Love is Never Easy
A/N: Ok don't hate me I know I know I need to work on My Life, My Love, And A comprise but I promise I will! I got this idea while talking to my bestie and it wouldn't leave me alone I just got into Supernatural and ship Destiel, Sabriel, and Crobby so I thought I would do a story about it its gonna be a fluffy, angsty, amazing story and if anyone can right Slash could PM so they could give me some pointers that would be great. Without further Blah Blah here is Love is Never Easy.
I sat in a plastic chair in the bunker I could hear the arguing of Castiel and Crowley the sound of Bobby snoring in a distant room and my brother turning pages and sighing the latest Hunt wasn't working out well and seemed more and more like nothing more than a physco than something we needed to deal with, bored I leaned back in my chair balancing it on two legs and putting my hands ontop of my head loosing my balance I fell into the bookshelf behind me I gave a yelp in surprise Sam looked up and shook his head "Can't you act your age for once?" He asked in annoyance I stuck my tongue out and flipped him off suddenly Sam's computer dinged looking over at it he blushed, Sam blushed like a girl. "Got a hot date your not telling me about Sammy?" His eyes grew wide and he stumbled over his words "W-what of course not I- I got to go and uh yeah". He grabbed his laptop and ran as fast as his legs could carry him slamming his bedroom door curious I ran after him and placed my ear to the door and listened "What the hell Gabriel I thought I told you I would call you what if Dean had been on the computer and answered?" Sam asked Gabriel with a quiver in her voice "Relax Samsquatch Dean-o wont find out you've cut my angel cake". Sam sighed and I could feel the bitch face through the door "I'm serious Gabe if Dean ever found out he would disown me". I thought a moment would I really do that to Sam? Of course not I would never! He's my brother I would love him no matter what I sigh I would have to talk to Sam about that later "Your brother would not disown you Sam he may joke about it but I've seen the way he looks at my brother hell I've talk to Cassie about it and the things he describes when he sees Dean are how I feel when I see you". Sam chuckled a little and again my mind wandered what the hell did Gabriel mean about how I looked at Cas? I mean yeah I feel happier around him, I like the way his lips turn up before he says an "H" I like how he's always ther- oh my god I'm in love with Castiel. I stood up and walked away from the door heading to Cas to try and talk to him "Cas I need to talk to you!" He yelled at the angel he heard footsteps running and saw Cas with the first few buttons undone no trench coat and jeans I gulped "Yes Dean?" Cas asked me uncertainly "Uh I think we should talk about some things". I fiddled with my hands "Yeah ok Dean as you wish". He walked ahead to the room he used and sat on the bed I sighed and sat across from him "So I over heard Gabriel and my brother talking and he mentioned feelings that you expressed to him and I just wanted to clear the air I guess". God when did I start acting like such a girl? Cas smiled at me "I have been feeling very happy and warm and nice when I'm around you and I get this fluttering in my belly and I asked Gabriel about it he said its called love but I understand Dean if you don't feel the same I know my vessel's gender isn't usually what you go for-". I interrupted his rambling by grabbing his face and pressing his lips against mine I licked his bottom lip and nipped at it he opened his mouth in a gasp and I took that as an invitation my tongue fought for dominance but Cas wasn't having that he dominated mapping out my mouth like it was his life's mission when I finally broke the kiss gasping for air Cas titled his head in confusion "Dean I refuse to be just another phase if you really feel the same then we can try this but I wont be just another fuck". Hearing Cas cuss and sound so possessive almost made me want to kiss him again but I refrained he needed to hear this to know how I felt even if it was a girl moment "Cas, look I have never ever done anything even remotely like this with a guy you've changed my mind I think it was always there but as soon as I saw you enter that barn I knew my life was going to change I just didn't know you would be the star of some very wet dreams or that when you died all those times I would feel like I did or when I was in purgatory and Benny was begging me to just leave you I couldn't I refused because I love you". Cas' eyes widened and a smile soon tugged at his lips "But if you don't mind could we keep this hush hush around Sam and Bobby?" His smile fell and he looked down "Dean I want to show you off and I don't want to be like Sam and Gabriel hididng behind closed doors I want every monster, demon, angel, human everything to know that you are mine that somehow this hot brutal sexy man chose me". I smiled "Ok then we can make the announcement at dinner". I looked up at the clock "That I need to get cooking".
Cas sat beside me Sam sat beside Bobby and Crowley still semi chained up sat in front of me across the table Cas looked at me knowingly and I sighed "Do you want me to clink my fork against my beer bottle to Cas?" I asked him under my breath he smiled "No just setting down your fork and clearing your throat should suffice". I rolled my eyes and did what he said everyone turned to me "Ok so chick flick moment here but Cas thinks I should do this so here goes nothing". I stood up quickly from the table and shouted "I'm in love with Castiel Angel of the Lord he who gripped me tight and raised me from predition". It was dead silent no one said anything Bobby stopped chewing put his fork down and then smiled "Well its about damn time you idjit". Everyone except Crowley who could barely even eat let alone clap cheered blushing I sat down squeezing Cas' leg under the table Sam soon stood up "Fine if Dean can tell his secret then I can tell mine, Gabriel is alive and we've been dating for about a year know". He said quickly I smiled at Cas "Well Mr. Singer I believe its confession time I think everyone should know about extra currcilar activities don't you?" I dropped my fork, Cas choked on his drink and Sam looked traumatized Bobby glared at Crowley "Well know that you've mentioned it they aren't going to leave me alone about until I tell them". I looked at Cas with wide eyes he shrugged with the same expression everyone else was wearing "If you even mention this after I tell you I will blast you all full of rock salt so bad you'll crap maragitas". He looked over at Crowley for helped who just shrugged "Crowley and I have been seeing each other since the apocalypse". Again Cas choked on his drink "For four years? That's a lot of time Bobby you could have told us I mean yeah I'm a little traumatized and I need brain bleach but if your happy we're happy.
We stopped the chick moments and put on an action movie I had Cas' feet resting in my lap and soon we all dozed off only waking when Gabriel popped in with confetti yelling "Confetti it's a parade!"
A/N Alright chapter 1 done what do you think and I really want there to be smut in this fic so if you can write smut and you can help me out I would be internally grateful to you thank you!