Obsession Called Love
A/N: Well since there weren't enough Mirai Nikki fanfiction I decided to write one myself... Well,it's not really a fanfiction but more of a character sketch.I want to do a proper Akise/Yuki (seeing as there aren'T any out there!) fanfic but I felt that before I coulddo that I need to actually understand Akises feelings for Yuki thus this 'story'.Please read it and enjoy.
Warning: Spoilers if you haven't read the latest chapter
Disclaimer: Let's face it if I owned Mirai Nikki I wouldn't be writing fanfiction would I?
He loved Yukiteru. That was the one and only truth. Or rather, the only truth he cared to act on.
He loved watching Yukiteru. Whether he was sleeping, or trembling from fear, or trying to pull his act together to protect his friends… Yukiteru was cute. Well, maybe he was bias… he thought Yukiteru was always cute; even when he murdered someone.
If someone asked him if he was gay, the answer would be simple. No. His love for Yukiteru was not like that. So long as he could watch and protect Yukiteru he would be content. It was a love he didn't need to express.
When he tried to stop Yukiteru from killing his friend, it's not because he cares for that girl's fate. But because he knows Yukiteru doesn't really want to do it. And even if Yukiteru's crying face is cute, he doesn't want Yukiteru to cry. He knows Yukiteru will regret that murder because Yukiteru isn't a murderer despite all the blood on his hands. So he tries to stop Yukiteru but, if he fails… so be it. That girl was meant to die, so long as Yukiteru could carry on nothing else really mattered.
Despite contrary belief, he wasn't jealous of Yuno. He had nothing to be jealous about. He knew all Yukiteru's feelings were merely Stockholm's syndrome and those kinds of feelings would fade in time. Provide Yuno was out of the way. And if Yukiteru was to become God, she would die sooner or later. What was the use of being jealous of someone who would die anyway?
Actually, there was only one thing he wanted. He wanted Yukiteru to become God. Not because Yukiteru particularly deserved it (he didn't), not because Yukiteru would make a particularly good God (he probably wouldn't). No he wanted Yukiteru to become God because he wanted Yukiteru to live. And if there had to be a mountain of corpse, if Yukiteru needed to become God to keep living… then so be it.
That was his love.
And well that's that sorry it's so short... It's just a character sketch anyhow.I'm planning on writing a longer piece of fiction at a later date possibly after I've finished my Death Note fanfiction...
Comments, critisim any kind of review is good. At least it tells me whether or not I should bother with future fanfiction in this genre... though it would kind of be sad not to write any more since there are solittle fanfictions in this category!