy and excitement , it makes me giddy to know I can make you feel good. Make you feel wanted, and of course pleasure you. I know how you like it and believe me, you've never voiced a complaint.

I miss how we use to be able to explore each other without hesitation, weather it was in my hot tub or even in the shower. God I loved every bit of it and I truly hold those memories high in my heart. I've tried twice now to tell you this in person but something always goes wrong. Either you're high or I'm drunk it seems we can't find a good balance when we are stressed. You turn to pot and I turn to box wine. It doesn't bother me at all, I just wish you'd include me like you use to. Unlike you're girlfriend the last thing I want to do is control you.

It's been about a month since I've heard from you so I hope this letter finds you well and able enough to write me back.

I love you Darien Shields. With every ounce in my body.

Love,

Serena