I laid still in waiting
For the day you desecrate me
Destroy Me, Cut Me, and Bleed Me
I see your secret Glares and stares
Trying to figure out why I'm different
Do I choose to be like this?
Or am I a total freak?
But what you don't understand is that I loved you
I cared but you chose them
Why them ?
Or did you never truly love me ?
Was I just another conquest ?
Were you scared of being called out ?
Of being known as her boyfriend ?
I might never know
But I do know that I'll never truly get over you
And no I don't blame them
I blame you for choosing them
It's not their fault
it's yours because you chose them
Because you desecrated me