Chapter 1
Bella P.O.V.
I never liked the cold weather, for many reasons. The number one was I always hated being cold, but I must say that number one was taken and replaced by him. He was the definition of cold, everything he did was cold. His touch, his affection, the way he acted towards me, shall I continue? If he was so cold towards me, then why am I sitting here like a mannequin? Why am I mourning over a man, who loves for me was not returned?
"Bella, I am leaving, your breakfast is downstairs." Charlie's gruff voice said.
Doing something that I have not done in over two months, I turned around to meet his stare.
"Ok, I will see you after you get home from work." I guess I shocked the hell out of him because his normal dull eyes widened.
"O-ok?" He stated as more of a question than a statement.
I turned around back into the chair, the door silently clicked and I was then left with my tangled thoughts again.
You need me…
His voiced echoed through my head.
Letting out an aggravated groan I ran a hand through my hair.
"Leave me the hell alone." I huffed.
It was then silent, and I was left looking like a crazy person, just great.
Looking around my room all of it reminded me of him, even his smell was still left in my room. I needed to get him the hell out of my life. I got out of the chair and ripped the sheets off the bed and threw them across the room and with the sheets came the pillows.
"You can't keep up with us." I mimicked his last words as I ripped the pictures off the mirror that was leaning against my wall.
"You're a distraction." I muttered reliving our last encounter.
I tore the room apart, trying to get him out of my room. When I was through with my mission the only thing that was left intact was the dream catcher that Jacob gave to me.
I blew a strand of hair out of my face as I looked the dream catcher, flashes of his face ran across my mind and I found myself dialing his number and before I could hang up his voice boomed through the other end.
"Hello?"
"U-h-h Jake this Bella or Bells." I said shifting nervously. What the hell had gotten into me? Why am I doing this?
"Bells, what's up I haven't seen you since-uh-well you know." He said trying not to bring up the night in the forest where I was found by Sam.
"Yeah, I know, I have been good what about you it's been forever." I said kicking the pillow out of my way.
"I have been good Bells, but I am happy to hear from you."
"Same Jake."
"What are you up to today?"
"Nothing, that's what I was calling you about I was wondering if you wanted to hang out."
"I would love that, I can show you what I am working on." He laughed.
"I'll be there in an hour." I said determined to get out of this depressed filled room.
"I'll see you then." He said and then hung up.
I sighed and stared around the room, I had to clean this up. Charlie would have a fit if he saw this mess when he came home.
Bella why would you do that?
"Shut the hell up." I growled.
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I parked outside of Jacob's house and turned the car off. What the hell has gotten into me, just about an hour ago I was this girl stuck in a trance who could not think of anybody but him. Now I am parked outside of Jacob Black's house.
"Come Bella, you came this far don't back out now." I said encouraging myself.
I huffed and got out of the car and proceeded to the door, but before I could take my first step, Jacob's gigantic figure opened the door, and it seemed like in two steps he was in front of me.
"Jake?" I said engulfing him in a hug, which he returned immediately.
"Bells?!" He said then picking me up and spinning me around.
After he put me down I took in a full look at him, he literally grew five inches in two months and not to mention that he felt like he was well over 100 degrees.
"Jesus Jake, you look so—different." I said my eyes widened.
"You think so?" He said frowning slightly.
"Yes Jake." I said tucking a strand of hair behind my ear.
He was silent for a moment before saying, "Come on I want to show you what I have been working on."
He grabbed my hand and walked to the red barn and I then saw an old beat up car with its hood up.
"Jake what is this?" I said cocking my head to the side.
"This is my future car, and you're going to help me work on it."
"What do you mean me, Jake-"
"I don't want to hear it Bells."
"But-"
"Lalala I am not listening." He said plugging his ears like a five-year-old.
I rolled my eyes and said, "Fine but if I accidently cut your finger off, I can say I told you so."
"It's a deal." He laughed.
"Is that Bella I hear." Billy said rolling in.
"Hey Billy." I said waving.
"I am happy to see you moving around." He smiled.
"I couldn't stay cooped up in that house all day." I said kicking dirt.
"Billy." A loud deep voice said interrupting our conversation.
Billy's light-hearted face turned serious and he turned around and said, "I will be there."
I looked towards the group of men I recognized one of them to be Sam Uley. The other two boys looked far from boys' men was a better word.
Scary could not even define them, frightening was a better word, they all stood well past 6'0 foot and had frowns that would make them unapproachable.
One of their heated stares stood out the most and it was the scariest out of them all, I looked at him and it was like I was then trapped in a trance, I couldn't take my eyes away from his angry eyes. I tried to look away but it was like the harder I tried the harder it was for me.
I then felt a pain in my heart, a pain so intense that it made me want to double over in pain. Then it was like he became a magnet and I just wanted to be attracted to him. What the hell?
"Did you hear me Bella?" Jacob said shaking me slightly.
I turned to Jacob, not hearing one word he said.
"Huh?"
"I said where did you want to start first?"
I frowned and then looked around to see that the group and Billy left, and it was just me and Jake in the barn.
"U-u-h y-you I know nothing about cars."
"You okay Bells?"
"Yes of course." I lied.
Paul P.O.V.
"Paul, you need to calm down!" Sam yelled pushing me out the back door of the tiny.
"Are you really telling me to calm down, I am tied to that leech loving b—girl—FUCK IS HE TOUCHING HER—what the hell is wrong with me—I WILL TEAR HIS ASS TO SHREADS IF HE IS TOUCHING HER!" I yelled beginning to shake uncontrollably.
"You need to calm down, that's just your wolf."
"Ugh fuck my chest hurts." I cried out.
"What do you mean your chest hurts." Jared said frowning keeping his distance.
"What the hell do you mean I mean, my fucking heart is burning." I said clutching my chest.
You need her…
No, the fuck I don't, she was the last person I needed, fuck this really can't be happening.
How in the hell did this happen, I was simply coming here with Sam and Jared to talk to Billy and check on Jacob.
Jacob…
My wolf growled and the shaking began to become even faster, everything in my being wanted to rip him to shreds.
No one touches her…
"SHUT THE HELL UP." I cried out.
I didn't want to hear his voice any damn more, he was telling me all the wrong things and I didn't want to hear it.
"Paul-"
"Shut your fucking mouth." I growled out.
And just like that it was gone, and was replaced by a strawberry scent, dear god, it smelled so fucking good.
"The bathroom is on the left you said." Her soothing voice said, it was coming from inside the house.
I needed to be inside that house, I needed to be around her-fuck what the hell am I thinking, I needed to get far from her.
"Never mind I found-ah fuck Jake really, when did you put this table here." She said in pain.
And at that moment I felt a pain in my leg.
She's in pain…
My head snapped up and I got up and walked toward the house, but was interrupted by Jared's hand to my chest.
"Move Jared." I said in a warning tone.
"I can't do that man." He said back in a warning voice.
"Paul go to the woods." Sam ordered.
Usually whenever he would order me to do something in that voice I would follow through with his order, but it was like it had no effect on me and I stayed in my place.
"What the hell?" Sam muttered
I stared at the house for a minute before the pain went away and my mind cleared what am I doing? What power does she have over my mind to make me want to kill for her?
I backed away from the house and ran into the woods and phased.