Ok so this is my first Fairy Tail (Or well first ever…) Fanfiction! * so excited*

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Chapter 1:

There's a first for everything

Natsu, for the uptenth time of the night, was pestering Lucy about her Stellar Spirits and how he was bored, wanting someone to fight, while lounging about on her couch, while Lucy was trying to enjoy reading her book that she had gotten earlier that day.

They had just gotten back from a Lucy mission, which frustrated Natsu to no end because it was just a mission about reading some text from a book for a sweet, old man, with no monsters to go nuts over and battle. Of course, Natsu was dragged along by Lucy, both willingly and unwillingly, the reasons being that he wanted to make sure that, even on a dumb, no-danger mission, Lucy was safe, but the train ride was a LONG ride and every second of it, Natsu had wish that he could've just died so the terrible motion-sickness from the long, bumpy train ride would go away.

He was now yelling at her, face-to-face in front of her sitting on her chair, as he was giving her an annoyed scowl in return for hers.

"Luceeee! Why can't I see that damn Loki and kick his ass! He's the strongest of your Stellar things!"

"Natsu, knock it off! I already told you! We have a contract! And he's busy today!" She mumbled "...much to my disappointment too..."

"What was that, Lucy?" he asked with a devilishly toothy grin that made his sharp teeth gleam in the living room light, as his smile went from ear to ear, he got closer to Lucy slowly inching his way near her face.

Her face grew a million shades of red at his sudden question and closing distance to her, and she felt her heart skip beats over and over again as she stuttered in response, stumbling backwards. At that, Natsu let out a loud evil and amused cackle as he saw Lucy's reaction.

"I-I have NO idea what you're talking about, Natsu! G-Get off my back already!" She got up from her chair, storming off and, to much of her dislike, Natsu followed her asking a dumb question (as always...).

"Oi…I'm not on your back…" He glanced at Happy, who was flying beside him and then gave him his amused fanged smile, "Right, Happy?"

"Aye, Sir!" Happy said, in his usual happy manner.

"Ugh! You guys are such idiots sometimes! Seriously! I wonder if you even have a bra-!…"

She glanced with an angry scowl on her face at Natsu, though her scowl immediately calmed and she turned back around while her face went written with confusion upon seeing him, and she stopped talking as his face was unusually serious and he clenched his hands into very tightly coiled fists. Happy had been gawking at how serious he looked, too, because it seemed like he had got 'all revved up' for no apparent reason.

For a moment, Lucy's entire apartment seemed to be utterly silent…Not a word was said as the blonde mage and the flying blue cat stared at their pink-haired friend with his head lowered and what looked like anger building up in his expression. Then, as the tension was so thick you could cut it with one of Erza's Heavenly Swords, Natsu burst out in anger and fury upon Lucy, grabbing her and throwing her against the wall. He held her wrists beside her head tightly with his hands, leaving her with no means of escape.

"What's he got that I don't, huh? Why am I not good enough! I might not be smart or good-looking…" He paused, lowering his head more as despair had become written across his face, then continued showing Lucy his anger, "And I might not treat you like a princess like that damn lion bastard!...But I!…I-…"

'I can't believe I'm doing this!..she just..it's always about that stupid Loki! ALWAYS!' Natsu screamed in his head.

He gripped Lucy's wrists tighter not saying anything but only grinding his teeth and, while he looked at her face, she saw that he was trying to hold back some tears. Lucy stood in utter misbelief at what she was witnessing and one slight glance at Happy meant he was thinking the same thing, only his face was calmer, in almost a sign of pity…

'What the hell is Natsu talking about? What does he mean by all this "What's he got that I don't" and "Why am I not good enough"' crap? He's acting completely insane! Where'd the Natsu that was just here a few seconds ago disappear to? WHAT'S GOING ON HERE?'

As she stared in disbelief, he lowered his head from her view, so she took the opportunity to break from her trance of shock and scream at him saying,

"LET GO OF ME!"

She gave him her usual scowl of fury as he was distracted by lowering his head, she got out of his grip and kneed him in the gut, knocking him off of her and having him fall back on his ass with a loud THUD. He let out a yelp in pain, cursing at the air and at Lucy, rubbing his butt and his abs where Lucy had kicked while gazing up at her quickly with wide, fiery eyes, questioning with his eyes what she had just done as if it was the worst crime she could have ever committed. He gawked at her, while still rubbing his stomach, as she got off the wall and glared down at him, beginning to unleash her fury for the past 2 minutes of pinning and yelling he had done to her, maybe she did it for the whole night, too?

