AN: What can I say about this?
Letters that Patrick wrote to the girls in his life...
Alana = deceased wife.
SSS gift for: Iloveplotbunnies who deserves this present for being so sweet and because she loves Angsty/Romantic fics :)
Disclaimer: I own nothing but Alana...
Dear Alana
My darling, this is the last letter I write, the final goodbye.
You've wandered in my mind for too long now, and it's time for me to let you go to the paradise that awaits you.
You will always be in my heart and I'll never forget you, but I'm moving on now with my life.
I've met a woman, I'm sure you'd love her, and she's something else, you know?
Besides keeping me on my toes and putting up with me, she's taken my soul from the dark world I lived in.
I took residence in that world since your death. A world full of guilt, grief, anger, obsession and revenge…
I as immersed in those bad things when I met her.
She took me under her wing, making me see that there was another world to live in besides mine, a world filled with light, hope and love…
Well, she's that world.
A petite brunette, determined, strong, beautiful, smart, charming, bossy, selfless, funny, sarcastic… The list goes on, believe me.
I never thought it was possible for me to find love again, but she proved me wrong by saving me and accepting a man who's her pain in the ass and is an emotional wreck.
I'm sorry Alana, for sharing this with you. You and Rachel will always have a special place in my heart, but it's time for me to find that light again, to live and breathe again. I know you'd want me to be happy.
I will always cherish your memory, but right now, Teresa Lisbon needs me to love her, and who am I to deny her wishes?
Goodbye Alana, I will always love you.
Yours,
Patrick