Allen curled up on his side; the soft silken sheets wrapped around him and enclosed him in his own warmth. Kanda's bed always seemed much more comfortable then his own. Gripping the bed sheets tight and pulling them closer to himself he tried to fall back asleep.
Something didn't feel right. He had been stirred from a dreamless sleep and as he opened his eyes to take in the surrounding darkness. It felt empty and cold, as the faint moonlight shone through the window and put an eerie shadow on everything. The young exorcist found himself longing for Kanda once more.
Kanda wasn't here like Allen wanted him to be. Allen had left on a mission 2 week ago and came back 3 days ago. Apparently Kanda had been sent out on a mission while Allen was gone, so the two lovers couldn't see each other. Their relationship was complicated, it was hidden from the entire order though Lavi had his suspicions but they were never proven right.
They still fought and bickered over the silliest things but it was an act. A play where those two actors pretended to be something they weren't. Whenever they argued behind Kanda's dark royal blue eyes hid the love and compassion he felt for Allen. At midnight, when they would meet each other in one of their rooms Allen would always end up apologizing for what he said earlier in the day. Kanda would chuckle, pull Allen onto his lap, wrap his warm hands around his chest and kiss his forehead gently while say "It's alright".
But yesterday while the white haired boy was helping the science division organize he overhead Komui on the phone talking to some finder. Apparently, the area where Kanda was sent was being overrun by level two's. A Noah had also decided to show up and Kanda was injured. Komui immediately dispatched Lavi and Bookman to go help Kanda, but Allen was still concerned for Kanda's safety. He wished he went with them but Komui wanted him on standby in case other missions went wrong.
Waking up without Kanda pressed close to his back and an arm wrapped around his waist made Allen feel lonely. These past two days he thought he could feel the touch of those warm hands and the cool breathing on his hair but they were just delusions from his mind. Allen wanted to hear Kanda's deep, sultry voice that would lull him to sleep when Kanda would hum or whisper 'I love you'. He wanted to feel Kanda's gentle kisses and see those eyes that always looked a bit concerned that he was being too rough on Allen.
Shifting once more Allen dragged his form off the bed and over to the window, opening them he looked up into the night sky. The stars were shining brilliantly and the moon was waning. He looked down below into the forest where Kanda trained. Closing his eyes the cursed exorcist pictured his lover in his mind. Yu's milky skin, high cheek bones, and angled jaw. His eyes that were the color of sapphires, and his hair that was pure black silk. Allen sighed crossing his arms and resting them on the window sill as he gazed out to the dark sky. Allen began humming to himself stopping for a moment to talk to the stars.
"Yu… you better come home." The love struck boy rested his forehead on his arms and let out a deep breath before sitting up and crawling back into Yu's bed.
"I want to see you so desperately…" Allen mumbled to no one in particular as he closed his eyes and sleep began to overtake him as his mind thought of Kanda.
:D So… First Fanfiction… What do you think? I'll probably write a closing chapter just to wrap this all up. Sorry If it seems short or rushed. I might come back and elaborate it a bit more.