I don't know what it is about him, about Ludwig, Germany. It seems no matter what happens to us, every battle, every mess up I have, I can't seem to leave him and he won't leave me. I bet I seem pretty pathetic to him; the way i rely on him for almost everything. I just can't help myself around him. He just seems like the greatest thing ever to me! Germany!
If there's one word I say the most, my favorite word (aside from pasta) it has to be Germany. Because I can count on him to save my butt no matter what!
Germany! I can't tie my shoes!
Germany! There's no more pasta!
Germany! Romano is being a jerk!
Romano, Romano. How he hates my best friend. I think he is jealous, jealous that I spend more time with Germany than him. He's my family, yes, but if he loves me most like he says, he wouldn't bother Germany and I. Family should want their loved ones to be happy! And I am ever so happy with my best friend.
Sometimes when we are sitting together, Germany and I, I find myself getting lost in his eyes. It sounds so cliche, it is. I just love those blue eyes. They are so bright, so beautiful. He's caught me before, hypnotized. I know I unnerve him like that, but he always gently brings me back to reality with a light shake and a slight smile, a blush always on his cheeks. It makes me smile. Anytime he smiles, or laughs that hearty laugh of his, I can't help but do the same.
It's all the little things he does for me. Everything! It all seems to give me little butterflies. He makes me the happiest. I don't know who I could talk to about these things I feel. I tried talking to Japan, leaving Germany's name out of it all, and he said it sounds like I am in love. There is no true definition for love. But I have an idea.
When you wake up just to see, talk to, that person, the one who makes you smile. When all you think about is them and you can't stand not being around them! When silence and frowns from them make you sad. When you want to cry when you see them cry (not that Germany cries) and be there for them. I think that's love for me, and I just hope he might feel the same and that we can both be happy, now, and maybe for forever!