Never in a thousand years did I think I would be stuck where I was three years ago. I am completely and utterly devastated that I no longer have my family. When my dad died I was too young to remember him so it didn't hurt much and I always had my mom to help me when I needed it. Then she died and I had to go and live with my teacher until I could support myself. When my mother died because of the cancer that had started to spread throughout her body I was relieved that she didn't need to bare the pain any longer, but I was completely crushed when I realized I was all alone in this world now. No mother to give me advice on boys or a father to be protective of me and to show me he cares about me. No family members on either side of my family to go to and to be cared for. It was for the first time, I was completely and utterly alone. It was a few years later that I had gotten used to the loneliness and went on with my life and finding happiness through my friends, though it wasn't the same. The day I met Naru and the rest of SPR was the day my life changed for the better. I had my father figure Bouson, my mother figure Ayako, my brat of a sister Masako, my overly excited and charming older brother Yasuhara, my shy and nice older brother John, and my very intimidating uncle Lin. Naru was not like a family member in that sense I wanted him to be my new family. I told him that, I told him I liked him a lot and he shot me down saying "Me or Gene" my heart had never been crushed as bad as it was that day. That was two weeks before he left after he found his brother and wanted to return to England with his brother's body. For the two weeks he was still here we did a simple poltergeist case and started making arrangements to pack the office and go back home. John went back to Australia, Masako continued to make her show more of an success, Yasuhara went to college in America, Ayako went to work at her parents hospital, and Bouson went on to work more with his band. They all left, every last one of them. I knew from the start it wasn't going to last because all good things come to an end at some point but when they left it was worse than when my parents died. I thought I would just get over it as time passed but it didn't to be truly honest with myself it might have gotten worse. "Oh well I just need to smile my brightest and keep my head up and it will pass soon…hopefully" she thought. Now I'm alone and working in a café that doesn't pay half as much as SPR did. Now I'm stuck working at this place until I receive an acceptance letter from one of the universities I applied to. I was now starting a new life but with the same beginning. This was just my luck.