chapter 1

bella thought about everything that happened to her the last two years since she came back to her father. she just was not able to remember anything before the two years. she dont even know how she had the tattoos on her body. she met edward and he was abusive yes. but he left her in the middle of the freaking woods and she nearly died. she was bitten by victoria and was only made into a half vampire since jake who happened to be a wolf scared her away. now here she was about to jump off the cliff tiered of everything feeling like there was something missing and it hurt. as she dived right in only to be saved one more by jake.

"you dumbass you may be part human but that was syupid on your part." snapped jake

"sorry i couldn't take it no more." growled bella

jake sighed and he felt for her he really did. as he helped her to the truck and took her home he knew that she wanted to remember so badly she dont even remember their freindship with they where young that was before her mother sold her to some family.

meanwhile later that night

bella eyes went wide she knew that car one of the cullens was there jake was not able to come with her. but she was going to find out who and witch one of them are there. and she was going to give them a piece of her mind. now she wondered where that came from she never thought that way before so she thought. as she came face to face with alice as she looked at her and wondered hwo she was still alive.

"Bella! It's Edward. He thinks you're dead!" said alice

"What?" asked bella

bella tilted her head to the side and then it hit her she called with a vision but they couldnt see what he always done to her and what he did to her in the woords. but then again there was a reason he took her out of bounds so she would not see it seemed. as she went into explaining how she was alive still.

"I saw a vision of you, You jumped off a in the hell would you try and kill yourself? I mean, what about Charlie? What about...?" asked alice

"I didn't try to kill myself. I was cliff jumping. Recreationally! It was fun. something in me gave me the idea and it felt right." said bella

alice arched a brow she knew bella was special they knew nothing about her from the two years that they knew here. sicne she knew nothing of her life before she came back to her family. they loved her to pieces but there was something missing this was not really her.

"I have never met anyone more prone to life-threatening idiocy." said alice

"Did you... did you tell him?" asked bella

alice thought she senced some fear in those words but then again she never really payed much attention. she had a feeling alwasy that edward was harming her but they could never prove it since he never let them around her.

"No. He only calls once in a month since we left a year ago. He said he wants to be alone. Aw, what is that God awful wet dog smell?" asked alice

"That's probably me. Or... it's Jacob." said bella

bella kida sniffed herself only being a half vampire and knew how to use the mental shield from peter and char who kinda adopted her as their sister. while she smelt it finally and she gagged she never really noticed since she was half human it seemed. even charlie now knew of the vampires she only had peter change him into half vampire.

"Jacob who?" asked alice

"Jacob's kind of a werewolf." said bella

bella saw the face that alice gave off and knew that she and the wolves are not one and the same with the whole vampire and wolf. they delt with her and charle but that is all they seemed to deal with but then again she never really asked.

"Ugh! Bella! Werewolf's are not good company to keep!" said alice

"Speak for yourself. I had to see if you were safe." said jake

jake came around the corner and knew that she was giving him a dark look. he dealt with bella being half vampire and charlie and the two human drinkers but that was it. he didnt mind jasper much and the doctor one. but that as it went far as it went.

"I thought you couldn't protect me here." said bella

"Guess, I don't care." snapped jake

Well, I'm not gonna hurt her. said alice

alice felt affended to what he had just said she would never ever harm bella in no such way nor the others. they had their doubts when it came down to edward and the marks they always seen on her. but they never really thought on it.

"No, you're just a harmless Cullen. We're talking about the other bloodsucker...who tried to kill Bella and turned her into a half vampire and dont get me started on your asshole of a brother all because of you." hissed jake

"Victoria?" asjed alice

bella snorted that she overlooked that she was a half vampire but then again there was nothing she could do with that. but she wished she was able to remember before she came back to her father she has flashs here and there but that all it lasts.

"Yeah, Victoria has been around." said bella

"I didn't see her. I didn't see you getting pulled out of the water either. I can't see past you and your pack of mutts!" said alice

"Don't get me upset." snapped jake

bella huffed she had to stop this before he kills her. as she push the two of them away from each other before they rip each other appart. as alice glared at jake and not even realized that she was there stopping them.

"Things are gonna get very ugly!" hissed jake

"Stop! Stop! Stop! I will give you a minute. You're going anywhere, you're gonna come back, right?" asked bella

"As soon as you put the dog out." snapped alice

alice stucked her nose in the air and walked out with her pixi walk. while bella pinched the bridge of ehr nose. annoyed on how everything was turning out from all of this. she felt this person as if she seemed familiar to her as if it was her.

"Is he...? Are there others? How many Cullens are here and how long are they staying?" asked jake

"No. It's just Alice. And she can stay as long as she like." snapped bella

jake jumped at the flash of anger in her eyes. it seemed that she was like this when she was defensive but then again there was more or less to be the one who she was before she came back to them all. but that is something they didnt know what was going to happened since she had not remember in that two year in the hald she had come back to them even though they hoped.

"Are the rest coming back?" asked jake

"No. Not that I know of. Anything else? That's it. Well, if that's all, then you better go run back to Sam." said bella

jake picked up the phone only to growl at the voice on the other side of it. after all this time he had to call after he made her suffer. she deserved better than him and he had made it known. but the thing was she hasnt figured it out yet.

