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Honey, honey
I can see the stars
All the way from here
Can't you see the glow on the window pane?
I can feel the sun
Whenever you're near
Every time you touch me
I just melt away
Which girl has never dreamed about her Prince Charming? The one who would find her at the right moment, in the right way, and would make everything right… So, that's it girls: I'm sorry,but that was kind of my dream too! And after all I've been through this year, I'm finally living in it! That's what my relationship with Blaine represents to me: a truly teenage dream!
Now everybody asks me
Why I'm smiling out from ear to ear
But I know
Nothing's perfect
But it's worth it
After fighting through my fears
And finally you put me first
I look around the halls of this school in a completely new way: If I felt nothing but despite for every living soul that looked at me differently, now I understand them: it must be really hard to accept a reality that is so far from what they're used to – being homossexual, I mean. Now that I have Blaine, however, it's weird: it's almost as if they were jealous of our love, instead of rejecting it. I know envy isn't a pleasant feeling, but… You know, I like being admired!
Baby it's you
You're the one I love
You're the one I need
You're the only one I see.
Come on baby it's you
You're the one that gives your all
You're the one I can always call
When I need you make everything stop
Finally you put my love on top
But everything still feels funny... Do I really deserve all this? Blaine is the exact materialization of the man of my dreams! He sings, dances, is chaming, charismatic, smart, comprehensive… And he would do anything for me! It might sound silly or way insecure, but sometimes I feel afraid. Afraid of losing him, afraid of not being good enough… Afraid of waking up.
I never thought my life
Would end up quite this way
Sometimes it's hard to figure out
What I should say
I tried alone to mend
This broken heart
I need you
That thing you do
When I stop and think about the year that's gone by, I feel surprised by everything I've done, everything I've felt. Kurt Hummel came to my life in the most sutil way, but turned it upside down before I even noticed it! Everything's so different, even I've change – now, I'm romantic as I never thought I would be. I bearly recognize myself! It's like I've always lived a double live, superficial, depriving me of feeling anything deeper.
Leaving this fear behind was the best thing I've ever done, because now I feel complete: Kurt made me a better person, less arrogant and selfish. He says I'm wrong, and keeps telling me quite the reverse… Anyhow, I feel that we're exactly where we were supposed to be: together, joyful and in love.
When we're apart I find it
Very hard to smile
You know that other girls
Have never been my style
Well there's a feeling that I get
When I'm with you
I need you
That thing you do
It's sort of funny thinking back when we were just friends! I've always been so absent-minded, I took way too long to realize what was going on between us! 'Cause when I think about it, the feeling was always there, since I've held his hand to guide him the day we met – which is not a great metaphor, once I hadn't got a clue of where our way would take us. And since then, the feeling kept growing and developing itself, until we were ready to let it show.
I'm enjoying every little part of that love – I've never felt anything like it! If I had to re-live all the bullying I've suffered from, all the beatings I've took and all the friends I've lost for being who I am, I would do it right away. Because if that's the path that lead me to Kurt, I would accept the whole thing with a big smile on my face. He's my destiny.
I could search around the world
Only to find
The only thing I need
Is you right by my side