This is my first fanfiction and I really hope you like it.
disclaimer:I don't own supernatural
WARNING: death!fic and possible triggers such drug use and suicide
"Sam hang on we're almost to the bunker we're just a few more minutes okay." assured Dean. He was driving so fast that his knuckles were turn white, Dean felt like he could up chuck from the amount he was worried and scared for a bleeding out Sam next to him. " Dean" Sam breathed Dean torn his eyes from road Sam looked into his red rimmed worry fill eyes, " Sam?" questioned Dean "it's okay to let me go I'm bleeding out and can't make it to the bunker okay just let go." Sam begged Dean to understand his condition and knew that when he died that Dean would soon follow but he couldn't have that Cas needed him, the world needed him to save them he needed him to move on. Dean felt like someone had punched him in the gut with those words how could Sam actually believe he could just give up on this little brother like that not that quickly no just a few more miles to the bunker then he can patch up Sam." I can't do that Sam I can't ever do that." Dean stated emotionless.
He pulled up to the bunker and ran to Sam's door to get him inside. Carrying him in wasn't a problem making it in time Sam's breathing was getting shallower by the minute and that was scaring Dean to no end, he wrenched the door open to get inside putting Sam on the table silently praying for Cas to come help him and ripped the first aid for his baby brother. He gets back sam to see's that Sam has stopped breathing he walks up to his brother and shakes him to see if he responses...nothing Dean doesn't register anything can't feel anything when Sam stopped breathing so did Dean. He curls in himself and sobs each wave of pain crashing harder than the next, all he wishes it was he who took that bullet.
Dean wonders why he even bothers with drug as he injects heroine into his vein I mean he already can't feel anything. He makes a decision and puts downs the needle picks up his favorite gun puts against his head closes his eye and pulls the trigger.