"What the hell are you talking about, Natsu? It's like you're a completely different person compared to the person who was just asking me the stupidest shit about having me waste my magical power to give you a fighting companion to get rid of your boredom with!"

She began to point her finger at him, as a mother would scold her child, "And what's all this why aren't you good enough and what's he got that you don't bullshit? Who is this he? Is it Loki?" she paused conjuring all the anger she had built up, lifting her arms and screamed, "I mean GOD NATSU, you're completely hopeless! I don't even know why you come here if all you do is pester me, eat all my food, and use my apartment as your own apartment and destruction room! It's like you're jealous of Loki or something! I mean, seriously, that's absurd! I don't even like Loki! He's just some stupid playboy who flirts with everyone! Why on earth would you even be remotely jealous of that?"

As she finished her speech, she noticed that Natsu's facial expression had completely changed from his semi-blank stare to an angry and hurt scowl as he got up and ran towards the window, jumping up on the sill and glancing back at her, he replied in a soft, damangaed voice that sounded un-like Natsu. At all.

"I guess I am jealous of him..." He said without a stutter and only in anger, then continued after punching a hole in Lucy's wall that she, surprisingly, didn't seem to notice, "I'm jealous of the way he treats you…Because I'm not used to treating people…I'm jealous of that STUPID way he tells you all those things I can't…because I'm too cowardly to…I'm jealous of the way he can tell you whatever is on his mind and whatever he's feeling..Because I just can't bring myself to do all those things…and I'm jealous of the way you love him…because I can't make you…" As he spoke, his voice calmed down and Lucy could hear the sadness replacing the anger in his voice.

After cutting himself off and covering his face with a lowered head, he disappeared into the night without another word, having Happy worriedly soar after him, yelling at him to wait up as he apologized to Lucy in his cat-like way and disappeared into the night, too.

Lucy stood in her living room, baffled, simply baffled, at the person who had just been in her apartment. She slowly dropped to her knees with two THUD's and stared at the floor, her mind racing with a million thoughts about everything that had just happened.

When she had completely spaced out in her thoughts, she was now visited by another baffling character, Loki.

He appeared in a puff of smoke in front of the spaced-out Lucy, who was on her knees on the floor.

He saw how close she was to his waistline and immediately fell back frightened, having his glasses come off and fall on the floor in between his legs. He stared wide-eyed at his master with his cheeks a bright, bright red, wondering why she had been in such a position and why he had appeared so close to her. He slowly grabbed his sunglasses and put them back on his face in fear and hesitation of Lucy's reaction. Though he soon found out, there wasn't one.

"L-L-Lucy?...Are y-you alright?..." he said after a few silent moments as he couldn't take the silence any longer, whether or not he was embarrassed or scared by his sudden appearance in front of the Celestial Spirit Mage.

Lucy sat and stayed still, completely silent as Loki inched his way over to her, worried, and tried to pick up her head, with his index finger under her chin and his thumb on her chin caressing it softly, so he could see her face.

"Lucy…Is everything alright?...Did somebody hurt you?...Why aren't you saying anything?..." he paused then let out an amused giggle. "Usually you would've slapped my hand away by now because 'I was trying to make a move on y-'"

Loki was interrupted by her hand coming on his and gripping it strongly, to his surprise. He had gotten even more embarrassed by her random grip of his hand but he couldn't help his thumb caressing her cheek and couldn't stop slowly leaning his face closer hers to kiss her lips.

'J-just a little more…' he thought as his lips slowly inched themselves nearer to hers, his eyes closing halfway – making him seem as though he was trying to seduce her, 'S-she's actually letting me kiss her?...This is so unlike Lucy…It was probably that stupid fire-breathing asshole that made her like this...' he felt himself stop just as their lips brushed and he turned his head away from her, with anger in his eyes, hiding them behind his sunglasses. He gripped his hands into tight fists and he suddenly wrapped his arms tightly around Lucy, laying his head on her shoulder and breaking her from her trance.

