The Beginning Of It All.

My name is Amanda. And this is my journal, because I've learned over a time span of one short little year that i cannot trust anyone anymore. Not even the people I truly love.

First I'll tell you a little about myself.

I'm 17 years old and my name is Amanda Smith. I am in grade 12, barely getting by might i add. And I'm not happy. Not at all. I'm not like a normal fun-loving teenager, I'm a young girl who got her heart ripped out, smashed, crushed, branded, chopped, mutilated and slaughtered by 2 people within the time span of..

One. Little. Year.

This is why I'm writing in here. Because no one will ever find it, and i don't have to put trust into the little pages of this book. I just have to guard it with my life, And i will do just that.

This is the beginning of the end of my mental sanity and happiness.

The beginning of the end.


Come on everyone! ill Put on chapter one after i get 5 reviews!! :) its going to get goood!