Why can't I cry? Yesterday my friend told me that her friend had killed herself. My friend she was crying. I comfort her. I listen to her talk about her friend and stories of there past hangouts together as she cried. I waited for my emotions to arise. Why don't I cry? Sure, I was sad, and mad a bit to. Why would anyone want to kill him or herself leaving this beautiful place? Now, she is died and my friend is crying, begging me to never kill myself. I will pray for her to move on, but the real question is, will I cry?