Just breath Tori you can do this. You just have to get it out and everything can go back to normal. You can slowly let it go and then you'll be ok.
"Jade can I talk to for a min.? It's really important and it'll only take a second." I said trying to ignore my shaky voice. "Whatever Vega make it quick I have better things to do than talk to you." She said with those beautiful lips. I quickly walked to the closet praying she doesn't kill me. When we walked in a noticed she locked the door. I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding. "I ugh don't really know how to say it so I'm just going to say it." I said. She looked as bored as ever. "Jade I love you. I've been in love with you since I looked up and saw you spill coffee on me. I know you hate but I had to say it so I can let you go. I won't bother you anymore because I want you to just be happy. If not having me in your life will make it so then I'll do what you want. I'm sorry for wasting your time you can leave now." I said. I had already started crying halfway through. I did it. I broke my own heart for my love.
"Please don't." I heard her whisper. I jerked my head up to see her crying to. "Jade what's wrong why are you crying?" I asked panic in my voice. "You." She said sinking to the floor crying harder. "I'm sorry I shouldn't have said anything but I couldn't keep it in anymore." I said getting even more depressed. "No Tori I love you to so please." She said. I just sat there with her in my arms. Her words ringing in my ears. "You what?" I ask barely a whisper. "I love you" she said finally looking at me. I couldn't resist anymore. I captured those beautiful lips as my own. It was a small kiss but powerful. "Maybe we should go some where else and talk." I said gently stroking her cheek. "Ok let's go to my house."She said standing up. I helped her clean herself up before we headed out.
I don't think I've ever been to her house before. It was huge but it looked empty. She lead us down to the basement. I smiled because her room was exactly how I imaged it. There were candles, a skull, black almost everything, and in every direction you looked you saw something to do with the scissoring. I went and sat on the bed beside her. "Please let me explain before you say anything else ok?" She asked and I nodded. "When I first saw you it was love at first sight my heart stopped. At first I didn't understand but I did want to talk to you. I couldn't be nice about it because I'm jade and I have to be mean. I'm sorry about the coffee and everything else I did. As time went on my feelings just grew. I loved you more and beck less. After we broke up I was so happy I only cried to get your attention. I however didn't get the attention I wanted so I kinda gave up. When you left us there I broke down and told him everything. Surprisingly he wasn't mad because he said it was the same for him. He said he had started to notice someone else a while ago and felt bad. He says is in love with Robbie. We decided to let people think we got back together so the girls would leave him alone. We however needed time to think about how we were gonna tell you guys. That song I did it was for you. When beck came to me I whispered she didn't get it and was finna cry. He kissed me to stop me from doing so but when we were alone I let it all out. Tori I was just mean towards you because I couldn't have you and it was so painful having you close." She said.
She became quite and nervous looking at me ever so often. I didn't ready know how I wanted to act. I was happy that she loved me but mad that we both took to long to say so so, I went with I felt. I picked her up and brought her into my lap. I wrapped my arms around her. I sighed on the back of her neck and giggled when she shivered. "Does this mean you believe me? Please say yes and if you don't I'll try making it up to you I promise. Victoria I love you so much." She said touching my hands. "I love hearing you say that and I believe you. I want to do so many things to you right now." I said kissing her neck. She shivered again before she spoke. "Does it involve kissing?" I just laughed it was too adorable. "Yes it does." She turned around and straddled me putting her arms around my neck. She was so cute when she was blushing. We were so close our noses touched and we smiled before we kissed. Her lips were so soft that I couldn't help but kiss her roughly. She moaned into the kiss pressing even closer to me. My self-restraint was really being tested. She looked at me and smiled. I said "your so beautiful" without much thought. She kissed me again before getting up. "Are you hungry because I was gonna make some lasagna." She said going towards the door. "Sure even though I would rather be eating something else." I said quickly following up the steps. "Haven't even had our first date yet and your already trying to get my out of my pants." She said running through the door laughing. I caught her around the waist spinning her around. "Jadelyn West will you be my girlfriend?" I asked. "Yes you big goof. Now go watch tv on the couch." She said.
I admit this was a lot to process. I all morning I had prepared myself to be let down even to get beat up. Now I was at a lost as to what to do because she loves mean to. I can't really be mad her for when she was mean to me. I guess it's understandable and I love her. She is so perfect to me. She has a beautiful smile, a wonderful laugh, her personality is different which is her entirely. I see myself with her for years because I don't want anyone else. I didn't even know she could cook another one of her amazing talents.
"Hey tori did you hear me?" She said sitting down beside me. "I'm sorry, no I was thinking. What did you say though." I asked. "You know if this is to much for you right now I can take you home. I know it's a lot to swallow and I'm sorry but I do love you. If you are not completely sure about this whole thing tori we can just oh I don't know. I can take you home if your ready." She said. "No I'm sorry that's not what I was really thinking. I was however thinking it was a lot to take in and I do believe you. I'm so happy I get to see the real jade even though you're mean side is just as adorable." I said resting my forehead on hers. "How about on Sat. You let your new awesome girlfriend take you out all day." "You won't get tired of me?" She asked. "How could anyone get tired of your beautiful self? I could never get tired of you Im in love with you." I said kissing her. I easily pulled her into my lap one again. This time though her leg brushed up against her. "Tori"she whimpered against me. "Yes Jadelyn?" I asked biting her lip. "S-Stop teasing me." She whined. "Ok but only because I don't know how much longer I can hold back. Let's just really watch tv till the food is done." I said. I love holding her it just feels so right.
"Hey don't you need to call your parents and let them know where you are at?" She asked. "I texted them in the way over here. They already know I'm a lesbian and that I'm in love with you so I'm pretty sure they have a mindset of what's happening here. What about you though didn't you have to tell her parents I'm coming over?" I asked. "No im the only one that's every really here. My dad who you already met is always working in some kind of way and my mom never wanted me. She gave me to my dad when I was little and left. I haven't got to talk to anyone but beck about this well us. I'm sorry can we not talk about this anymore?" She asked. "Oh I'm sorry sweetie I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable." I said holding her tighter. "No it's ok it's just a touchy subject right now." She said getting to up. "Come help me I think it's ready."
We ate on the couch just retouching up on what we knew about each other. After that I decided to go home. Leaning over I gave her a quick kiss before getting out. "Good night Jadelyn" I said. "Good night Victoria"she said before I closed the door.
I called Andre as soon as I got to my room. "Hey so you'll never guess how today went..."