"Lucy..." he whispered into her ear with much concern in his voice, "I hate to see you like this…The only thing you should be doing is smiling…You get some deep in thought...I wonder if you're even seeing what's around you…If that Dragon-Slayer hurt you…" he gripped Lucy's shoulders with opposite hands as his arms were around her, and he held her closer as he continued to whisper, "I'll never let him live…because he hurt my beloved Owner…and my…my…"

Lucy's eyes widened as Loki stopped and held her even closer, feeling tears drip on her shoulders.

'Loki…is he…crying?' she wondered, 'H-He's actually crying because Natsu…Wait…How'd he know it was Natsu?...I guess since Natsu always acts so strange towards me…And always hurts my feelings indirectly…But still…'

After a long silence and a tight embrace, Lucy pushed Loki off a bit to his astonishment and looked into his sunglasses searching for his eyes, while seeing tears go down his cheeks. "…L-Loki…please don't cry…Just like you don't like seeing me like this…I don't like seeing you like that…It doesn't matter if I was hurt by Natsu or anyone…Don't cry over me anymore…" She gave a sweet smile, bending her head to the side a little to increase her cuteness. "Kay?"

Loki stared at her smile for a moment, studying it, then his face lit up and he wiped the tears from his cheeks and eyes. Lucy had never seen him so happy.

"Ok…Mistress Lucy…" He replied smiling back at her.

Suddenly, Lucy's curiosity got the best of her as she had tried avoiding the question, but her efforts were of no avail.

"Are you…jealous…of Natsu…Loki?..." she inquired him with her eyes full of curiosity and concern.

He sat silent after hearing her question, his eyes widened and his cheeks pale. Before Lucy had taken back her question, Loki turned his head away quickly, to avoid her seeing his face the cherry red it was and began to answer in a stuttering and nervous voice.

"W-well I…I wouldn't say…that…but I…" his voice had gone from nervousness to seriousness as he continued, "Should I be jealous of him…Lucy?" he inquired in his serious tone looking back at Lucy's eyes and that, in turn, made Lucy really nervous.

"W-W-Well you shouldn't I guess but anyway shouldn't you be going back no-!"

Lucy with her eyes as wide as they could get, stared at Loki as he, with such passion, had suddenly kissed her.

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Lucy jumped and her face went a dozen shades of red as Loki kissed her, and it was only a few seconds into the kiss before she felt herself get dizzy, as if in a trance by her Celestial Spirit's spontaneous kiss. Her body began to shake in embarrassment as he kept his lips firmly pressed against hers, as if waiting for her to kiss him back to release all the tension. Her eyes began to close, her body slowly quit shaking, and she felt herself return his kiss as if it was the most natural thing in the world. Loki took his hand on her chin once more, caressing it softly and gently, tilting her head up slightly and took his other hand around her waist pulling her somewhat close to him again.

Natsu, who was the idiot he was, forgot his scarf in his anger and frustration. He was on his way back to her apartment. He ran down the streets panting a bit, wondering if Lucy was mad at him for what he said and done to her, because for some reason, he felt guilt and regret for it.

He spewed fire as he yelled at the cool night air in frustration, "Geez…I was so mad at Lucy that I forgot my scarf! She makes me forget everything sometimes!" he stopped running and clenched his fists, "She just makes me so…AGHH!" he summoned his Iron Fist of the Fire Dragon and punched the cobblestone road under his feet angrily, breaking a bunch of the rocks and having them rise all around him. Luckily nobody in the town was out and about so they couldn't see him destory the street. "She's my nakama damnit! I shouldn't feel this way about her! She's just my friend! My nakama! Just my-!..." he shouted with pure frustration and stopped, gripping one of the rocks he had broken and smashed it into tiny crumbs with his fist and burning the crumbs to nothing with a burst of flames. He grinded his teeth and sat on one knee punching the ground over and over again. "Why! Can't! I! Just! Think! Of! Her! As! My! Nakama!" he screamed each word in between punches and stopped after another strong punch and sat there for a moment being silent.

'She isn't just nakama anymore…She never was…Was she?...' He laughed a sad laugh at himself while panting after punching a pretty big hole into the ground below him and stood up slowly. 'Ever since then…I could barely deny that…I fell in love with her…When we first met…'

He shook his head, getting that thought out of his head, 'I don't love Lucy! Im certainly not IN LOVE with her! Right?...Of course! She's my nakama! There's nothing but friendship between us! That's it! Just friends!' he began to sweat, letting out a nervous laugh then yelled loudly in the air expelling fire from his mouth, "God! What's WRONG with me?"