"Swan Residence. He's not here right now. He's arranging a funeral." said jake

after jake said that he hanged up the phone and it seemed that who ever it was on the other line he looked deeply pissed off. that was something that made bella think on who he was talking to. ig alice was here that would mean only one person.

"Who is that?" asked bella

"Always in the way." hissed jake

jake knew bella had changed her hair color to a bleached blond almost white it looked like her more then that brown hair. it matched the blue eyes that he knew that looked like her mothers they dont even know where her brith mother is these days.

"Who was that?" demanded bella

"Bella, step back." ordered jake

"Jacob, who was that?" demanded bella

alice came back in seeing that edward thinks that bella was dead even though she didnt tell him what she looked like because she knew he would not be pleased to know she had bleached her hair almost white but that didnt bother her since it looked better than the brown hair.

"Bella, it's Edward. He thinks you are dead. Rosalie told him, why I came here." said alice

"Why would you...? Why didn't you let me speak to him?" hissed bella

alice and jake shivered at the tone she had just used. alice had to say it suited her but she was not going to say nothing. while jake never liked it when she was like this. but then again she was something that was special to them all.

"He didn't ask for you." snapped jake

"I don't care!" hissed bella

"Bella, he's going to the Volturi. He wants to die too." said alice

alice left to get into rhe car she knew bella would be out soon enough. after she packs herself some clothing for the trip they are about to be going on. as that when bella came out with a messenger bag with things to wear.

"He left you, Bella. He didn't want you anymore, and what he had done to you, remember?" asked jake

bella made alice step on it she was not here to listen to him no more. as they took off to the nearest airport and take off to the place that would know who she was maybe by the simple power of touching her hand and have met her in the past.

meanwhile the fallowing day

bella helped alice jack a car alice didnt know how she did it liek she was a pro. but then again there was alot of things bella was known for but she dont even remember how she knew how to do the things she does and known how to do them. plus she was a genius as well. bella bolted acrossed the court yard through out the festival that was going on while she saved the bastard emo jerkface from killing himself. when she saw him she bolted and latched herself to him the cullens better be grateful to her for this shit.

"You have to move you dumbass! Open your bitch ass emo eyes, look at me jackass, I'm alive. You have to move!" snapped bella

edward opened his eyes to see bella there a very very white blond bella and wondered what the hell was going on. then again it was a year in a half he would have to change that back to the brown he didnt like the color on her.

"Bella? You're here. and why the fuck are you blond?" asked edward

"yeah i am dumbshit,. and my hair aint none of your business jerkface." snapped bella

bella was going to punch him but then again that would show him that she was not fully human now more. and he was the dumbshit that was the one to provoke the kinfs and she was basically along for the ride like always.

"I needed you to see me once. You had to know that I was alive. You didn't have to feel guilty or anything. wait i dont think you have any of that in you in the first place. so I can let you go now." said bella

"You never had to let it go. I just couldn't live in a world where you don't exist." said edward

bella snorted he was playin her again and she was not going to be fooled no more this was something she was not letting him do. she was not letting him back into her life even though she was hurtting he had a vice like grip on her wrist.

"I won't be needing your services after all, gentlemen." said edward

the two male vampires stood there looking at edward with hate. but one of them looked at her as if they knew who she was. and that was just baffling to her since she had never ever met them before but then again she dont remember much of her life so what could she think of.

"Aro wants to speak with you again."

"No rules were broken." snapped edward

"Nevertheless, we should take this conversation...to a more appropriate venue."

"Fine. Bella, why don't you go enjoy the rest of the festival?" ordered edward

bella arched a blond eyebrow he just did not order her around like his bitch. and that is going to stop right now and she was going to make sure of it. or else she would let these people burn him for all she cared for all he had done to her.

"OH HELL TO THE FUCKIN NO! YOU ARE NOT GOING TO ORDER ME AROUND LIKE THIS YOU EMO SPARLING FAMBOYANT PRANCING PEACOCK!" yelled bella

edward was about to slap her but his hand was caught by a small girl so she was thankful for that. as she nodded to bella as she knew who she was. and that is baffeling ehr for more and more than anything to all of this.

"The girl comes with us. and i would advise you not to harm the female if i where you." snapped jane

"No. You can go to hell." hissed edward

"come on guys there is a festival lets listen and go and see what they want." said alice

alice yanked edwards ear and dragged him while bella snickered and wondered why the hell they are looking at her as if she was someone they have met. but then again they could have and she just didnt remember who they are.

meanwhile a little while later

they all where in front of double doors that lead into the mostly lovely room bella had seen in her life. well to the mind set she was under since she didnt remember nothing else. while she sighed and knew this was not going to be a good day for her. as a man with long black hair was there.

"What a happy surprise! Bella is alive after all. Isn't that wonderful? I love a happy ending. They are so rare." chirped aro

aro came over and took edwards hand and started to read his memories. but he looked over to bella and he looked as if he knew who she was. as if there was something they had known each other before she came back to her birth family.

