I knew for a long time that I was never normal. I lost my parents when I was 15. I lost two girlfriends before my 16th birthday and lost my aunt and uncle from different sides not that long after. I got dumped by my 3rd girlfriend because I was cheating on her with the ghost of my 2nd. I almost got killed by a crazy psychopath and because of it was sent away from home. My guardian became a crazed killer before being killed with my sister being turned into a vampire. I became a vampire hunter and tried to kill my sister before I was killed and finally brought back to life. So I guess you can definitely say that I'm not normal.

And before all that, there was always an emptiness inside of me. I tried different ways of coping with it. I tried using drugs. I tried putting myself into vampire killing as a distraction. That was what I was doing now. I even thought about actually going to art school, but I wasn't sure if that would help. I liked girls, but I always wondered what it would be like to be one: to wear pretty clothes, to wear makeup, maybe even have a child as in have one. I had only ever told one person and that my girlfriend Anna. She was actually going to help me by compelling a doctor to give me hormones, or possibly even surgery, but then her mom died and then she died and nothing ever came from it.

I was scared to do anything about it. I regularly fought vampires, but I was scared to do anything towards becoming a girl. I didn't know what anyone else would think about it. I knew that since this was a supernatural world that I probably could even do it without science. I could use magic. I then got a phone call. It was from Alaric.

"Hi. I heard about the wedding. I'm sorry I missed it." I stated.

"There was no wedding." He replied. "Jo is dead."

"What happened?" I asked.

"Kai came back and killed her along with the rest of the Gemini Coven." He explained. "The good news is that managed to kill him as well, but that's not why I'm calling."

"Why are you calling?" I asked in concern. I wondered if there was more bad news.

"It's about Elena." He stated. "She took the cure."

"How is that even possible?" I questioned in confusion. "The cure was destroyed when Amara died."

"Before Bonnie came back, she grabbed it out of Silas's tomb." He told me. "Anyway, before Kai died, he put a curse on Elena."

"She what happened? Is she dead?" I inquired.

"No, she's technically alive." He answered. "The only thing is she's unconscious and she can't wake up until Bonnie dies. She's trapped in a state of limbo."

"So what are you doing about it?" I asked. I hoped that they weren't thinking of letting Bonnie die.

"We're going to let Bonnie live her life." Alaric declared. "We're basically going to keep her body safe somewhere, but we're holding a wake for her, and you need to be here."

"Okay, I'll get on the first plane there." I promised. "Don't start without me."

When I got there, everyone was in the Salvatore boarding house.

"So apparently the spell allows Elena to enter the mind of anyone that touches her." Alaric told me. That didn't seem like something Kai would do. "It's how we're going to say goodbye. Since you're her brother, you should go first."

I slowly walked over to her and grabbed her hand. It was warm. I needed to work on telling people and I supposed it was a good place to start especially since no one else would know about it. I found that we were at the old house.

"Jeremy, it's good to see you." She said as she gave me a hug.

"Elena, there's something that I need to tell you." I explained. I decided to just let it out. "I want to be a girl."

"I know." She replied. "I found out as soon as you touched my hand. I can control what this place looks like. Do you want to see what you'd look like as a girl?"

"I guess." I responded in a surprise. Suddenly she was taller than me. I looked in the mirror and I saw a girl with blonde hair wearing a white dress looking back at me. I was so pretty. "Wow."

I covered my mouth as a soft voice came out.

"So what do you want me to call you?" She asked.

"Jenny." I answered. I had long thought about the name. Even though I was basically just in a dream, it was still amazing.

"Okay, Jenny, I want you to be who you want to be." She replied. "That's why you need to tell everyone. Bonnie might even be able to help you with it."

"I'm scared." I admitted. "I don't know what they'll say about it."

"Jenny, these people love you. They won't care about something like this." She pointed out. "The worst that will probably happen is Damon making a snarky joke. You should be happy. Plus you could be the person that you want to be. Maybe you could even go to Whitmore."

I then let go of her and felt myself back in my own body. It was pretty depressing after seeing what I had just seen. Elena was right. I wouldn't feel any better unless I let myself be me. I needed to let myself be Jenny.

I decided that the first thing that I would do would be to let everyone else take their turns. Damon was going to go last. I had no idea what he would be like without her. The only reason that he was really tolerable was because of his love for my sister. I really hoped that he would be okay. As much as I hated to admit it, I cared about Damon.

"So what are we going to do with her now?" Matt asked. "We can't just keep her here while she still has the cure in her."

"That's why we're going to keep her in the family crypt." Damon stated. "We'll seal it off so no one can get there and whenever Bonnie dies, the seal will be broken."

"Wait." I interrupted. Everyone looked at me. "Before you do that, there's something that I wanted to tell you guys. This isn't easy for me, but I want to be a girl."

"I knew that you really liked guys." Damon remarked.

"I don't like guys, I still like girls, but I'm transgendered." I explained. "Elena told me that I should tell you guys about it and she even showed me what I would look like as a girl."

"So what are you going to do about it then?" Stefan asked.

"I was hoping that Bonnie might be able to use a spell for that." I admitted.

"I don't know any spells for that." Bonnie stated. I frowned. "But I can probably find one. Just let me do this first and then I'll get to work on it."

"Well you can send me a picture when you're done." Tyler stated. "I think I'm going to get out of here for good. Now that I'm a werewolf again, I need to move on and I want to see about starting a family."

We then went to the crypt. Once she was inside, we stepped out and watched as Bonnie began to work on the seal. I just hoped that she would be able to really see the real me. Even though I did want to be able to have a child, I also kind of wanted to be able to always look the same. I wanted to be that beautiful girl forever. I knew it was selfish, but at the same time, I was also doing it for Elena.

"So how was art school?" Matt asked me. I couldn't tell if he was comfortable talking about it or not.

"I didn't actually go to art school." I admitted. "I was looking for vampires to kill."

"So how long have you been like this?" He questioned.

"It was actually before my parents died." I explained. "I just never said anything about it."

"Did Vicki know?" He asked me.

"No. The only person that I ever told was Anna." I declared.

"I'm going to start looking through the grimoires to see if I can find anything." Bonnie stated. "I'll let you know when I do."

"Maybe I should come with you." I replied. "It'll move faster."

We then went back to her house and began to look through the books.

"So do you want me to call you something else?" She inquired.

"Jenny. My name is Jenny." I stated. "I really appreciate you doing this for me. I don't know how I'll be able to repay you."

"You don't have to repay me. I went to be able to help you with there, but there is something that you should probably know. I can't be certain, but I imagine the spell with change you on the genetic level, which means that you'll probably have a period and you'll probably be able to get pregnant."

"Well I'm not going to be having sex with guys, but that's one of the reasons that I want it." I said. "I want to really experience being a girl and I can't do that the medical way."

"Okay, I found the spell." She replied. "It says that you need to think about what you want to look like."

I focused on the image from before. I was really excited about it. My dream was about to come true. Bonnie began to chant and I couldn't help but feel myself losing consciousness. I hoped it was part of the spell.

I then felt myself slowly regaining consciousness. I was still wearing the same clothes, but they felt looser and my hair was longer. I felt two small lumps protruding from my chest and an emptiness between my legs. The spell had worked. I was a girl.

So I wanted to write a story about a transgender character and I decided on Jeremy and figured it could explain a lot of his angst. Jenny is played by Chloe Moretz. So what's going to happen next? How will be things be different? Please don't forget to review.