He started back up a light walk, going to a light jog, to a quick jog, to a run, then to racer's run, heading back to Lucy's apartment.

When he reached her house, he hopped up to the window and landed with his hand gripping the edge and pulling himself up. 'Do I really lo-…'

Natsu's thought about his feelings were rudely interrupted by the scene he had come into…

Lucy glanced beside Loki's head with her eyes barely open while they were still kissing to the windowsill, and saw Natsu, completely speechless and not saying a word, with his eyes and mouth wide open and staring at the pair with their lips locked. He was in complete shock as his hair slightly moved in the wind and Lucy, her eyes widening too, pushed Loki off of her as Natsu began to jump from the balcony and Loki quickly noticed Natsu, then grabbed Lucy's arm and pulled her against his chest tightly, her back against his chest and his arms around her waist.

As Lucy reached out an arm to stop Natsu when she noticed he had tears in his eyes. It was a rare sight to see Natsu cry, even a single tear, but his right eye dropped a tear that gleamed in Lucy's living room light as he looked back at the orange-haired Spirit holding his master close to him and the blonde-haired mage in his arms while he was in mid-air, then the night engulfed him and he, once again, vanished into the never-ending darkness.

'Of course I don't love Lucy…' Natsu thought with tears in his eyes, 'She loves him after all…'

Lucy broke Loki's embrace and ran to the window, almost falling out of it, screaming at the top of her lungs for the crying fire mage that had just saw her and her Spirit kissing.

"Natsuuu!" She shouted into the night, "Natsu! Wait!" she tried to grasp him as if he was just barely hiding in the shadows, but as she closed her hand, she didn't feel anything. She brought her hand back and started to cry, clasping her face with both of her hands and crying loudly. "What have I done? Natsu was crying! H-he never cries! I-It's all my fault! I can't believe that he saw you kissing me! My life is over! Our team is over! What am I going to do?"

Loki stared at his owner who had burst into tears and he began to frown. "L-Lucy…What's wrong?...I-I thought you…and I…were just…" he stopped and started to cry with Lucy.

Lucy took short breathes and watched as her Celestial Spirit was crying, too, through the cracks in her fingers. She started to hyperventilate, taking her hands off her tear-soaked face and took Loki's hand. "L-L-Look L-Loki…I-I don't k-know what I'm d-d-doing a-anymore…I-I need some t-t-time alone..o-o-ok?..."

Loki burst into tears now and gripped Lucy's hand, yelling at her. "I'm not leaving you! I-…! I-I-…!" He couldn't finish his words as he was crying so badly and Lucy forced herself between her hyperventilating to say…

"Forced Gate Closure…"

And in those 3 words, Loki disappeared in a flash of light. Lucy went to her room and fell on her bed, crying into her pillow. She said with a stuffy nose from her crying, "W-what's wrong with me?...I can't…can I?...I mean…I should only think of them as my nakama…but Loki's kiss…and Natsu's face when he caught us…I felt so happy with the kiss as if it was almost natural…like we were a couple…But then so guilty when I saw Natsu's face…and his tears…I can't believe that I feel this way…Do I really…think that way about Natsu and Loki…?" Lucy paused then hid her head under her pillow and screamed underneath it loudly then whispered to herself. "...this is the worst day of my life!"

Ok, so now what?

Lucy has discovered that she may feel more than just friends for 2 people!

(Geez what a…)

Anyway, if any of you are wondering how I got the idea for this story,

(You can guess from the title…) I GOT IT FROM KATY PERRY'S HOT N' COLD SONG OK?

Just kidding…Well not about where I got it but for yelling at you…GOMENASAI! T_T!

Please leave me plenty of comments and ratings, I really wanna hear your opinion.

I will try to update this as soon as possible, though its difficult…

I will try my best! FOR YOUUU! 333

(No homo…^_^")

Anywho…

Ta-Ta for now everyone!

Midnight Out! ;)

P.S. Not sure how many chapters it'll be...I just roll with it till I get bored with it...aren't I pleasant?

P.S.S. I know that Natsu is SOOO OOC (so is Loki a bit..)..it'll be better next chap! Promise! ^^!