MUST READ THIS BEFORE STORY!(otherwise you won't have a clue what's going on!)
* This is my Fanfic about House 5 years after "THE ITCH" episode, assuming it was the last episode. In case you don't know this is the first episode Wilson tries getting House and Cuddy together. The episode with the guy who doesn't want to leave his home. At the end everyone conquers there fears and House is at Cuddy's door about to ask he on a date when he chickens out and becomes the hypocrite of the show. Lets pretend that that was the last episode and now it's 5 years later. Wilson's been on House's case about admitting to himself that he actually has fallen for Cuddy, what he doesn't know is that House does know he is in love with Cuddy and he accepts it, but doesn't tell her for the reason that you will find out in this chapter. Now I put a bunch of twists in this story and things that aren't likely to happen but, this is my story! I know I'm just a kid and all but there are reasons why this is rated M. Lemons o' lots! If you don't like lemons and other BIG surprises then that's your problem not mine, so….Don't read it! I'm not forcing you too but I would like it if you at least tried it though. Alright I'll stop talking now, oh I forgot. Sorry, one last thing… this story switches back and forth in points of view, mostly I stick with House and Cuddy but I will go off to other from time to time and I do switch back to using their first names later on. I'll tell you before I switch though. Alright! Here we go…
Chapter 1
(House's P.O.V.)
I was in my office bouncing that big tennis ball against the white board.
Except, instead of my normal reasons for being here like, when I'm trying to get my genius brain to diagnose some lying patient, I was here on a totally different matter.
Dr. Lisa Alexandria Cuddy.
I was trying to digest the teensy weensy little fact (NOT!) that I was in love with her.
I couldn't say I couldn't believe it because who wouldn't love that gorgeous women with her long wavy black hair and beautiful light blue eyes and-
Snap out of it House! She would never love you! Why would she?! She deserves far better than you! You couldn't make her happy, and that's what you want, for her to be happy!
It was 5 a.m. and no matter what I did I couldn't get her out of my mind when I heard a knock at my door.
Now Who in Pete's sake could that be?!
My head snapped up to look through the clear walls and door of my office. Of Course! Who else would come to rub there nose in the fact that they were right while I dwell on the misery of my impasse. James Hugh Wilson.
"What do you want!" I asked letting the misery and lack of sleep into my voice and eyes.
Wilson face immediately went to a look of worry. He opened the door and came over to me.
"How long has it been since you've slept?" he asked.
It was apparent that that was the easiest of his incessant questions.
"It's been 3 months since I've slept for more than an hour at a time; It's been about 36 hours since I've had that pitiful amount of sleep." I told him with an unwelcome edge to my voice. Unwelcome for him anyway.
"Why are you here House? At 5 a.m." He asked sitting next to me still with a worried expression.
"Why else? I'm thinking, Sherlock?" I told him rolling my eyes.
"Apparently, but what about?" he asked interested.
"You should take great pride in the fact that you're the only one who could reduce me to this. But I'm not about to let you rub your nose in the fact that you were right while I dwell in the misery of my impasse." I explained to him shamelessly.
"House, I wouldn't take pride in being able to make you miserable and I also wouldn't gloat about being right while your stuck. Tell me, we're friends right? Maybe I can help." he looked at me pleadingly.
"What I tell you in this room you will tell anyone or I swear that I will hit your frontal lobe with my cane hard enough to put you in a comma for several long agonizing years." I threatened giving in.
Wilson looked shocked of my giving in.
"I'm desperate." I stated as Wilson's eyes widened and he nodded.
Almost mechanically he promised: "I swear I won't tell anyone."
"The Diagnostician has finally diagnosed himself capable of one of the most infuriatingly difficult human feelings of all." I told him cryptically.
"Enough with your crypticness, House. Just spit it out already" He begged me.
I debated for a moment and then told him everything as well as I could.
"I know this do to the fact that I would die for her willingly, would do anything to keep her safe and happy, and if I had my way wouldn't let her out of my sight to keep her safe. It seems…I've fall in Love with…Lisa Cuddy."