Ever since I had discovered Vocaliods when I was 12, I was forever drawn to them. They were individual REAL singers, but were also drawn as anime and had that whole computerized programs. Rumor had it that they were half human, half computer.

Miku was my favorite. I loved her hair and how she was usually just so happy and optimistic. I loved how she also had her sad moments, and understood the world. She was my role model. My complete role model, which is saying a lot. I liked Luka, Kaito, and Gumi too, but Miku was definitely my favorite.

Then Lily came along when I was 13. She was cool too, but she was nowhere close to Miku. And finally, just a year after Lily, came HIM. Kagamine Len. And for some reason I was completely drawn to him. I could never get enough of his computerized or normal voice. Some spark ignited, and I was addicted the moment I saw his picture. He completely blew Miku out of the park. The rumor was that Len was Lily's younger brother, or her soul mate, but deep down, though they looked alike, neither of that clicked for me. I never believed it from the start, especially since his very first song was about a lost loved one.

When I was 15, I saw THE PICTURE. It was shocking. It was a group photo of Luka, Miku, Lily, and Len. It was one that was taken as if only Miku was paying attention to the camera while everyone else was interested in what was going on with Len. He seemed to be running away from something. And there in the itty bitty background was Kaito, with a blonde girl; at first, I didn't even notice them. It was an older photo; Len must have been five at the time and Lily six. It wasn't them in their anime form either. It was a REAL photo. The girl in the background seemed to be five, like Len.

I was excited. Maybe a new vocaliod was coming. But as soon as I thought that, I remembered Len's first song. Maybe this was Len's lost loved one. And for some reason, that just made me cry. Which was weird because I never cried. I just felt Len's loss, his hopelessness. Everything.

I wished that the loved one had never gone, and she was still with him. I cried for the songs she never sang and the fans she never had. The life she never had. I felt one of those fangirl bonds when you think you know everything about them, but you really don't. Or at least that's what I figured. Little did I know that I knew more than I thought.


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