"La Tua Cantante. " Your blood appeals to you so much... it makes me thirsty. How can you stand to be so close to her?" asked aro

"It's not without difficulty." said edward

"Yes, I can see that." chirped aro

caius was wondering why this female seemed so familiar to his little harley the girl who was his only daughter who was bound by soul. marcus was even perking up since she came into the room. this was odd for the small female that resembled the female clown.

"Aro can read every thought I ever had. and all i have ever done. including memories. With one touch. And now you know everything. So, get on with it." snapped edward

"You're quite soul reader yourself, Edward. Though... you can't read Bella's thoughts. Fascinating! I would love to see if... you are an exception to my gifts, as well. Would you do me the honor?" asked aro

bella only shrugged maybe he would be able to see into her memories and tell her what she had forgotten and why she seemed so familiar with them. but then again the two kings was looking at her with sadness as if she looked liked someone they had lost. as she handed him her hand and he clasped it with both of his hands as she dropped the mental sheild as she let him into her mind. when eh viewed everything he let go of her hand and looked at her with sadness in his ruby orbs but it went away right away.

"oh young cullen what have you done." said aro

edward arched a brow and looked at bella how could he read thingsa and he was not able to. while aro looked at him coldy. bella was more or less confused at what was going on. aro sighed and turned on his heal.

"brother what did you see?" asked marcus

"that is for later we have matters to discuss with a old friend well more than one old friend that is." said aro

marcus looked over at the girl and gasped she was his niece his little harley. she was alive the joker was right she was alive. he maybe half vampire but that was nothing to what he was feeling right now. they knew he beleived that she was alive and so did they. but no one was able to find her.

"NO YOU CAN'T TAKE HER FROM ME!" roared edward

"EDWARD STAND DOWN NOW!" ordered alice

alice had edward pinned to the ground as aro sighed and pinched the bridge of his nose he never like the little brat cillen boy. it was something that he never wanted to be around with no more. but he needed carlise here to do this.

"isabella is going to remain here. and for one thing you will going to answer for alot of crimes you have done im not going to announce them until you two young cullens bring carlisle and the rest of your so called family in which in our world is a coven. and you better do as you are told unless you want your end to be now." ordered aro

"FUCK YOU IM NOT LETTING YOU HAVE MY BELLA!" yelled edward

"edward lets go we will get carlsile to bring her home." pleaded alice

edward roared and pushed his siter off her as he grabbed bella but only to have felix tackle him onto a wall only have bella in the arms of caius who took her to him off and locked her in there until they are finished with the fool.

meanwhile a hour later

bella huffed annoyed with all of this. that is when aro and his brothers walked into the office they looked at her with venom coating their eyes. she arched a brow at them as if she wondered why they looked at her like she had died.

"my dear i have some questions for you. what do you know of your life before you came back with you birth father who happened to be half vampire?" asked marcus

"well i dont remember nothing to tell you the truth," said bella

aro patted her hand there was much to explain and he was just over joyed to have his little clown princess back. he knew supisha and dora would be so overjoyed as well. they mope around the castle thinking the worst.

"well dear one when i peered into your head it confirmed on what i thought. we all knew you before you where taken back to your birth parents. but the end story is not going to be nice since its how you ended up how you are right now." said aro

caius made sure his wife and aro wife remained away from the office until they finished talking to bella. well harley who dont remember who she was at this potin in time. but they would get her back to what she once was she deserved that as much,

"i want to know please tell me i need to know," pleaded bella

"there is another thing that only reserved for those who are close to us is only able to use this power. so i am going to use it on you to show you what i seen. so keep your shield down," said aro

aro closed his eyes he knew that she had to know but she would have to remember on her own to become who she once was. as he showed her from the time when started out as harleen and meeting the joker and how she and him finally came together. and how they knew each other and how they are family how he and caius was soul bonded fathers and marcus a soul bonded uncle. their wives her soul bonded mothers. then it showed her when she was working with all the other crimanals and how he tried to save her on a helicopter. and when she fell out and watching him thinking he died. how she was fighting the enchantress. after that her going back to Belle Reve Penitentiary hwo she was harmed and rapred and forced fed down her nose even though she was already a half vampire. how they abused her and raped her before they strapped her down onto a cold table and wiped her memories and the sideeffect was she reverted back into a 17 year old. she would have to go back ot her normal age not like she was going to age in the first place. as how she ended up with charlie. they didnt make her watch all the things edward had done to her.

"now you now sweetling. our little clown." said caius

"but i still dont remember anything. but it all seemed correct to me on the life i once lived." said bella

marcus took her hand and smiled kindly to her. they will have a surpise to have for her when they get the joker here. she would feel more at ease to have her mate here with her and her husband. they where married before the batman sent her to that awful place. he also had released her freinds to speak to the man of the hour.

"come cara mia you need your rest you just gotten a few new powers with your ppower of being a halfling. so come you must let you rest. you are after all still human but one never ages sine you are half vampire." said marcus

bella nodded as she was lead down to the royal wing of the castle and to the room that was hers and the jokers when they are there on business. even though they are family. as they left her to go and think on things thye knew that it will be a while to have her fully remember but it was a start.

to be continued