Psychopath. A person suffering from chronic mental disorder with abnormal or violent social behavior. That doesn't sound like me, I don't intentionally hurt people. At least, not always. To specify, I never physically hurt a person. Well, there was him; but, he's a completely different story. Next one.
Sociopath. A person with a personality disorder manifesting itself in extreme antisocial attitudes and behavior and a lack of conscience. I'm not antisocial. I love talking to people, especially strangers, regardless of the situation. Lack of conscience. That sounds about right. I really feel no empathy for people. I mean shit happens.
That's kind of my motto in life shit happens. Because it just does, not everything happens for a reason, not everything happens because that's what God wants, or it's karma. Shit just happens.
Right now, I'm looking for the perfect word to describe my actions as to why I feel no remorse for humans or anything really. I'm not emo or anything. I don't go into that phase where "nothing in my life matter and nobody cares about me and blah blah blah".
For starters, I have passion and that counts as an emotion right? I'm sure it does. Anyways I caught in this stupid situation as having to define myself because my mother believes that I have so called "the emotional habits of a heartless bitch". Just because I don't cry constantly or say those three words that are so meaningless that I won't even say them or tell people I care about them doesn't mean that I don't care about them.
Oh fuck, who am I kidding? I don't care about them.
Author's Note: So..that was trash I know. I'm working on it I swear. It's 2:00 A.M. and had an idea. Be patient. I don't really know where this is going but I will continue to update and make very very very frequent changes. Please leave a review on just how shitty it was.