Warning: There are mentions of boy/boy romance. It's very very mild, there's no kissing or even really confessions if you think Remus wrote this instead of yelling it at Sirius (I'm not sure which he did, so I'm leaving it up to interpretion).

Disclaimer: The only thing I own is the order these words are put together. I don't even really own most of the plot, it all belongs to J.K.

You.

YOU.

{You}

You never think.

This- this is-

WHY

Black?

{Siri}

Why?

You are- you were-

you were all I had.

You were my-

you were my-

you were my lifeline Sirius.

{Pads}

I couldn't-

I can't-

I am barely breathing some days.

I am barely alive some days and

you-

You were the only thing-

the only person-

that could keep me

alive.

AND YOU-

and you-

you told him.

You fucking TOLD HIM.

You told him

(and he is still alive)

and so am I but-

but-

WHY?

Did you think this was a bloody

prank?

A fucking laugh?

Because this is not-

this was-

this could never

be a fucking laugh

Sirius.

{Love}

You-

{You}

YOU FUCKING KNEW WHAT

THIS WAS

and you did it anyway.

I'm not even mad

I'm just-

just-

disappointed.

Because you fucking

KNEW BETTER.

You knew better

and you did it anyway.

Does the word secret even fucking

MEAN

anything to you Sirius?

{Siri}

Do you even

know

the gravity

of what you have done?

You'd better have a fucking good

explanation

for-

for this-

for this thing you have-

you-

{you}

you...

why?

And the worst part is

I

still

love

you.

So

fucking

much.

A/N: Thanks for reading! Yeah, I know, another "I guess its wolfstar but not really since they don't get together or even confess their feelings or whatever". But I just remembered I had this and I'm pretty happy with it so I uploaded it. But I'm going to have a lot of free time coming up since everyone else in my family started school but I don't for a while, so I will definitely try to upload more! I have two others that are in need of some heavy editing before I'm happy enough with them to upload them.

Please review, constructive criticism is very welcome, but flames are not. They will be sent straight to Moriarty so he can burn you.

Thanks for reading!